Why did i work so hard for Napfa for? Why did i aim to get that silver award? Why did i want to skip the extra 6 weeks training? Why did i not want to go in earlier?

Why am i "stuck" outside?

"Stuck" in this cruel state of circulation... of repeated events... of endless drama... of neverending problems...

Why didn't i think of going in earlier so i can come out earlier too?