Why is it always 3 years?

These 2 are making a name for themselves... but i swear they are damn good... and notice there's always the signature guy behind them with the com...

Yesterday was great. Fred's got most of the quality photos but i will upload mine up here first.

It was dinner at Fish & Co. at Glasshouse... celebrating Wf's and Shuhui's birthday... Man U and Chelsea match was on too...
Shuhui's bouquet of flowers...

Fred and Birthday Boy...

Yf and Birthday Girl...

Me with the 2 of them...


Then after that Yf left cos he gotta go catch his plane.
And all the funny shit started happening...

They started proposing to each other...

The remaining 5 of us went down to Marina to hang out for a bit while waiting for Wise to come. The girl sure took ages sia...


Finally got into DXO with Fred, Shuhui and Wise at 11 plus. Saw lots of unexpected people. Like Tiong, De neng, Xiao han... and guess who else... Khairi~!!! I was like who the hell is this guy with the weird hairstyle??? Haha freaking hell man... Good crowd... good music... Whew... Fantastic night...
Illusion...

We were damn sweaty and hot and tired la... chilling out at the bar...

Feeling a little sickly now.... but aiya what the hell... like what i told my sis just now... live life to the fullest~!!

Went Parklane yesterday after camp with Ariel for some Dota. Hahahah i am NO MORE A NOOB~!!!! Ariel's campmates came and we played with them... Then after that saw Samantha and friend so had a game with them too except it didn't end cos i had to rush go meet Sebas and Chris... and Ariel's com crashed... so he took over mine... It was quite fun using Stealth Assassin la... damn shiok to karjiao people... haha...

Posting up some photos of last night's Flesh Imp's launch at Zouk. I loveeeee the jeans manz... going to check them out when i've got the time... It was a fun night... thanks Sebas and Chris for asking me again...
The invitation card..

And the Ferarris just kept coming...

Our 3 flavours E33...

And the cage with the models...



The freebies~!! Haha... the package contained some vouchers and this davidoff perfume sampler. Plus a postcard and a tag.


It was so hell freaking packed... first time i see the tunnel connecting the entrance to phuture and zouk filled with so many people at every feet of the ground that movemet was impossible.

Later going to meet the guys for dinner and soccer. Help celebrate Wf's and Shuhui's birthday. Happy Birthday Lady and Gentleman~!!! =p

Jialat... i had 1 not very fresh cockle during happy hour. And during the medical checkup today, there were posters everywhere and i saw that if you eat dirty/uncooked/contaminated cockles, you might get Hep A... so i am damn worried now. But my body feels alright... hmmm but i need to go shit now...

Yup so this morning went NUS for checkup. Freaking hell of a jam. If next time every morning also like that, i need to go find another route through the main roads liao. Regretted during the urine test for not drinking more plain water in the morning... =p Saw Boon Hua there too...

Then after that went down to Causeway Point's Seoul Garden. It was good to see Zico, JC, Alvin and Ivan again... then saw Kent also... my Sispec section mate...

Went Sng's house for Mj after that. Found 4 splattered pieces of birdshit on the windscreen when we were going home. 10 bucks each. Not bad a deal. =p But got to admit my luck was very good.

ARGGHHH~!!! The wound is now growing a hard shell over them and it's fucking itchy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was talking... (and mainly bullshitting like how i always do), then i realised that somehow it's imbued in me this kind of attitude.

He was pissed that he did extra stuff and yet got scolded. And he was going on and on about being the only guy in HQ who is working. He was complaining about how he doesn't get the manpower help when he needs help and when people needs help, he would be there.

I didn't really think about it, but i just said why can't he does those things out of goodwill? Out of friendship? Or maybe just because deep down in his heart he wants to help?

Then after that he said fucked it he only wants the best soldier. So i said doesn't it shows that everything he did, he did them so as to get the credit, to get the verbal compliment, or the "Hey sng you are damn helpful la..."

His attitude puzzled me. It is almost as if he hasn't had any glory before, and he craves for it. But is it worth all the stress like what he's going through now? I mean why can't people live simply... you know... help when you can... then the job will get done faster... and we can all sit down and play some tai dee...

He was very angsty... against the organisation... well... i was too, when subjected to unfairness. I guess i haven't experienced that for very long thus resulting in this laidback attitude. Or maybe i am already too used to the system. Serve and fuck off. Do a passable job and wait for days to pass.

