was feeling a littly bit lousy just now, when rubin, darren, alex and ken left and went home. Felt a bit lonely as no one was there. It seems that most times there are pple ard me...but i just felt shitty just now lar...its alright now. It's like i can haf all the time anyone needs if i am free for them...but when i need someone around...they are either free or doing smth else...but its alright lar...really... =)

just a bit disappointed about not getting what i want lar...most probably so...and i am just taking the frustration out of this...it's hard when u want to do it yet you cant or don't want to do it...and yet make urself so pek cek....hahaha pek cek can?? aiya nvm lar...tmr will be a new and better day...

and bloody xucun don't want to bet with me the brazil and germany match....he wants 50 bucks and i don't have tat lar...i told him 20 then he don't want liao...wtf