I might be too softhearted sometimes. Like when people climb all over me, i tell myself it's alright. And maybe if they push it past the limits once or twice, it's forgivable too. But constantly? That's a pain in the ass and i don't like that.

I don't like people to be angry at me or to ignore me. So i try not to get angry at people when they do stuff that affect me. But i can't always do that you see? Because i do not possess patience that stretches past beyond the universe nor any tolerance that can withstand everything.

But i do realise that i cool off and let it go a lot faster if i think about it. But if i don't go think about it, and just try to let it go, it will backfire and instead of cooling off, it will remain deep within me, ready to explode on the next similar occasion.