Saturday, December 20, 2003

Lets talk about expectations today. When you expect something, you expect it to happen or to come. But when it doesn't come you either get surprised or disappointed. Lets talk about the latter. Disappointment is very affecting. It strikes you very hard, striking you right in the middle of your heart until your eyes well up... you just lose a moment of breath and everything spins a bit. But the thing is why do you expect?

Well... i guess you expect because erm... you just expect. Maybe you have done something and have tried very hard or put in a lot thus you expect something. Is it wrong for you to expect? Well... i guess it is not wrong. Because if you expect something, but it isn't of nature for it to occur, then you are going against nature. By the way, nature doesn't change that easily. Sometimes nature doesn't change at all.

Therefore i've changed or rather, adjusted myself so that i will rid myself off much disappointment. I guess it is the best this way as i am more adaptable. I just need to change my mindset. It is very simple actually. You just set your mind into doing it and you just screw the fuck out of it.

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