When you don't live in reality for sometime, you just tend to stay away, and the more you do it, the more you are addicted to it. Eventually, you will be reduced to a whimpering ass, someone whom no one can help. Only you can help yourself and the only way is to come back to reality.

Don't make-believe. Because when things are not and never like this... and you continue believing otherwise... you will be so disillusioned that eventually when truth hits you, you become a pig.

I had been off reality for recent days. Yes yes being egoist and confident is one thing... but when it goes over, like really over, it starts to eat into you.