Saturday, November 30, 2002

Savage Garden - I want you

Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola

I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and if it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of the human cannonball that
I need to I want to...

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you when
I get to you

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place in the interaction
Of a lover and a mate but the time of talking
Using symbols, using words can be likened
To a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat

Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you when
I get to you

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

Ooh, ahh...
Ooh, ahh...

Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and if it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of the human cannonball that
I need to I want to...

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

So can we find out?

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out

Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
now i finally understand manz....getting married is one whole big thing....the things said by the rev meant a lot alot.....i shall keep them up in my head....
after going to the wedding ceremony juz now....i feel like erm.......getting married...=pppppppppppppppppp
hahha....eugene fu went to the same camp wif my sis for facilitating...
"Gwen woke up at 8 believe it or not, (she was sleeping over), she must have a metabolism of a bloody rhino"

LOL...sounds like it....looks like it....

almost forgot later got the wedding thingie...heng yh msged me...going to fall sick soon if i dun take care of myself...christmas play is draining everyone manz...nic is going to be ill real soon if she doesnt rest...oh ya btw...the play is free...its in cj on the 13th of dec...730pm...come and watch if u are free....bring ur dates along....fill up the hall...and celebrate christmas...=)
and she can play it too...

Wednesday, November 27, 2002

shud be working from the 17th to 22nd...part time at ms...150 bucks...not bad for christmas....
went to this new mechmaster near ps juz now....got pool and lan there....very good...cos quite new...den the games quite good...got battlefield...cs...serious sam....and the pool and billard tables are very new....next time can go there play....
haiz...next year will be very very diff....
cant make up my mind again after going to sch today...why is all of them so good at smth...
really sick...haiz....but nvm la....going to be poseur tmr...playing 4 roles for the christmas play....as ben, joachim, one of the innkeepers and one of the wisemen....hope tmr will be fun...

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

CA:facil training seminar(O1), banner(grad nite),recycling bin proposal
SW:loaning system, M&S(grad nite) blah blah...shing to inform me tmr...
CI:not yet
CP:not yet
jialat....*cough* every now and then....*cough cough*
juz now go click click click...den saw jermaine's blog under lily's...nice photos u got there gal....=p
i am sick....coughing and coughing...=\
was toking to boon hua yest....juz left me, him and wf...really....juz about the 3 of us...its time to settle down....
hahha...ex-laopeh...after seeing u...sorta spur me on...wf shud haf no prob...juz left me and boon to help one another out liao....=)
but his case diff from mine la...gotta help him 1st...but hard oso la...tis kinda thing how to help....can only say say abit here and there...den the rest is up to him liao...

okie....now i am officially single and available....=)

come get me gal....
yest went out wif boon hua...cut my hair...its okie la...but after looking back at the photos while i was in china....i look better....more yandao k....hahha...nvm la...at least now i can twirl my hair liao...but cherm will be disappointed i cut it this short...but aiya...can grow back one mah.....went dinner wif yf and anne...den went eunice house play mahjong...borrowed the crumpler bag from her...and left my wallet there...only got it back today...
tmr gotta go sch for trying on the costumes c. play...but mine not dry yet...so juz bring for kenneth i think...gotta call the heads later to get info for the update...good luck to those taking econs sup paper tmr....
wah best...now show got chalet...

Sunday, November 24, 2002

okie....schedule time....

today's the 24th...juz got back....think nothing major till 28th...tiff's chalet...30th is miss wong's wedding...2nd is grad nite...3rd is gary's dance....5th's rubin's chalet...7th's SATs...13th's christmas play....

in btwn rehearsals...dunno whether tmr got anot..need go cut my hair....no soccer training next week....need to study oso....party at centro next tues...den party at urbane on the 29th...oh yar...bought a travel size mahjong set back...hehe...now can play anywhere oso can....
whew...back again...tired...but quite happy

Friday, November 15, 2002

Day 1

Ayuthaya..reached there in the aftnoon....humid....went to see historical monuments....damn amazing...cos the stuff from the 18th century are there...the guide is called woody...nice guy...but i dun like his english...turns me off....went for buffet dinner....not bad...cos i guess its the 1st buffet...shampoo in the hotel sux....and nic made a huge fuss about the hotel being haunted....cover the mirror wif towel and stuff....well...me and darren at 1st very enthu one...machiam amazing race...1st for everything...hahha...den after tat formed the alliance wif eileen and cherm...den things started to happen....only the 1st day and we got into deep shit...well..i was damn tired as i didnt slp much the nite b4...went milkbar mah...den cos darren wetn 7-11...i went over to the gals room...fell aslp there...and apparently...darren bullshitted alvin soh a bit...about me being in the toilet when i wasnt...and aiya...we were juz damn suey la...cos the aircon spoilt....so in the end found out tat i wasnt there....alvin saw came to the gals room...ask me and darren go his room slp...we werent supposed to be found much in opp sex room...but after tat it got better la....anyway after tat we sorta explain everything the next day...i didnt do anything wrong lo...juz fell aslp there....and i didnt even know wth was going on...so the alliance decided to stay low for the rest of the tour...and here is where the shit begins....the more we stay low...the more shit we get into...

