I like to once in awhile, go through all the letters and printed stuff or those small little stuff that i've received. And they always bring back memories.

Wanted to say some stuff to a few people but they aren't online. Somehow i guess we aren't that close anymore for me to call and talk... as it would be really weird.

But since sy sent me a letter, i went to rearrange the letters. Reading through them is really nostalgic, especially like 1/5 of sy's letters is about me and di... and there was one that she said if i don't listen to her, she won't marry me anymore. That's really funny...

And i am shocked by the amount of letters that jie jie wrote to me. I didn't know our exchange of letters was that frequent in cj... but there was one letter i opened up, but i didn't know how to fold back the way she folded it... =x

But yea.. it's been awhile. I re-read back through the printed copy of that conversation, and reminded myself never to make the same mistakes again. Well, i saw her in school today and she was waiting outside her class with other people for a test, i presume her group members. I don't know about her, but i like the feeling when we talk.

Haha... my ippt window only opens 1 year after i ORD-ed!! How shiok is that... meaning from the day i ORD till my birthday this year... which is 364 days... i can slack!!

And then i've got 1 more year after my birthday to take~!! =)

But then hor... if i got the chance to take and i get silver... 200 bucks leh... ahh damn...

I think i am suffering from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.

Slept so much but still so tired. And it's been awhile. Jialat...

Went to watch Mr Bean's Holiday today!! =)

Horror of all horrors.

Today.

White t-shirt.

Bright pink tube.

Argh.

I just don't understand. Anyway writing a children's story now for soc psy assignment. About animal farm. How fun. But i realised i've forgotten much about how children's book are written.

And while i was writing it, i began to realise the friends who were once close to me but have distanced. People come and go. Fate and circumstances don't always permit your plans to unfold beautifully.

I just told my sis i am a Night Boy. Ok i shall attempt to sleep early tonight.

And it seems that there's this new fashion trend where girls wear sleeve tops inside a tube top or those long tights beneath skirts.

It's really as bad as Superman wearing his briefs outside. Ok maybe for the kawaii outlook, the tights below the skirts are still ok... but a tube top outside of a sleeve top? It's really quite bad.

What's the purpose of a tube???

And... haha this is getting sensitive so i got to state to each his/her own yea... but to the females out there, if you are wearing a thin cotton top/tshirt, please do not wear a bra that has weird patterns or those lacy patterns or whatnot cos i really don't know... it makes your chest seems as though they've got... erm...

You know how fold mountains are formed?

I am searching for a right word but it doesn't quite come... like ... not smooth?

Ah well .. good night!

Messy. Disorganised.

Just discovered i've got 2 cuts and bruises on my right leg. Hmmm.

Yeah we got through to the knockout stages. I would say we were lucky. We ended up top in our group but 2nd and 3rd place all had same points as us. But because our goal difference... thanks to the 4-1 game against the whipping boys. Thanks to Vince for putting on his scoring boots for that game. Thanks to Ong bu for making critical saves in the first game. Thanks to Weiming for his goal against Team Playcheat, and also allowing me to sub him. =p

Haha... played a few minutes... but i swear the intensity and the tempo of the game is damn high la. Was tired after the game ended. But honestly i don't mind. I know my standards... i will do as much as i can and as long as the team goes through, i am happy.

Anyway, yesterday went to the Natas Travel Fair at Suntec with Jialin. The full power of tourism... the extensive scope of this field can truly be felt at the place. Went from booths to booths to check out the prices. In the end bought the tickets and quickly rushed to catch Stomp the Yard. Pretty good but i don't like the guy's way of dancing? It seems to be a different culture... very extreme...

Sent Jialin home then went for Dota at cyberdome.

Haha going for Dota soon!!

There are a lot of movies that i want to watch!!!! 300!! Mr Bean's Holiday!!! TMNT!!!

But i am too lazy to ask people to go watch with me. But what is worse is i am too lazy to drag myself out of the house to go buy tickets even. =p

So people... if you want to watch, ASK ME TOO!!!

Yesterday night attempted studying (Hah!) for Dev psy quiz which is in 3 weeks time. Haha... i was supposed to take a break but i thought why not carry on the momentum. In the end, the feeling was really different, like i knew i had so much time and there wasn't any sense of urgency. But i like the feeling. At least less stressed up like that and i know if i everyday study a bit, i am going to do well for it la.

