I begin analysing the problem. Looking back at my previous experiences, i see that the main factor that always occur is impatience. Thus the way to change it is to alter my mindset to that of a more open one. Even if i got the urge, or even the thought of it, i will psyche myself into thinking i am a jerk. However much it is, i now see why i couldn't really help it. There's no reason to it at all. Afterall, so many things have made me ignorant, and yet all these thoughts running though my mind now just prove all idiotic i am.

I don't know what i am writing about. I just know that i am very confused.