I was kind of down during the 2nd day of oweek.

The strength of freshies that turned up was pathetic. And me being me, will think i suck. Then i told Bobby during debrief that i simply cannot understand why freshies can sign up for a camp and then choose not to come.

Firstly i think they are irresponsible. Then i think okay maybe you really got something on, but then after that i find out that the reason is cos the camp isn't the kind they are expecting.

I mean WHAT?? You come to camp you don't want to cheer. You don't want to get dirty. You don't want to run around and sweat.

Then wtf you want to do in a camp? Oh just to know the other freshies??

Then we can jolly well have speed dating for 5 full days. But then i fear for those ice queens who simply think they are all high and mighty cos they are all bloody xiao long nues.

Or have boring lecture talks all day about modules so that you MAYBE can make a wiser choice about which modules to take.

Seriously, i don't know what their idea of orientation week is.

Best still, my freshie councillors can sign up for camp and then refuse to answer any of my phone call because he/she is so bloody scared of bidding. Must concentrate fully for 2 whole days!! Seriously, do you want to change your bids every 5 mins?

Hmm... okay i put 100 points.
(5 mins later)
I think not enough, i add 2 more points.
(5 mins later)
Wah next min bid has rised, i should put 10 more points.
(5 mins later)
i think this module too expensive liao. HOW HOW?? DIEEEE cannot take this module how???


For fuck's sake, QUIT SCHOOL!

And another one called me just now and the conversation went like this...

(Her)"Hello!! Can i know what's going on tmr?"
(Me)"Oh there's FIC so you got to come in your formal wear."
"Huhhh then are we gonna play games?
"Ya... you got to bring a change of casual clothes"
"Then means we gonna sweat and get dirty"
"Eh... ya"
"Then i still must bring change of shoes, wahhh so heavy... i don't want carry such a big bag around. Then later run around will sweat then my makeup very messy.. and ..."

I almost told her straight in the face that i am absolutely disgusted with her and that she can just disappear and i won't care and i hope she doesn't even come for oweek cos she will be wasting someone's else slot. If i had done that, i might hurt her pride and she might think i am a jerk but then she might improve on her character.

Well, i didn't. I was just being a nice ogl to her. Afterall she's a freshie. And she doesn't need to do anything she doesn't want to.

BUT you don't freaking be in my OG and be a freshie councillor if you aren't gonna be a proper councillor. Even freshies participate more than you.

I've been telling a few random people that there's something wrong with this batch of freshies. And okay this camp the girl-guy ratio is seriously imbalanced. There are only 4 guys in my og. 2 of them are so damn quiet.

It's weird that people join camps and be quiet. Ask them cheer their mouths hardly move. You would think that since the guy numbers are already so little, then those who joined should be more enthusiatic.

Okay maybe i am just suay.

Maybe i am expecting too much. Maybe i am just too campy.

Ok enough cursing. I am back to happy normal me. =)