Anyway i think all my fishes are at least 1 month old!! Now roughly got the idea of when and how much to feed. How the water must be and stuff. But not say very pro also la... don't know how other fishes will adapt also... plants also... some algae growing but my dad said it's normal. A bit of algae is okay... just not like everywhere...

Below are some places of excellent food. Got time go eat k... really good...

Adam Road Prawn Noodles - 20 Kensington Park Road (Chomp Chomp)
Ah Heng Currcy Chicken Been Hoon Mee - 531A Upper Cross Street #02-58 Hong Lim Food Centre
Botak Jones - Yue Hua Food Place. Block 608 AMK Ave. 5
Fatty Weng Food Store (fish porridge) - Blk 155 Bukit Batok Street 11, Store 8
He Zhong Carrot Cake - 116 Upper Bukit Timah Road
Holland V XO Fish Head Bee Hoon Restaurant - Blk 46 Holland Drive #01-359
Katong Laksa - No 51 East Coast Road
Killiney Bukit Timah - 8 Cheong Chin Nam Road
Miss Clarity Cafe - 5 Purvis Street #01-04
Parklane Zha Yun Tun Mee House - 470 North Bridge Commercial Complex #01-03
Pitstop Cafe - 14B Circular Road
Punggol Nasi Lemak Centre - 965 Upper Serangoon Road
QQ Sweet House - 505 Beach Road #01-61 Golden Mile Food Centre
Rochor Beancurd - 2 Short Street
Sumo House Blk 710A AMK Ave 8 #01-2633
Tiong Bahru Duck Rice - 30 Tiong Bahru Market Seng Poh Road #02-67/68
Xie Kee Hokkien Mee - 116 Upper Bukit Timah Road

Oh well... cog psy test ended today. Although not the last one and it's only 1 month to exams, i also need to take a break.

Today's paper was really quite hard. I think Dr Nicholas' style of teaching doesn't actually let us know what is actually important. Really felt like playing Dota but oh well... Stay at home and relax a bit is also nice.

And i finished all the downloaded manga this afternoon. Haha...

Will be going down to Natas Travel Fair tmr to check on the prices.

For now maybe i shall go play ps a bit since i haven't touched it for weeks. And then have a good long sleep. Haven't had one for a week already.

I am really not in the mood to study.

And it seems that this webbie is very easy to find. -Waves- Hello to everyone!!

I am gonna step out of this comfort shell and start fulfilling my life!

Just got home from school. Sent Bryant home cos it was on the way. Wenhui and us went to the Rovers Adventure Club to hand in our participation form for the dive trip. Wooohooo~ Shall first pass the basic test and have fun at Tioman then see when can go for advanced.

Received back Soc Psy MCQ test. Jasline was cursing and swearing at me cos she got the exact opposite of me and we were supposed to be helping each other and i was supposed to have 'not studied much'. Well... i really REALLY did not study much... i think it's luck bah...

And i've realised the happiness level i get from good results is higher than reading manga... SO... i am gonna cut down on that for the next 3 days until Cog Psy test is over.

And it's pretty irritating when people see me and ask "You cut your hair ar?" It's like quite duh leh... maybe it's a natural question to ask... but getting asked 3 times in a day for 3 days is annoying? Rahhh~

Had lots of fun these 2 days. But super shagged now. Legs hurting too.

Foodhunt yesterday was definitely mad. It was a great experience to be able to try out so many fabulous and famous food in Singapore. Some places we went to include Katong Laksa, Clementi XO Fish Beehoon, QQ House Tang Yuan, Parklane Zha Shui Jiao, Tiong Bahru Duck Rice and Punggol Nasi Lemak. Damn shiok man... but i was still hungry at the end of the day cos we all shared 1 serving...

Came in 3rd overall... alright la... but should be better cos we really ran like shit...

Just now went over to Sentosa Tanjong Beach for the NUS Beach Fiesta. The response wasn't what i expected as not say a lot a lot of people were there. But my main purpose in going was to give support to the friends over there who were part of this fantastic event. Got a tan and threw nana into the sea 3 times.... =p

Some photos... Sophie and me... btw i just cut my hair damn short...

Ken, Many and me ...

As i am finding sources for my Social Psych gender essay, it began to dawn on me how funny things look.

If someone is to look over my shoulder or just glancing at my com, they might be wondering why am i looking at male profiles at singaporelovelinks.com.

And i was feeling a little amused by all the description of the tiko males. There was this one champion that simply wrote "touchable" for the type of females he is seeking. Then all the untouchables in India cannot liao... hur.

