well...taking a break...not really well deserved....after today's lit paper...i found out that there is much more that i can study of...but anyway its over...no point talking about it now...left chinese, human geog and prac crit...tats all....okie an update on the previous few days....gp essay was crappy...phy geog was crappy...econs mcq and data response were crappy...othello and hardtimes were crappy...gp compre was okie...econs essay was simple...juz got not enough time to write..spent 1 whole hr on the 1st ques and left on 30 mins to do the 2nd one...which is supposedly the more impt one...caretaker was okie too....

sometimes the fear is there you know...like of failing and retaining...and its very scary...i dunno lar...but i dun wish to think about it...so unlike me....well...shud be able to pass la...considering it that i really study real hard....not aiming for A or B...juz a pass will do....i came up with this quote while studying..."Science is simply hard, Arts is hardly simple."

Been studying with gary chen the past 2 days...not really for the yest la...cos he was at the canteen and i was outside library...but going home with him has been...i dunno how to say...cant describe the feeling....he is a guy that is special...smth which makes him stand out...he got an attitude smth like mine...but he got smth in him which i truly admire...but i can sense that he can be a very good fren of mine...or a very bad enemy...he got this attitude of i-am-better-than-others which he truly is....ahhh but take note i didnt say in terms of wad...in terms of studies he definitely is...triple As for prelims...if i can get triple Bs for next year prelims i will be happy liao...i dunno how to say la...but he is a great guy....one word to describe is focused...like totally....he can live without his social life...i dun see him going out...and yet i know he is happy doing wad he is doing now because he blardee knows that having good grades can earn the respect of others...and his attitude is correct....very...when he sets his mind to do smth...he will....tat is the most probably reason why he was made CA head...bleah....kim said until half way den log off...tonight got temptation island meh....oh yar...amazing race juz now very nice...heng the 2 pretty boys never kana eliminated...hahha...

ehhhh....the past few days in council room is sad....the mood is totally sad....farked up...i dun care la....everytime exams den will happen....stress....full of shit manz...FOS like totally...they need my help den they will approach me...if not i go mind my own studies first....den everyone come back from paper all saying they going to die...hahah okie loh....maths die....physics die....chem oso die....history oso die.....heng i never take maths....but from wad i know..if u really got practise and study...shud be can....3 clear examples are edmond, prakash and yihan...hahah 3 out of 10 over pple who say can pass maths...

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