surprised that i can still write so positively after wad happened juz now...told her liao....next time say no if she doesnt know can anot...in tat way i wont pin so much hope...but i know its juz excuses to cover up my anger...and disappointment..but i am okie liao..dunno about her...her reply was brief....well...evaluation....its not her fault la...hmwk's more impt...told her b4 i want her to do well...my ego was boosted tat day when asked wad haf i done for her...perhaps tat way my expectations rise again...time to lower it...and den well...perhaps bcos i did alot to make today free...was lucky tat training was yest oso...tats why i got pissed...lots of perhaps here and there....erm...like minor points...but well nvm la...shall apologise later...