I was thinking... it's easier to live alone, be free from responsibilities of others, and you don't have to answer to anyone. Maybe when people talk you just keep quiet, no one will really take notice of you. And when you do things, you handle them alone because you can do it. You don't ask for help, because you never expected them to help anyway. Because when they help you, you are indebted to help them back. And when there are too many people doing too many things, everything slows down. 2 out of 3 will suspect your kindness when you help them. Most people start thinking of the motives when others start helping them out of goodwill. People cannot believe, or rather cannot bring themselves to accept the existence of good people. They would instead choose to form this mistaken image of that person's action in helping. All because of the fact that no one wants to be seen as "not as good" as the other. Even if you are helpful, people will go dig out your bones for others to see. This usually happen to people who suffer from inferiority complex, minor or not. They cannot bear to praise others, even if they do it's due to the "norm". They themselves already knew that they aren't as good as others, so they will use every opportunity to bring others down. This is my conclusion.


Ok my english sucks.