I was thinking a few days ago, and telling sy just now, that i was still in the denial mode. It's unbelievable that 3 1/2 years just went by like this.

But i am just glad she's back for good.

People were saying, "wah LDR damn tough one leh ... but good you 2 like that together so long, very stable one ..."

But honestly, it wasn't easy. No one told us how we would end up. Or rather, people did. We just disagreed with all of them. We just refused to hold the possibility of not holding each other hands when we are 70.

For me, friends knew i was leading somewhat a 'double life'. I was schizo if it makes you high calling me that. =p And i am sure for sy, it wasn't easy either. How many times did she tell me she wished i was there? Lost count.

Naggy eh? =p

Like i told her, a part of me was in this state whereby he was in a kind of dream. Everything was blurry and pieces of memories were scattered in different corners of his brain. The idea of a gf didn't feel real until just.

When she came back ...

When i know i can see her anytime i want to ...

And the dream sort of become real suddenly ...

The feeling's like ... surreal?

Machiam you know ... The Chronicles of Narnia coming true. =p