Met up with the guys last week for fai's birthday and fred was talking about his participation in sch stuff...

Thinking back, i think it's a case of tian shi di li for me... started out busy in school and then had to catch up with work... before i know it sy is back and it's exams... so i didn't really have lots of time with me during thr first sem... and it's like when you start out not joining anything, you can't suddenly just get the momentum going and join lots of things. And like what i've told them, i am happy with my life now. Don't need to study extremely hard... got time to do the things i want... play my ps... play dota... and don't have other things to stress me out.

But somehow... a part of me feels regret. A simple and easy life is not going to prepare you much. Perhaps the presence of Stace is influencing me... actually definitely... i see the stuff she does... and probably all the smu students...

And i've got to admit SMU students will be better equipped than us when they go out into the society.

You tell me to go for meetings every 2 day or so and i will say siao...

But honestly, i haven't been meeting much new people since school started. It has become a monotonous way of life. People from Arts Club have been recruiting me to join stuff... be part of organising coms but... somehow my decision not to run for Arts Club last sem has made me distant myself from them.

And my distant cousin has urged me to join psych soc when we met during cny. But same story again.

I really find it very hard to get it started.

I've got nothing on my resume. Is that what i want?