Well today... should be summarised in a few words here and there...
sch past by quickly...went council room...not much effort at learning the dance...but after tat everyone got active...nic almost gave up...i convince her not to...and its my turn to...but they convince me not to...well....i got really high hopes...always keeping a spot of hope at the back of my heart...but its like if doing smth...i expect wad i can do to wad my abilities can take me...perhaps khairi is taking too much control...but i trust him enuf to get things done...he is the sort of guy to get things done...i am only good at organising...tat means wad i told amy lee was wrong liao...i aint a finisher...more of a planner...seriously...i think my best skill is in communication...really...but its really contridictory...but however it can be real true...anyway back to the pt....everyone...almost lar...learn the whole song...we are doing hound dog...den only zijie and ee suan havent learnt...they gotta work really hard tmr...den pairing got a bit of prob...but settled tat liao...den the timing of the audition is changed...and i got soccer...i really do not want to be considered out of the team..tats why i make it compulsory for me to go tmr...really gotta...but the audition is at 3.30...really cannot make it...so i find adrian ho and tell him i will be late...in the end i decide to juz skip the audition and let subs take over me...jingle can do wif yoda for the audition...so in the end i wont be late somemore...shit manz...shudnt haf tell adrian ho i will be late...now he really got a bad impression of me as someone who is too busy and not being able to juggle my time....but i really want to be in the team...he told me i wud haf been if not for my other commitments...guess the main thing now is to convince him i can juggle me time...and be committed to soccer as well...he wants to see sincerity and commitment...well...i shall gif him all of that....
The big irony today is that...those tat try really hard...as in haf no qualms about performing...cant make it for auditions...and those who juz sui bian sui bian...are so free to be even on stand by to take over...but not all lar...really gotta thanks khairi, nic, gary, yoda, candice, cheryl and yihan for their 'action' support...thanks shiying oso for giving the 'moral talk' today wif me...not really wanting to gif up...juz need some encouragement from someone to like push on...i work this way lar...kinda like working for others instead for myself...hah its my way of working things lar...yar oso thanks for chereographing the moves for the 2nd song...think juz now saw u all doing the moves...really nice...after the audition if we get past...the real hard work starts...if u think tis is hard work...it hasnt even began...think i need to talk to everyone about stuff after we get in....1 whole week is wad we got...if we want to come up wif smth good...there's shiying's song and gary chen's...therefore firstly i need to look for support...den after tat put the plans into action...sat 1st training....damn lar...think i got lit stuff on sat...duno lar...den duno when muz do the make up gp test which i will miss tmr cos of ushering duty...seriously...i will really really like to find out who actually decides the names of activities...as in who shud be doing wad...seriously manz...
den erm...tmr sch ends at 12 i think...think they are going to take sometime to settle down again...shud haf at least one hr to practise everything...and if its possible...den gotta try out on the stage...the whole thing...lets juz say i know confirm will haf screw ups...but as long as we make it past the audition...which we haf a very high chance of...cos basically we are the judges ourselves....hahha...yar den as long as everyone keeps their high level of motivation and enthusiasm...its enuf...den the teachers shud be happy...
if only...edmond, yoda, candice, trina, ardi, jeanne and jingle can enthu abit...they can dance...and they are essential for a good performance...if only their enthusiasm and the ability to focus are as high as cheryl or gary...whom totally has no responsibilities for the outcome of the dance...these 2 i respect them to the utmost...ask them to dance...they try their best...no complaints...no shyness about dancing...cmon manz...wads so SCARY about performing?? they juz come for practise...do everything needed...teach others willingly...and may i ask who is asking them to do so?? no one!! they do it bcos they want to...and perhaps for me, khairi and nic...but the real reason i dunno why...
think like wad shiying said is correct...some ppl join council not knowing the right reason why they are joining...some ppl join council not knowing wad is expected of them... perhaps and like wad edmond said...this is all very normal...this kinda situation is happening everywhere...like among the teachers...there are the enthu ones...and there are oso the cant-be-bothered ones...there are oso principals like bro paul who are onz and enthu about stuff whereas there are some that sits ard all day and juz sign their big names.... how come they are ppl pushing others on...teaching them the right moves and there are oso others who juz sit there and read comics...cant be bothered wif stuff...say i dunwan to join.PERIOD. and zhao off to somewhere...where's tat spirit manz?? wad haf we learnt in LTC??? wad has stanely trained us to be?? a bunch of losers?? where is the unity????!!! he always asked us...where is the unity?? perhaps i guess its all for show during LTC and when we ran for council...cmon ppl manz...unite together...and u all will find out tat tis council term will be one of the most fulfilling u will ever experience...
did i hear students saying we joined sc is to get the points and the respect?? yes i did hear...and wad did i reply....i defended us...i haf faith in all of us...i am very frank...i say wad i really think...its like...i always haf tis hope...no matter wad i do...there will always be tis hope...even at its worst and dimmest pt...the hope will still be there...cos i place high hopes on others...and i make sure i try really hard...as much as i can to do things...the rest are simply up to the others...
its very simple....
