bye....going to chalet for a while....

well today's organ exam was okie...but i screwed up my songs~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH~!!!! damn damn damn......the fear is coming back again....haiz....shit shit shit....everyone was so scared loh...and was shaking away...den everyone's worst fears came true....jimmy dunwan to play his 2nd arrangement yet it came out....malisa dunwan to play tomorrow yet it came out...den caixin dunwan to play nagai aidai and it came out oso....den teacher's hoping of a sunny day didnt came true...it rained and it was damn cold...plus the anxiousness....we were all practically shivering and shaking away....