I remember back then... i had more female friends. I sort of... erm... gave them up. Why? Because i wanted to make people happy. It isn't so like me now. I am like kind of... curbed. It was so different back then.

Why did it change so much?

I think one of the answers is because i believe giving them up would mean more happiness to me. You know... the thing i am exchanging for will be better. However, what if... the thing i am exchanging for isn't much better?