Tired already... didn't sleep enough last night... just read finished the 7 comic books i borrowed from sean... don't feel like sleeping yet because i've got something to tell someone... i asked laobu already... and she said she will most probably allow me to go overseas for holiday if i want to... but there isn't any intention la... i just want to hear how she feels about it...

Trista and Ryan's wedding... haha... such fantasy...

Something's bugging me...

It's making me bothered... It's like i want to get it off my chest... but who can still hold the same opinion of me if i say it?

Straight Talk

Okie... it's about... i don't how to call it... maybe i can call it the gender issue...

Notice how a big fuss is made everytime a girl and a boy are brought into the picture. If being close to a girl and being good friends with her, will result in other guy friends that know her and those that know you as well, being jealous, erm... that is what that is bothering me... Let say la... i know its a very small issue... it's like what the hell am i talking about this for... but well... don't like it then don't read la... because i realised i am constantly bothered about this thing... something which will jeopardize the friendship... which is something that i don't like at all... arghh fuck... in a way i feel guilty because i am guilty... but in a way this is me... wtf am i talking about manz... i don't know if it bothers anyone else... i think i am weird...

Lets say you know this person called A... and your friend just happen to know A today... and suddenly one day you realise your friend is so much closer to A than you... will you feel jealous?

Aiya i don't what am i talking about la... i've got a problem with expression manz... haha... basically the point is that... can you stand seeing the person you like and have feelings for... like and is closer to another friend that you know as well?

Get me? If you don't understand then i tell you what... repeat loudly after me... say HUH? =)