Spent a hell lot of money recently... a hell lot... damn broke now...

There's prac crit paper tmr... hope everything turns out well... going to study it later...

When you don't have enough time to maintain a relationship with everyone, then don't maintain a relationship with everyone la. It will only lead to your own unhappiness. There's only so much time for so much.

yay freedom liao... haha... 2 years... it all changes and changes... went in with the play and play attitude... then sometimes things get serious and nasty... sometimes its all fun... sometimes its all hard work... and sometimes lots of learning... and i've reached a new stage in life...

the past few days had been great... staying at home today to spend some time with myself... bleached my hair just now... and have been playing fifa... its damn realistic... everything's within your control... but got to adjust again because this time there's no special moves or dribbling shit that will allow you to get past that defender easily... so its all passing and crossing and long range shooting...

got my prom stuff already... oh ya... friday is one of the shiok day manz... went shopping... actually went extend passport in the morn then went shopping... total me and di spent about 250 bucks... haha damn fun... although heart ache a bit but when do you get the chance to really shop... went to all the big big shops to look for my pants but don't have... then we all thought extinct liao... but of all places... haha...

prac crit this thurs... erm... need to do really well for this paper... really really well...

Whoa... cathigh and st nicks are officially declaring themselves as bro-sister school next april... haha its damn fun come to think of it... how i wish i was still back there... its like... there are combined debates, combined sports day, combined seminars, combined this and that... then i learnt from the newspaper that there was previously much partnership... until 1985 because of cathigh's shifting of location... so could not work so much closely as before... but now they are back into partnership again... haha those days of olging at convent girls are finally more practical soon... then somemore it is reported that lots of husbands and wives both come from these 2 schools... cool right... haha it will be really fun loh... imaging sports day with all the yandaos from cathigh and all the chio bus from st nicks... haha... and my sis is in st nicks now... anyway they are planning some thru-train thing also... for the 2 classes of sec 2 and sec 3 class each from each school... perhaps with st. joseph and ijtp... the guys in cathigh must be damn happy now... damn.... if only these partnership stuff comes earlier... but i predict there will be an increase in r/s between the guys and the girls in the future... who can help it manz... with so much interaction available...

there's human geog paper tmr... and then freedom... whoa hoo... been in hell for 1 week 3 days... freedom is in 1 day...

john wilkinson is one hell of a footballer manz... just check out his kicks... oh and he reminded me of that actor who acted with mr bean in mr bean's movie...

I always get horny when visiting june's and jas' sites... it must be those wallpaper...

Sorry about this comment... but... i really look down on emotionally-unstable people... especially those who don't know right from wrong and whether the things they say are really the things they seem...

Haven't really typed a long blog recently. Well... everything's about the same. In the midst of As now... except that most of the papers are gone... only left modern lit, human geog and pract crit. Erm... about how i perform, seriously i've no idea about it. It's real depressing to think of econs mcq and GP. This thurs will be my freedom-day. Lots of things to do after that. I was thinking whether i should switch to being a more legal person by buying less pirated stuff.

Anyway, erm... going for a movie later... then study loh what else... not so worried for pinter... more worried for forster though... all this nothingness... what's the word... nihilism? can't remember the spelling... sort of lost my language during GP and it has been like that since...

Heard a few things from council that day. About -ahem- and stuff... how he and his wife "threaten" to control the 2 councils. It is really a bit too much... go on and run the show like that manz... then i hope to see you hold orientation all by yourself. I will most probably be standing in the gallery laughing at you. Aiya heck him manz... he's only a small thorn in the whole thing... really hope As will end soon, then its fun and more fun... going Hong Kong... and then xmas... then new year... then orientation... really hope i get to play a part in it because i think it will be fun... and erm... then results... just hope for the best la...

Lots of things to do... some things to buy... was at macs that day when i think its a couple la... they were talking... then the wife is talking about the husband's sister... sort of like blaming her... some sort of conflict i guess... then they talked about kids in general... how parents have to worry for them... education... later grow up marriage... then scared no money take care of children...

I think the media war is crazy la... what's with the viewership and the newspaper reading thing... wah kaoz... no comments...

Sylvia Plath was always living in delusion. She refused to accept things for how they were, and the inability to cope made her depressed.

Holy shit... i am like damn touched now... alvin saw just emailed me... and haha... it's like so unbelievable... haha i still can't get over it... oh manz... my world is turning cuckoo... he actually made that effort... whew... all hail la bi xiao xin~!!

Yeah manz... like what Lynn said... i won't be surprised too...

Bought a game yesterday on impulse... it's called black hawk down... it looks quite cool but i haven't played it yet...

WTF... Oral sex is illegal?

I'm dying... and my medical bills are burning a hole in my ass...

no time liao... left 2 days...

oh ya... today i saw this guy that looks like derek... ya that guy but not that one from chinese high... he was studying opposite me... but if he's derek... he would have known me and would have said something... but anyway... ya...

then those pirates are not working because fifa 2004 came out quite sometime liao and it's still not hanging on those yellow hooks... then cm4 came out liao...

oh shit... that girl from the 9pm show died... she's damn chio loh... oh ya... i've got someone to worship now... it's steph song~!!! she is so frigging chio~!! she is like... gorgeous... ALL HAIL STEPH SONG~!!!

erm... just added a few links down there... haha... secondary sch girls instincts acting up... shoot me...

haha... just trust me on my words manz... i am a sex maniac...

there's this quote that's quite funny... "13 days to freedom... 2 days to hell..."

yesterday i did a handstand... it was quite long but i don't know how long... i think about 3 seconds... but time just seemed to stop then... like i was hanging down there or something...

oh no~!!! not enough time liao~!!!!! ARGGHHH~!!! haven't study for prac crit yet~!!!!!!

I am not so much into human relationships... no idea why... what people do between them i wont be that surprised... i don't think i am going to list down the people from CJ and say my stuff...

I am sure they know how i feel...

mug... what a word... why don't they call it cup... then the more u cup the larger your cup size is...

Everyday of having Big Breakfast almost killed me...

oh ya... fifa 2004 is out...

Just changed my title... don't know why i changed to that... coughing like shit now... a bit sick... been unwell lately... like suffering...

Everything's fine...

I am having a very cynical view of humans now...

"Out of the shit
I rise with my blue hair
And i eat cockroaches like fries"