"大家。。。 你们都说对了。 我的确变瘦了。哭掉几公升的泪，不变瘦还是人吗？“

When we say things like “people don’t change” it drives scientist crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting things be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change that’s up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.
— Grey’s Anatomy

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It is with a heavy heart that I've decided to do this.

I've been writing here for a long time. Been 10 years I think, and I feel it is time.

There are many things that I wrote here that are absolutely angry, spiteful and unfair ... and I feel disgusted.

For my betterment and change, I've decided not to pen down anything here anymore.

Goodbye.