And the display photos they posted ar... wah lan cmi leh...

But luckily i am finally going in the right direction. I thought this essay really jialat liao cos really got got no sources. I was even comtemplating on going to the newstand and see whether i should get one of those teenager magazine like lime or seventeen cos they usually have the I am handsome, adventurous, OPEN MINDED and love to have fun... seeking a companion for my lonely nights...

=p

Sometimes i indulge in too much of self-praise. Hah..

Anyway i was short on power socket due to the arrival of the fish tank which took up 2 sockets, so i had to constantly swap power between my laptop and printer when i need to print stuff...

And i got damn annoyed at that...

So i went to the back of my bed and pulled out the multiadaptor and my phone charger and plug it into one of the socket on the table and now there's enough for everything...


I am a damn genius la =p

See ... get what i mean?

It's quite weird to keep on hearing aquaintances say that i am very busy.

Especially when i often make time for people. Do i evoke such a feeling? Like i've got neverending work to be done and am constantly doing something?

It's really quite weird.

Yesterday went for Chris' bday gathering in town... it was really damn good to see them. Even though it's only Chris, Sebastian, Charles, Jianxian and Sek, it's like being back in BPCC... Really sad the rest couldn't make it... haven't seen people like Zihao, Terry, Jinhan, Winston and Yiwei for damn long... but it's good catching up with them...

We went to Zara to buy Chris a shirt, then we went to a RESTAURANT at CROWN PRINCE HOTEL to eat... guess where... SWENSONS!! =p Yup... then finally solve the problem of a cca in school after talking to Charles... but can only join next sem...

After that zhao off to my sister's piano diploma graduation thingie... and they get to dress up in those graduation attires and we got to take a professional photo at the end of it. The speech was quite boring and i was falling asleep =p but nonetheless, quite good to see so many accomplished musicians... really miss performing with the class..

Some photos... that's my sis...




Then after that i went off to Alison's house for her 21st... and the photos we took all turn out very nice cos most of us wearing black and white for the school of rock theme...



Didn't take a lot of photos with my phone but here are 2 of them... sorry for the lousy quality cos roy shook when taking this...

And it was a bit dark... but i think jm looks damn cute in her attire la...

Just came back from Momo for Temasek's Hall Dance Production. It's really quite good... will be posting up some photos and the dance that i really like... Linda and Amos both in it also...







And the video... the one in blue is linda and later on the guy in orange is amos...

It becomes quite disappointing to see irresponsibility. When everyone works hard, meet up, do research and got laughed at by the other group because our members are missing, it really pissed me off.

I didn't ask for the reason, or explanation, for i choose to believe you have other more important things at hand. But i can't help but wonder what important things are there.

Haiz... nvm ...

I was quite drained today. Jialin asked me was i very tired, then i said not as tired as yesterday because i was falling asleep in lecture. But later today while driving back, i figured i was as tired.

It's going to be a very draining week. And to think i once asked why do students walk around school like zombies. I was quite one today. Maybe it's the pressure of all the daunting tasks yet to be completed, and all the due dates of term papers and presentations.

I know it's nothing compared to SMU students but i am gonna have 1 history debate this thurs, 2 more essays in the next 2 weeks, 1 test and 1 presentation.

Ok. They are really nothing. I am just ranting.

My fishes... the 4 remaining ones... HAVE BEEN ALIVE FOR A FULL 10 DAYS!!! =)

I think things have gotten stable... but i shall continue to observe and see how...

Hey check this out... i got one of these too!

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Mr. George watara.
The Account / Audit Manager,
African Development Bank (ADB).
Ouagadougou Burkina Faso.
PRIVATE PHONE N0: +226 76 49 18 73

Dear Beloved,

I presumed that all is well with you and your family. Please let this do not be a surprise proposal to you because i got your contact information from the international directory in few weeks ago before i decided to contact you on this magintude and lucrative transaction for our future survival in life. Moreover, i have laid all the solemn trust in you beforei decided to disclose this successful & confidential transaction to you.

As the Account / Audit Manager of our bank, i have decided to contact you over this financial transaction worth the sum of DOLLARS($9.,500,000.00 ) for our success.This is an abandoned sum that belongs to one of our bank foreign customers who died along with his entire family through plane crash disaster since few years ago.

Meanwhile i was very fortune to came across the deceased file when i was arranging the old and abandoned customers files in other to sign and submit to the entire bank management for an official re-documentation and audit of the yearagainst 2007.

