Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Dear Blog,

Some people that i met in the last few weeks...

Dave... he reminds me a lot of bernard... his style of doing sports... the bochupness when he runs and the look on this face when he plays bball... haha...

Zico... He's great manz... he's like 23 and he's quite big... but he's damn garung... one of those more hardworking guys at BSS...

Jonathan... Ivan's upperstudy... he has been great too... super funny... but very loud...

Jiancheng... erm... just learnt that he has a daughter... it's one of those foolish moments la... don't know to pity him or what... cos he's this slacker la... the guys call him the god of sleeping..

Clement... yes that tootz... i've taken a straight dislike when i saw him... grrr... and he's going to be my IC in feb and the worse thing is he's going to know less than me... what kinda logic is this manz... ORD earlier so what...

And Gavin and Wee Kit... they both have their own cars... bleah... i swear they are damn lucky... now the number 1 thing on my wish list is a car...

Some of the above guys are from BSS... and we have this warcry la... it goes like this "ORD LO~!!!" hahah... =p

Tired...

Someone's,
Lah

Monday, December 27, 2004

Dear Blog,

I am having one of those cases of extreme "misses". I really really want to see someone now... arghh... (should have asked you to get lunch for me...)

Xmas was fun... but it went past too fast...

Really bored at home now... Yest's mj was mad... who actually played that much manz... all the brain cells will fry up one leh... but it was all good fun...

Shall go bump around the empty house until i get a reply...


Someone's,
Lah

Monday, December 20, 2004

Dear Blog,

This year past like flash. Super fast... it's like coming to the end of the year already when i can still remember what i was doing this time last year.

All this army is making time fastforward.

Christmas coming soon. In a very festive mood. Don't ask me to go and maintain and stores. Warrant Officers... TAKE A BREAK MANZ~!! You know there's a time when you need to de-garung yourself...

I was thinking of this when i walked into Warrant Yip's office for the interview today. If i actually go home then... who will actually know?? No one. Quite a loophole here... but when i was booking out just now... went to read the RO and my name's on it. So i guess everyone who is observant enough will know... but then... who will actually take note of the name if they don't know me.

Someone's,
Lah

Dear Blog,

Tired. Vball every mon, wed and fri is tiring. But it was hell fun. Really...

First day at Logistic Branch. Erm... posted to BSS... Bridging Support smth... service i think... it certainly made me happier a lot. Candace store IC to be exact. Doing what Ivan is doing except he is Almond. Going to be at the office where we always flush our OBMs... and most of the people there are PTEs and RECs... even the 2IC is a 3SG. My upperstudy is great manz... super hardworking...

Erm politics... not so good... but i will handle it... anyway it's just 2 guys... K and C... more on them when i know them better...

It has been a good first day la... tmr will be tougher because we will be going down gedong to do OTHER PEOPLE'S WORK... yes... because people from the ops storage branch is useless... and guess what... K is there...

Been driving to camp. Booked out with Ivan and Chun Boon, the Commander's PA... drove Ivan to AMK for his driving lessons, then to Jerome's house to return him his comics and bring his house key back to him... then sent him and a girl(i don't know who is that) to Thomson Plaza... then went to my optician at yishun to get more contacts... then sent Chun Boon home...

Oh and my family called~!!! Haha... but it was a short conversation... i was thinking of whether to tell them the house isn't exactly in a good condition but i didn't... so i was feeling a little guilty just now... thus i just did the clothes and clean up a little...

The show on channel 8 at 9 sucks... what's with all the dubbing of voices?? I am sure phyllis quek and tay ping hui sound perfectly fine...

Zzzz....

Going to sleep soon...

Someone's,
Lah

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Dear Blog,

It's been some time.

