Everything was wrong... the puzzle was wrong... sorry to the guys... i don't know if i lied but if i did... sorry... i am in a contradictory state so whatever i said wasn't here nor there... but please don't ask me for the truth... i really don't know...

The SATs was wrong too...

The messages were wrong too...

The story was wrong too... i couldn't bring myself to write more than 10 chapters... it just numbs me more when i write... anyway... after finishing chapter 10 for sometime... i couldn't agree to some stuff i wrote in that chapter... it is like the same because i thought some of the stuff that i wrote in chapter 1 wasn't exactly how i was feeling when i was writing chapter 10...

I change too fast... perhaps another trait of a gemini... adaptable? fickle? well... don't know...

Who am i to hope for now? When every single hope had failed in the past... Only eligible for a passerby role... all i can do is to hope that she is fine...

Arghh... my heart's acting up again...