When we went to the cookhouse, i discover the meticulous(spelling?) side of him. Jing jing ji jiao... somehow everything must be calculated to the decimal... like how much help he gets = how much help he returns. Even asking him to help take watermelon for us was replied with a tongue-in-cheek "We colleagues k... so no helping..." even though in the end he did, it showed something...

This post isn't meant to make fun or insult Sng... He's like the coolest guy in the office... Actually i wanted to write on friendship, but this came out...

Lol~!! Josh is tired of clubbing!?!? That's shocking... he said he's mellowing down... haha... hmmm when will i mellow down?? But i guess when you've seen everything there is to, and have done what you dare to... there really isn't much left...

And i love the blazer he has... damn... i should go get one too...

Final Fantasy 12 japanese version is out!! Now waiting for the english version...

I'm lovin' it~!! =p

Omg... Kingdom Hearts 2 is damn nice... there's this scene where it looks exactly like LOTR... Huge massive army of heartless... then another scene where Cloud and Squall stand back to back on a bridge, surrounded by don't know how many hundreds of enemies... it's damn cool linking the 2 characters up la...

Trying to post this up... quality's really bad...

I really don't like the short-fringe-in-front hair style. Personal opinion~~

Not to say i hate it, but somehow i don't think any girl looks good with it. I am sorry if you have that hair style, but it's really not to my taste. Like a girl would look terrific with normal hair, but once the chinadoll fringe is there, it's... bad....

I thought Matt Damon looks a bit like Wayne Rooney... or rather... vice versa...

And i forgot that Matt Damon is called Matt Damon... and i also forgot Tom Cruise's Minority Report is called Minority Report...

Sheesh...

Paintball for a celebration? Sounds good... Now to find out the details...

I love the way my life is now. Carefree and no stress. Do whatever i want to do, and i don't have to worry about anything that goes on in camp. Shiok. But then i think it isn't very good because when school starts, i need to adjust back again.

And like Gary just tasked me to do up the Section's members' table board... it's a simple task but i felt a little bothered... like i am too used to not working. But then what's so hard about the small task?? So later going to get some vanguard sheet and do some printing.

Fell down yesterday during soccer. Grazed my knees a little. I realised that if i don't have the heart and energy to do something, it will probably be fucked up. I don't even know what i tripped over.

Anyway, watch this clip if you are free. Very funny. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUMZlNhiATk&search=taiwan%27s%20hitch%20a%20guide%20to%20get%20laid

Next week's gonna be slack slack slack again. Mon dental, wed half day, thurs medical then log branch lunch, fri half day. Going to use the time to try finish learning one song, carry on with KH2 and probably go think about how to get the winnie puzzle framed up.

Just watched Deuce Bigalow European Gigalow. Thought it's crap.

Yay~!! It's friday again!!

Yesterday's outing to Zouk was sudden, but it was good. Sebas got some free passes to the MTV Asia Awards Singapore Voting event so him, me, Chris and Winston decided to check it out. Great night with lots of laughs. Saw several celebrities... and Chris got this sudden crush on one of them who was the host for the games section. Yea she's pretty PHAT... pretty hot and tempting... =p

JJ's performance is awesome. The way he makes Cao cao sound like a simple song to sing. Haha... but too bad they didn't open the place to the public after the event and many of the working population had work so most of the people left. We left for supper at Newton Circus cos Chris didn't want to go another club. Nvm... next week Zouk again for the Fresh Imp event~!!

Sebastian thanks for asking me! =)

The event at Zouk last night...

In the queue at 730pm!!

The dudes i was with...

Chris' crush... muahahaha~!!

Some breakdancing performance...

Some games... we almost joined... but our courage failed us... =p

JJ and host...

Our very own local artiste...

Somehow i really really don't know what am i going to do for my birthday. Like there's no energy to actually go plan anything. Been saying i will just treat my family to a meal... and that's about it.

My office guys are planning another clubbing trip, this time to zouk on the 26th of May... so probably i might call a few people and go down there... get ourselves happily drunk... haha...

AMI on tv now... and i've got this feeling Ryan Seacrest is constantly trying to rub Simon Cowell the wrong way. I've seen it a few times that Ryan sarcastically said bad stuff about Simon. Oh well... and Simon's definitely losing his touch... the comments and stuff he said(which are mostly bad) are always booed off... so no one is actually listening... or are they?

Tonight i won't bet liao... cos i feel that i am getting addicted... so i am gonna stop. But i am going to put my prediction down and if i win, then i will consider again...

