People say, you become wiser as you grow older. Words like "matured" come in. It is really true you know... when you can actually feel the difference when you talk to friends... friends whom are... erm... hard to explain... friends who were quite close to you once... but sort of drifted slightly away throughout this period of time, but now minus the school work and "busy" stuff, both of you are talking again.

I don't know if you all can feel it, or understand what i am saying. But the feeling, the mentality is all different, for example as when you just first started out your tertiary education, as compared to after it. I believe for guys, the process of maturing will continue throughout NS.

When i talk to some of the friends now, it's all... erm... "talking like friends"... i don't know... somehow this makes me feel that closer friends that i have... we just... don't know la... how come i feel so totally comfortable with these friends whom i don't know so well?

Maybe the saying of "the lesser you know, the better it is" is true. Like how Lost In Translation portrays... no burdens... no secrets to hide... no responsibility is the best way to enjoy each other's company.

It's like knowing someone too well... all his problems and sadness which you are awared of... unknowingly cause you to be aware of all these... which at the back of your mind acts as what i call a barrier... something which prevents total comfort between the two of you. People don't remember happy stuff as clearly as sad stuff. And in addition to human behaviour such as trying to escape from negative situations and trying to be above others, this causes actions which are done unnaturally... or some might put it as done for the sake of doing it...

Hah... i am digressing... too much thoughts are making me lazy to organise them... so the bottom line still is... humans are lousy...