sometimes....when dreams and realities seem so blurred that as though both of them mixed together...waking up from a dream and experiencing smth while awake soon become confusing...not knowing whether its true anot...daytime hopes?? or perhaps mere fantasising or combined together and appear in dreams...which make them almost real...juz tat when u woke up...u juz so dearly wish tat all of those could haf been real....den in real life...when it does happen....u dunno whether its a dream or wad....dreams are very scary....very very.....and confusing also...cos u juz dunno wad u shud do in a dream...and also during real life...i dunno wad im saying...hard to explain la...its juz troubling me....this morn...woke up....heart was pumping away....knew i dreamt of smth...but forgot wad it was...