Arsenal vs Villarreal...

I predict Arsenal 1.80(home) with -3/4, Over with 2 1/4...

Birmingham vs Blackburn...

I predict Blackburn 2.70(away) fixed odds, not playing over or under...

=p

I just went through some thoughts while showering just now.

I am not particularly fantastic in anything.

Today's performance during badminton was lousy. Even though we got to the quarterfinals, i couldn't smash properly, i couldn't block properly, i couldn't drop properly.

In soccer, after a few stepovers, i lose the ball. Even if i manage to get past that player, i fail to score.

I ain't good in pool. I ain't good in mahjong. i always lose money. I ain't good in Winning Eleven. That time play with Yh, i couldn't even score a single goal.

I ain't good in studies. People get A and i get B.

Alright. So what am i really good in?

Oh... maybe at the rifle range where i can hit the targets... or CS... but who actually plays CS nowadays?

Hah... sounds very demoralising but i am fine... really... Hmmm... i know what i am good in... i can shit out more shit than you. =p

Blockbusters galore this week~!!! Resident Evil on Wed, Perfect Storm on Fri and The Bourne Identity on Sun~!! Whooaaa~~

Won 10 bucks from the Man U match and lost 8.20 from the Portsmouth one... but still won 1.80~!! Haha... can drink 2 more milo ping...

Just made a trip to Dr Lee... he did a mould of the teeth and stuff and then i went down to cairnhill place to take an xray... Next mon another appointment...

I woke up this morning with my abs, arms and back aching... so damn unfit liao... haiz... ORD LO~!!

Oh gosh... i can't believe i just bought defoe for 15million... freak man...

Anyway, just put my official soccer bet in a long long time since the world cup 2002 i think... Man U please win~!!!

Today's badminton was good... but i was really very very rusty... tmr will get the chance to play doubles..

Last night MOS was packed... which wasn't a surprise. But Smoove was bad sia. You can't get in, but if you manage to get in, you can't get out. We opened a bottle of Chivas... and Sng was damn funny... it was good to see most of the guys there... Saw Shiaw Yan, Gordon and Wen Ai also.

One problem with having good coaches in your team is that the young players in the reserve team will improve tremendously and they will play damn well in the reserve matches and they will start commenting that they feel they should be playing in the first team. But seriously they aren't as good as the first team players. Then they will get unhappy... bleah...

Last night the guys came over for Mj, Ps and some genius-created online game. Then it was soccer with macs. Man U was disappointing. Or rather maybe Sunderland played well. They machiam created this wall in front of the goalposts. Haiz sian... hope Bolton beats Chelsea.

Going for class soon. Then probably soccer. But i think going to rain soon. =(

MOS tonight....

As Dana was getting ready for bed, her cell phone rang. She picked it up. "Hello."

"Dana?"

She felt a surge of joy. "Jeff!" She blessed the day she had purchased the international cell phone.

"I had to call you to tell you i miss you like bloody hell."

"I miss you, too. Are you in Florida?"

"Yes."

"How are things there?"

"Not good." She heard the hesitation in his voice. "In fact, it's pretty bad. Tomorrow Rachel is scheduled to have a mastectomy."

"Oh no!"

"She's not handling it very well."

"I'm so sorry."

"I know, It's rotten luck. Darling, I can't wait to get back to you. Did i ever tell you i'm mad about you?"

"I'm mad about you, darling."

"Is there anything you need, Dana?"

You. "No."

"How's Kemal?"

"He's getting along fine. I have a new house-keeper he likes."

"That's good news. I can't wait until we're all together again."

"Neither can i."

"You take care of yourself."

"I will. And i can't tell you how sorry i am about Rachel."

"I'll tell her. Good night, baby."

"Good night."

Dana opened her suitcase and took out a shirt of Jeff's that she had taken from the apartment. She put it on under her nightgown and hugged it to her.



I'm shocked by how fast i read the book. 1/4 left. Pretty good storyline and i am like wanting to get to the ending. But shower and shit comes first. =p

Got this from xialanxue's blog... and as quoted from him/her... "the girl who doesn't take herself seriously"

http://youtube.com/profile?user=cutiemish

Check out her vids... Even though she dances not exactly very good and her moves are somewhat repetitive... She is FREAKING HILARIOUS and CUTE... somehow manages to cheer me up everytime... =p

I especially love the fastfood song and kiss when the sun don't shine...

