when stuff starts becoming politics...where powermad pple are present...and not that i say they are bad...its juz tat when u haf power...u sorta do not listen anymore to ur subordinates...those ppl who has no power at all...when they make a point...when they suggest smth...u use this high and mighty voice to talk back...wad is the meaning of it?? i personally live in fear of angering or saying the wrong stuff to those exco members...and i dun blardee hell see any point in that...but however juz think lar...my position is at stake...i can easily make some crappy comments and be labeled as someone whose words are only jokes...its kinda scary.....last time....not really last time lar...in the process of council...i always tot its almost like politics...almost like survivor...can almost imagining each of us backstabbing one another juz to get a post...its tat scary u know...its okie actually cos its all over...i haf made up my mind only to speak when needed and ans when asked...other than tat...i shudnt make any suggestions...shiying came in today and i sugested smth.....which khairi oso agreed to it liao....and her face immediately turned pissed...either its the above case which i dun think it is...or tat smth bad muz haf happened to her...so i kinda understand lar...she said sorry after tat oso so its okie now...know her well enuf she isnt like dat...den i hate...i mean HATE being left out of stuff...haiz...kinda headstong lar...always wanting my ideas...but now i kinda heck liao...go sch...any council stuff do...any duties juz perform up to standard...other than tat dun think doing much oso....i aint in the position to do anything oso....oh well...when i am writing tis rite now...i am really in a good mood...juz saying wad i feel...not kping about stuff or wad...juz having a bit of my views here and there...its okie lar....haf told them if need my help den ask me...so other than tat i suppose i shudnt interfere much...

like how the 27th normal councillors say..."i am just a pawn..."

He gets a taste of the real world.