Sometimes, a moment of disappointment is etched very deeply into the sides of the brain where the memories are stored, and it's kept there for a long long time. And it just strikes you each time when you think of it as to why that person managed to abuse your trust. Somehow, this abuse changes your perception of that person.

Yet, one factor lingers and you can't help it but wonder whether it is valid. Like maybe he didn't treat you as seriously as he thought. Well... whose fault is it then?

Been getting a little lazy lately. I've came to realise that as long as you are hardworking, any kind of job can be done and fulfilled easily. But if you are lazy, even the simpliest task might take a whole day.

Several days back, the guys in my office decided to start playing FM again. So we drew lots and i got Birmingham. WM got Fulham, Dan got Spurs and Lova got Portsmouth. Perhaps it's the way i play Man U and how i've gotten so used to being rich and having good players, i simply don't know how to play Birmingham. Yes Forssell, Pandiani, Pennant, Melchiot, Jarosik and Clemence all sound good, but they are not C.Ronaldo, Rooney or even Scholes or Giggs. Anyway, we are all battling against relegation... and the support between the guys is what i enjoy most.

Parade next week. Sian. Think it will be quite xiong.