i was always playing ard wif others.....they wanna play so i play loh....take yest for example...christine msg me....actually is wan to test me....say she like me(to zhiqin: she's all urs)...wad will be my reaction...too bad fredie there...we 2 began our 'siao'(u know wad) plan....i say wad fred told her exactly last time when she ask him oso....wan to play rite...i very sporting one wad...but den i gotta admit tat she is one smart lass.....haha....but den after tat she say its impossible bcos i dun like her..and she like some1 else....u know all the crap....can see frm tv lah.....den i was like persuading(actually enjoying myself)her tat there is a chance....den i act angry.....den she keep on saying sorrie.....(paisei hor christine)...hmmz......a bit the cheem oso....but den the relationship(frenship lah....duh) of course improve lah...wif these kinda things ard...it will always improve....some pple tot they damn good....but some things are not wad they are seem...some are lah...mebbe shldnt underestimate others oso....but den at least look at urselves first b4 making any assuption and comments and decisions.....
the whole time....i was like playing ard....u wan me get serious i tell u anytime i can get myself wad i wan....not tat i bhb or wad...(self promoting lah)
sometimes when u know this num of pple....u tend to like rank them and see which one suits u best...i got her on my mind liaoz....u know...fantasising.....all the crap....but i think she oso know wad i cant do this yr....aiyah...dunno lah....didnt even 'u know wad'.....some pple know lah....u peepZ can go assume and wadeva...but i 'dun care, dun bother'.....say wad u wan....juz needa type this out not to let u pple see...only wan to reorganise my thots....

some pple know...but act dumb....
some pple know...but dunno wad i am saying
some pple know...and they are trying to help(tis one not very sure....only time will tell)
some pple dunno...but try to know...
some pple dunno...and they 'dun care, dun bother'(i like tis...but sometimes needa others to care...it helps)

now juz gotta wait.....time.....but den i wouldnt haf much time by den...now is actually the best time....hoping wad i wish for will come true...