Be informed clearly that it was stated in our banking rules and regulations which was signed lawfully that if such fund remains unclaimed till the period of 4 years started from the date when the beneficiary died, the money will be transferred into the treasury as an unclaimed fund.

As a honour and advantage bestowed to our foreign customers base on the rules guideing our bank, it was stated obviously that if you are not a Burkina Faso citizen, you have the absolute authority to claim the fund despite your differences from the country of origin of the deceased. So the request of you as a foreigner is necessary to apply for the claim and transfer of the fund smoothly into your reliable bank account as theNEXT OF KIN to the deceased.

PERCENTAGE RATIO: note that 35% being will be your share in respect of your assistance and account provide for the tranfer, 55% will be my share being the pioneer of the business while the rest 10% will be used to install a joint company in your country which will bear our name in particular and
whatever profit made out from this company will be used in helping the less privileges, mothrless babies home and charity organization in the world.

If you are really sure of your trustworthy, accountability and
confidentiality on his transaction, contact me and agree that you will not change your mind to cheat or disappoint me when the fund have getting into your account. Besides you should not entertain any fear because i am sure of the success as an insider in the bank ok.

Please reply with the assurance, include your private telephone and fax numbers necessary for effective and easy communication in this transaction.As soon as you reply , call me through my private telephone number indicated above so that i will let you know the next step to follow in order to finalize this transaction immediately.

I expect your urgent communication.

Yours sincerely,

Mr. George watara

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Dearest George watara,

I feel deeply appreciative to receive such a long and concise letter from you. I haven't received one for a long long time except those boring ones from my tutors.

I wonder why your surname is in small letter. Anyway that's not the point. I wanted to communicate urgently but I wasn't sure i could speak African language. Perhaps maybe for TAPSUMBONG! But then again, that might not be African.

AND THE MOST INPORTANT PART...... Such a huge sum of money and yet you are ONLY giving me 35%??!?!? And you KOP 65% of it!?!?!

Frankly, this ain't fair. I demand at least 50/50. Please consider as I am sure such a demand is not too much. If you do decide for it, I assure you i can speak all kinds of language.

As for the company that you are proposing we both set up under our names, YOU ARE GIVING THE PROFITS AWAY?!?!?!? Well... i am sure i am not as rich as that Chelsea guy...

Like that how? Conflicts leh...

Huh Boss... How?

Yours most sincerly,
Lah

PS: You are asking me to take the money of a dead person?? o_O"

Met up with Gary, Joel, Ronald and JC for dinner at Jurong Point on thurs night. Lots of cock and hou gao kan... Too bad a lot others couldn't join us, but nvm... the next time Gary's back then we have another one... came home then went for dota...

Last night met up with Dunrui, Marcus, Big Show, Ong bu, Fong, Vince, Xucun and Eugene for dinner at J8. More cock and crap... glad that many of them could take time off despite their busy schedule... then went for massive dota with fong, ariel, ken and 6 others.

I don't know why this week everyone is like damn busy la... coordinate a project meeting end up also on this sunday aftnoon...

Ok got to go shower. Going Ter's house bai nian. A bit diao... like today don't know Chu what liao... then got to finish my cog psy essay by tonight. Finish soc psy skit article also. Start on dev psy essay soon. Haha nv write down also don't know psy got so much stuff due.

Met up with the guys last week for fai's birthday and fred was talking about his participation in sch stuff...

Thinking back, i think it's a case of tian shi di li for me... started out busy in school and then had to catch up with work... before i know it sy is back and it's exams... so i didn't really have lots of time with me during thr first sem... and it's like when you start out not joining anything, you can't suddenly just get the momentum going and join lots of things. And like what i've told them, i am happy with my life now. Don't need to study extremely hard... got time to do the things i want... play my ps... play dota... and don't have other things to stress me out.

But somehow... a part of me feels regret. A simple and easy life is not going to prepare you much. Perhaps the presence of Stace is influencing me... actually definitely... i see the stuff she does... and probably all the smu students...

And i've got to admit SMU students will be better equipped than us when they go out into the society.

You tell me to go for meetings every 2 day or so and i will say siao...

But honestly, i haven't been meeting much new people since school started. It has become a monotonous way of life. People from Arts Club have been recruiting me to join stuff... be part of organising coms but... somehow my decision not to run for Arts Club last sem has made me distant myself from them.

And my distant cousin has urged me to join psych soc when we met during cny. But same story again.

I really find it very hard to get it started.

I've got nothing on my resume. Is that what i want?