Cheers~

Suddenly i find myself happier. And then i realised i don't expect anything much anymore.

"When you have been with your partner for so many years, they become the glove compartment map that you've worn dog-earred and white-creased, the trial you recognize so well you could draw it by heart and for this very reason keep it with you on journeys at all times. And yet, when you least expect it, one day you open your eyes and there is an unfamiliar turnoff, a vantage point that wasn't there before, and you have to stop and wonder if maybe this landmark isn't new at all, but rather something you have missed all along."

I can't find the other part which i like.

Anyway, when i was young, i learnt that as long as you try hard enough at something, you would definitely get what you want. I just thought that if you give how much, you would be able to receive as much. Well... i am wrong. -Shrugs- Probably life ain't that fair afterall... or maybe this is indeed fairness, and i was already wrong in the first place, because you definitely don't always get what you want.

It's time for me to re-focus my energies, do lesser of things that won't yield much returns and do more of stuff that will probably make me happier.

A few significant stuff happened today.

Zico ORD today. He was treating the rest of the guys lunch at Ah Ho and i decided to treat with him because i don't know when Ivan and Alvin will come back. Bss will definitely be different without him around. I don't know who will carry on the rambutan/mangosteen/jackfruit harvesting when the season comes. Several things were based on him and done his way when he was around, so i guess things will change. Anyway, next in line... ME~!! ORD LO~!! Clearing leave for half day on mon, wed and fri from last week of april onwards.

I finally finished reading My Sister's Keeper. Meaningful book. Really. Just that i didn't expect the ending, but somehow maybe i did. It's the nostalgic feeling that the book leaves you. Probably post some extracts of it when i remember to bring the book home.

I think Martin finally got the idea that i am not going to do anymore work.

I slept for most of the day.

Probably MOS this Sat. Sng's gonna show us his dancemoves. =p

Scary outburst. Explosive ones.
I was mumbling lots of nonsense,
And stabbing my heart.
With words that was meant for the bin.
Salty ones, those that tear thru the cheeks.
Numbed. Absolutely unsure of.
Suddenly my mind is all blank.
I thought what had i done, except
Shot myself again and again.
Angry words. That didn't mean a thing.
Noisy noise, but deafening to oneself.
How i wish i could cry happily,
But somehow Mr Pride always gets in the way.

I don't know anymore. The feeling has returned.

No one gave me permission.
So i took it into my own account.
Over-charged yet i thought i could
Push it a little further.
Help didn't come and i didn't help.
In the end all came to an end.
Abruptly.

Insomnia.

Poor fools sleep peacefully.
I awoke with a bloodied shirt.
And my brain was washed.
Again and again. So dead so toxicated.
I thought i could pull it off,
Like Criss Angel.
Head hurts.

I am sitting here accumulating fats every night.

The big bad wolf had no choice but to eat the 3 little pigs up. Cos if he didn't, he would die of hunger.

Just paid a visit to the dentist. Had some filling up. Washing next week. Probably braces.

Just saw Jiayu on tv in the Superband. Lead singer for Man Tou. Pretty impressive.

Very strange inter-clubs transfer going on in my FM now. Especially between the big clubs. Arsenal just sold Hleb to Chelsea for 21M and he's like one of the better performers for the club, and Arsenal bought Scholes from me. Why the hell would Arsenal want Scholes? He's like 33 years old soon... looks like Arsenal won't be in for the title race next season.

Chelsea won West Ham 4-1 with 10 men. WTF?!?!?!? There goes the title man...

Soccer was great today. Now i am chao-ta.

Once upon a time, there was a guy who owed a huge debt to loan sharks. It's either he pays them back the next day or they will kill him. And so the guy has to find ways to get that amount of money, which in a way is almost impossible. So he decided to rob the bank.

Is it wrong to do something wrong so as to solve a problem?

I've had enough of this shit.

I think the seahorse died. It has gone missing for 4 days.

Suddenly got too many things to do again. Reached home at 10am today because got parade. And the guys wanted to play FM so we played until i was damn bored because i was losing. Seriously, Birmingham sucks la.

So i went to start playing WE9 again, started on the italian league then i remembered still got Onimusha DOD haven't completed playing. Then just now went for steamboat pass by the game shop then found out that Kingdom Hearts 2 is out. So now got another game to play.