Had a great week. So many things happened again. =) But i am happy. Somehow i don't like the idea of booking in tmr morning. All these booking ins and outs... they just come and go... and time just flies... well... i think before i know it... it will be feb soon... =(

Anyway, posted to BTC(no idea what it stands for) when i booked in on mon... reported there... no ICT, no instructions, no PC, no whatsoever... only PTE Daniel there. I sincerely thank him here. He has been helping me along all this while when i was feeling lost in the new environment. But, basically... i didn't do much this week. And i love this life~! =p Haha... Was re-reading newspapers... taking a nap every now and then... maybe all i did was to answer a few phone calls here and there and only telling the callers that i don't know anything because i was newly posted there. Warrant Albert interviewed me but...

On friday... they said i was transferred to Logistics Branch. Only reporting in tmr morning. So no idea what i will be doing yet.

So... i basically zhuo bo the whole week. =p

And the CSM whom i've taken a dislike on the very first day refused to let me stay out on the very first night... he's a 1st Sgt... and he has kids... it's not like i am stereotyping... but one can only suspect so much...

Anyway, i didn't follow his orders.

Family away to Japan. Hope that they are having a good time now. Buy some good stuff back for me... Been driving around... Oh just came back from town... and for those that drive... please don't ever drive to town on a weekend... everywhere's jammed. There's absolutely no place to park also. Watched A World Without Theives. It's good... like it a lot. And thanks Gary for the present.

Realised i watched 4 shows this week... wah shiok... but i didn't like Ocean's Twelve. It's not that good, after the superb Ocean's Eleven.

MJ yest... and lots of Winning Eleven. Feeling quite tired these few days... but... had a lot a lot of fun... =)

And... lastly... sorry... have gotten over lots of stuff that i said that night... didn't realised it brought out a lot of memories for you... ... i sincerely apologise...

PS: Anyway this isn't as bad as attacking the camera-man right???? =p See you later.

Been playing vball a lot lately. Really really hopeful that i can get into the ARMCEG's team.

That's about it. Think i will be blogging more because i get to come home everyday. =) Really happy about it... but thinking about what was said last night... maybe next time i will feel really really sian...

Someone's,
Lah



Sunday, December 12, 2004

Dear Blog,

I shouldn't read anymore. I haven't felt so emotional in a long time. Last night was bad. The feeling i had nearly 1 year ago flooded back, although it wasn't as bad.

Was reading through my past posts... i wasn't really emotionally stable then. It was kind of scary to read the things i wrote. I went on and on, and time just flew. Was reading about how bored i was with nothing to do at home... all the driving lessons and all the songs...

Then i realised how much both of us had gone through.

I know i am thinking too much... and i shouldn't cos it's not really logical, but... it's only natural for me to start feeling inferior to him now, and thinking that maybe there are things i don't know about.

Maybe i should have just listened and obey her, cos it just brought a whole new dimension of stuff into my brain now.

...i am sorry... i know i shouldn't be thinking about all these after what you told me last night. But remember you asking me about feeling inferior to others?? Ya i am feeling really inferior to him now. Though i know it's all in the past.

Was reading through... like june 26th was really lousy... and the starting of jan was crazy for me...

Ah well...

Too much thoughts in my mind...

And i didn't realise i wrote those stuff on the start of feb... those english words don't quite flow with me now... kind of like i lost my literature skills...

Someone's,
Lah

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Dear Blog,

Bought a new phone. Love it.

Big Splash today.

Tired, going to sleep.

Someone's,
Lah

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Dear Blog,

I hope i can blog this time. But nah, i am not going to retype what i typed the other time. It was hell long loh. So anyway, nights out for me... doing nothing much this couple of days... accounting of stores and returning them. But i can't seem to concentrate.

Phone spoilt le. Can't dial or receive any calls. So wait until i change a new one.

Yours,
Lah

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Dear Blog,

So many things happened the last 2 weeks... Haven't had anytime to blog about them. But i got to go out for lunch now. Will come back later and write all the ups and downs.

World of Warcraft is sounding too good. I feel like playing it... but do i have time??? Hmmm... just maybe i might have... considering what i heard about my posting... more on that later... More on Exercise Unicorn later too... and graduation parade... and the silver bayonet...(nah no i didn't get it)...

Oh and the gathering on 1st Jan is still on ar... do make yourself free k...

Yours,
Lah