four...i am sure of...if i try...i will be able to achieve wad i desire...i haf the confidence la...

talking about confidence...its like when u are faced wif a hard prob...the confidence level may juz drop abit...but somehow for me its a drastic drop...all the way kinda stuff...and its like for ky...i got lottsa ideas and stuff like dat...but when it comes to actual realising it...its somehow not within my control...i think its the same wif every chio gal...
u know...lacking in confidence that u are not good enough for them...but yet...when i got it sr8 right that its all friendship and nothing else...i am able to portray myself in a normal manner...but when it comes to someone whom i really admire and respect...its kinda diff...contradicting manz...when i need to impress someone..the confidence will be there...but then i juz dunno me la...smth is wrong...but that juz makes me who i am....

Its like ppl say u are good...but u are not...all u get is trash...and the good ones u simply act all yaya over the shit u know...and after tat...u juz continue wif the lacking-in-substance...juz to haf some pride...a challenge is needed...a good one....gif it to me and i will take it...but its the mental part la...