... I am turning it on replay so that it can numb me eventually ...

Pretty eventful day today. Went for psy lect which demostrated the stimulant and response test which is very much AK. Then went for lunch and Wenhui sent to my phones 2 of Jay Chou's new songs. Saw Audrey and Richard(JS proj mates) then went to JS tute with TK. I forgot to do the reading so i kind of smoked through the tute. But somehow i learnt new stuff. =p

Went library after that to find Nana but couldn't find her, and i ended up sitting with Michelle cos i saw her. She's damn hardworking la. I read the Yakuza book until i almost fell asleep. Then after that Many came then i realised Nana and Wenhui only a few tables away. Haha...

Then i went online and Alison was like dying to find out who i was studying with cos she syndroming that i studying with hot babe... haha...

After that went to meet the rest to go Gelare. Then Terence happily called me and told me he was already on his way there with Cass, both of them tian mi mi and i got like 9 people with me... and there is no possible way all of them can squeeze into the 3949. So Terence made his way back and we went Holland V for dinner and ice cream.

Kind of sad that i am the one that is mostly thinking about how to bring the 2 groups together. It's like the lacoste group has set up this barrier to any external group and it's like when Nana was in the same car with us, i seriously could feel she was left out. I recently studied about EQ and i think this has something to do with it. Then the tailwind group also hinted that we were like within ourselves.

Do you know how hard it is to get stuck in between? Especially when Leanna is there and i don't know whether to play my role as the AOGL. Which side should i entertain more? They were the people who supported me when i needed them, and i can't possibly ditch them because i know the lacoste people earlier.

Seriously i am contemplating next time if such a scenario happens again, i won't be present there. True i had lots of fun, but if you guys don't know the etiquette of thinking for others... it's very sad...

When you all proposed sitting at the round cushion seats, i told you all to put yourselves in their shoes. What will they think when they come and see us all seated down here and they got no place to sit and they got to sit at another corner in the room? Doesn't that just imply we are 2 different groups? Didn't we agree to go out together?

Shucks... i need to chill...