how high my hope can go...tats how much the others can do...
sch past by quickly...went council room...not much effort at learning the dance...but after tat everyone got active...nic almost gave up...i convince her not to...and its my turn to...but they convince me not to...well....i got really high hopes...always keeping a spot of hope at the back of my heart...but its like if doing smth...i expect wad i can do to wad my abilities can take me...perhaps khairi is taking too much control...but i trust him enuf to get things done...he is the sort of guy to get things done...i am only good at organising...tat means wad i told amy lee was wrong liao...i aint a finisher...more of a planner...seriously...i think my best skill is in communication...really...but its really contridictory...but however it can be real true...anyway back to the pt....everyone...almost lar...learn the whole song...we are doing hound dog...den only zijie and ee suan havent learnt...they gotta work really hard tmr...den pairing got a bit of prob...but settled tat liao...den the timing of the audition is changed...and i got soccer...i really do not want to be considered out of the team..tats why i make it compulsory for me to go tmr...really gotta...but the audition is at 3.30...really cannot make it...so i find adrian ho and tell him i will be late...in the end i decide to juz skip the audition and let subs take over me...jingle can do wif yoda for the audition...so in the end i wont be late somemore...shit manz...shudnt haf tell adrian ho i will be late...now he really got a bad impression of me as someone who is too busy and not being able to juggle my time....but i really want to be in the team...he told me i wud haf been if not for my other commitments...guess the main thing now is to convince him i can juggle me time...and be committed to soccer as well...he wants to see sincerity and commitment...well...i shall gif him all of that....
The big irony today is that...those tat try really hard...as in haf no qualms about performing...cant make it for auditions...and those who juz sui bian sui bian...are so free to be even on stand by to take over...but not all lar...really gotta thanks khairi, nic, gary, yoda, candice, cheryl and yihan for their 'action' support...thanks shiying oso for giving the 'moral talk' today wif me...not really wanting to gif up...juz need some encouragement from someone to like push on...i work this way lar...kinda like working for others instead for myself...hah its my way of working things lar...yar oso thanks for chereographing the moves for the 2nd song...think juz now saw u all doing the moves...really nice...after the audition if we get past...the real hard work starts...if u think tis is hard work...it hasnt even began...think i need to talk to everyone about stuff after we get in....1 whole week is wad we got...if we want to come up wif smth good...there's shiying's song and gary chen's...therefore firstly i need to look for support...den after tat put the plans into action...sat 1st training....damn lar...think i got lit stuff on sat...duno lar...den duno when muz do the make up gp test which i will miss tmr cos of ushering duty...seriously...i will really really like to find out who actually decides the names of activities...as in who shud be doing wad...seriously manz...
den erm...tmr sch ends at 12 i think...think they are going to take sometime to settle down again...shud haf at least one hr to practise everything...and if its possible...den gotta try out on the stage...the whole thing...lets juz say i know confirm will haf screw ups...but as long as we make it past the audition...which we haf a very high chance of...cos basically we are the judges ourselves....hahha...yar den as long as everyone keeps their high level of motivation and enthusiasm...its enuf...den the teachers shud be happy...
if only...edmond, yoda, candice, trina, ardi, jeanne and jingle can enthu abit...they can dance...and they are essential for a good performance...if only their enthusiasm and the ability to focus are as high as cheryl or gary...whom totally has no responsibilities for the outcome of the dance...these 2 i respect them to the utmost...ask them to dance...they try their best...no complaints...no shyness about dancing...cmon manz...wads so SCARY about performing?? they juz come for practise...do everything needed...teach others willingly...and may i ask who is asking them to do so?? no one!! they do it bcos they want to...and perhaps for me, khairi and nic...but the real reason i dunno why...
think like wad shiying said is correct...some ppl join council not knowing the right reason why they are joining...some ppl join council not knowing wad is expected of them... perhaps and like wad edmond said...this is all very normal...this kinda situation is happening everywhere...like among the teachers...there are the enthu ones...and there are oso the cant-be-bothered ones...there are oso principals like bro paul who are onz and enthu about stuff whereas there are some that sits ard all day and juz sign their big names.... how come they are ppl pushing others on...teaching them the right moves and there are oso others who juz sit there and read comics...cant be bothered wif stuff...say i dunwan to join.PERIOD. and zhao off to somewhere...where's tat spirit manz?? wad haf we learnt in LTC??? wad has stanely trained us to be?? a bunch of losers?? where is the unity????!!! he always asked us...where is the unity?? perhaps i guess its all for show during LTC and when we ran for council...cmon ppl manz...unite together...and u all will find out tat tis council term will be one of the most fulfilling u will ever experience...
did i hear students saying we joined sc is to get the points and the respect?? yes i did hear...and wad did i reply....i defended us...i haf faith in all of us...i am very frank...i say wad i really think...its like...i always haf tis hope...no matter wad i do...there will always be tis hope...even at its worst and dimmest pt...the hope will still be there...cos i place high hopes on others...and i make sure i try really hard...as much as i can to do things...the rest are simply up to the others...
its very simple....
how high my hope can go...tats how much the others can do...
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