i am so so so glad i said my part during the debrief during O2 about the miscommunication and the stuff tat went wrong during games...at least...a few more ppl know who i am like(yea...think of my full of shit expression at tat time)haha......erm......holy shit~!!! does tat mean i am always whom i am not??? oh gosh...tats bad....

but perhaps...finding a logical explanation will be that...i am big la...big in the sense that i made up of a lot of things....haha...yea...like oxygen...blood...and hair oso....haha....

haiz...why do i always talk in lousy english...den let ppl guess the actual meaning...haiz...i think is bcos of fear la...honestly afraid of ppl finding out who i am...but why shud i?? or issit scared to say the wrong things??? scared to handle the responsibility in saying those things?? yea perhaps so...gotta change tat...haiz...its juz a fear la...everyone oso got fears wadz....haha...