Actually wanted to play when i got home, but then got nice show to watch on tv. Haha... Anyway tmr is formation off but got ict coming so going back camp, but can get 1 day off also. Plus the parade... hopefully can get more offs to clear.

?This is damn freaking hilarious...

wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:15:43 PM)
haha... real madrid got job opening
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:15:44 PM)
haha
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:16:28 PM)
how long muz i wait for the transfer?
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:16:49 PM)
damn long
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:16:54 PM)
you got buy air ticket for the player?
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:17:03 PM)
...
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:17:06 PM)
can one meh?
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:17:26 PM)
ya... got option to buy more exp one so can take faster plane
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?daniel says:? (9:17:26 PM)
u got buy foood for the guys parents a not
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:17:30 PM)
he need to go look for house also
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?daniel says:? (9:17:33 PM)
must buy if not he wont come
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:17:38 PM)
if he foreigner la
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:17:38 PM)
ic
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:17:44 PM)
...
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:18:00 PM)
must employ english teacher... if not he cannot play with teammates
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:18:13 PM)
so cheem one ah
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:18:16 PM)
yesh
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:18:41 PM)
but you can also buy players from same country
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:18:49 PM)
then don't need employ english teacher
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?daniel says:? (9:19:03 PM)
yah lahz
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:19:13 PM)
if portugese but from english team leh?
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?daniel says:? (9:19:16 PM)
u must help him send letter to gf also
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?daniel says:? (9:19:19 PM)
sometimes lahz
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:19:21 PM)
...
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?daniel says:? (9:19:27 PM)
depends if he is in a relationship
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:19:27 PM)
that one very impt
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:19:32 PM)
then his morale will be high
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?daniel says:? (9:19:38 PM)
yahz
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?daniel says:? (9:19:48 PM)
sometimes
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:19:49 PM)
if gf like victoria beckham u can suc cock
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:19:55 PM)
...
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?daniel says:? (9:20:02 PM)
must give him girls to u know?
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:20:09 PM)
then if your team is rich... can recommend fly his gf over... then must click on option to advise the player to have sex
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?daniel says:? (9:20:10 PM)
if not he will e anrgy wif u
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:20:21 PM)
...
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:20:22 PM)
tts y beckham not star player in real
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:20:27 PM)
ok,,,
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:20:45 PM)
u must tell them whether sex is allowed before games anot
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:20:59 PM)
if not every match he play got people call him papa
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:22:12 PM)
then his morale will be low
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?lah lah lah~~........~~ says:? (9:22:18 PM)
you think be manager very easy ar
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:22:30 PM)
ya lor
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:22:31 PM)
yeah ez lor
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?wM - 222.164.136.108 says:? (9:22:33 PM)
must think alot
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?'''>.<§TråY CåT>.<''' Kå§hîM says:? (9:23:11 PM)
wah
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Am i that xiao qi? Maybe i am... like i always get angry... but i don't feel that way... i don't know...

Anyway, i am glad that YOU are happy... saw the photos of you smiling with him so that's good...

Parade rehearsal today sucks. Ended at like 630. Saw Qihui.

And i need someone to please me. Cos i am such a sad person.

Have decided to catch V for Vendetta one of this days.

Parade rehearsal today was kind of lousy. And it's a fu*ked up day because i forgot to do something which resulted in me having to go back to camp.

Frigging tired also. Arggh bah...

Was reading Richard's blog and that feeling hit me again. The same old religious feeling. I mean... i got to admit that i am one of the least religious person around, if that's what you call it. By the way i am a free thinker, and so by right i am supposed to understand and accept all that they are many different kinds of religions and in the end, every single one of them teaches humans right stuff.

Well... in my point of view, his aspect of religion is quite extreme. But well, i respect that. I do pray to God at times and shockingly, because of the very few number of times i actually did, i remember them quite clearly and they are answered each time. It's quite shocking, perhaps coincidental you might say, but i've got 2 examples.

1st was my A's... i thought i was going to flunk my GP... but i managed to pass it. And that was exactly what i was praying for. Well, maybe in actual fact i didn't do as badly as i thought... who knows?

2nd case was the reservist who was going to get charged, i didn't want to go all the way to Kranji, and i think DB is a sad place. He was the last of the 4 guys and the 1st 3 were already handcuffed and preparing to go DB. But mine didn't.

Anyway... some stuff we can never understand and explain... cos some powers are simply not within our reach...

Got to go out for Sis' birthday lunch liao... Hopefully MJ tonight...