Surprisingly, i took it better than i expected. Maybe it's really i've gotten used to it already, but except the few quiet moments when i looked dazed and heart aching a little, i've been feeling pretty alright the whole of today.

Perhaps it takes a few days to take effect.

Or maybe i've gotten used to my "normal" life of just waiting during last year and now it's like back to those times again and i just slipped casually back into that lifestyle again.

Anyway, I got plenty of stuff to do. 3 novels to finish. Beat Razor and become #1 on the Blacklist. Start playing Onimusha. Finish watching Condor Heroes. Win the Champions League in FM.