It's pretty sucky when you are always trying to show others how good and nice you are. Like it's so fake. Don't you feel tired? Or perhaps you get the kick when people say "Oh you are so nice..." I am sure others who are more awared of human behaviour can look through all that pretense.

Like come on... do it with you heart... then maybe others will start noticing you and you don't have to go around looking for attention.

Stuff to pack. Don't know whether i want to bring my Mizuno over. Don't know whether the ipod's flying as well. Don't know if i should bring 1 or 2 towels. Don't know if i will forget to bring anything.

Somehow i think i will forget to bring my hp charger. Or maybe my earring. Or perhaps the extra contact lenses.

Scatterbrain.