Day 2

Darren got billed for the call he made to his fren...and we werent supposed to incur any costs....jialat....i think the teachers will juz ban us from future trips lo...den its buffet again....anyway all the meals for the trip were buffets except the super late dinner and the dinner on the shopping day...went to this rice experimental station...found out about rice la...duh...diff types and stuff...den went rocks museum....den bought my 1st prezzie...a simple ring for my sis....the grp had a short shopping time...well...i walked away to look at smth...the grp was gone...luckily i had a map...tried walking back to the hotel..den darren and aviel came back find me...hahaha...den we had an evening jog back to the hotel....den during dinner damn funny...the alliance luffed till pengz...and the chef's scene is still very clear in my mind...cos his hat very high mah...den knocked against this roof...den when u are sitting down and looking at it...its freaking funny....

Day 3

hmmm....the entry in my trip journal is empty...i think its the day we were like super late for dinner....yupz...erm..oh yar...its the day we went hellfire pass....the thailand railway during WW2...den we went elephant riding...khairi's elephant was damn horny....and shit was everywhere....erm....damn i dun quite remember which day issit tat the bus trip took 3 hrs...i think its today...so tats why we got back so late...went for dinner at 9...steamboat....hahahah....oh yar....remembered smth....today is the animals' behaviour day....1stly when we left the hotel...we saw a dog humping another....den the female one ran off...and another male one ran up and humped her....wahahaha....everyone was luffing like crazy....den after tat it was the monkeys....den the elephants....den during dinner....there was this flying insect....wad i saw was one la...den it landed on the vegetable...suddenly it splited into 2 and flew off....hahah...evolution sia...or probably one was riding the other...

Day 4

no appetite today for breakfast....think its bcos of the malaria pill i took...went chao phraya river for boat ride....damn long....den everyone fell aslp...went to this island and visited the sch...it was flooded and stuff...and after tat we had to wak thru the small alleys back to the place to take the boat...and everywhere was flooded...shoes were taken out...and jeans rolled up...den alvin saw gave me the camcorder to use...recorded the whole thing...and dog poo was everywhere....den MBK after tat....wahahahahhahaha~walk and walk and walk....buy and buy....bargain and bargain...wah....best day outta the 5 days....den went back hotel....drank till everyone blah...hahah ok enuf of tat...

Day 5

today...morn check out...went chula uni...sch tour...no exchange prog cos the students not fair...from there can see the great diff in standards...its like the best uni in thailand and its smth like a college in spore...the students look neighbourly leh....hahaa...den here i am...back lo...jialat...now sian of flying liao...cant stand the pressure going into my ears...

anyway...i enjoyed myself...bought a lot of things...=ppp
i am damn fanjian i think...

when things dun come....everything's practically stagnant....and when smth happen...kabbbooom...its like an avalanche....
yea...i am back...trip's pretty fun...chaotic...
hmmz...maybe later if i feel like it...i shall update on everything...

Sunday, November 10, 2002

the nite... the cases of the moods and the eatable guai lans...
damn...i want to go tmr loh....
jialat...i juz saw the authorize sign on my icq..and i click on smth...and its gone....
u remain at no.254

wah machiam game like dat....muz climb up the rating ladder or smth....wahahah...my life's boring manz....
yay~!!! ITS SUNDAY LIAO~!!!!
issit sun yet???
damn....man u lost...lakers oso lost....wth manz.....
yay~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! juz when i was thinking...speak of the devil manz...

Saturday, November 09, 2002

i ACCIDENTALLY deleted every single mp3 on my comp....damn...340 leh...wah kaoz~!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
tmr playing mahjong i guess...yifai called and asked whether in the morn can...sure why not...so shud be he..weefong and yihhuat lo...haha...and my capital is $0...den laopeh juz now complain our house becoming gambling den liao....hahah...
fifa 2003 not bad...but still not up to my expectations...smth can be done to the power bar and the shooting...and this time the crossing a bit pajiao...but quite realistic...
tired liao...nitezz to the world...surprisingly no one to tok to tonite...

Friday, November 08, 2002

i dunno why...now...even though i am trying to write out stuff about my emotions and feelings...its very hard for the words to flow out...why is this happening?? its like i actually dunno wad to describe my moods and feelings are...is it bcos i am ignoring commenting stuff??or is it that nothing much has spurred me to write about wad i am feeling?? or is it i dun want others to know?? wth...i dun even know it myself...criticising now a bit minimal liao...bleah....now life is a bit blur...sorta like things are set all there...and i am to go and complete them....and even if new things occur...its all about the same...hahah...okok...now i think la...havent been thinking for some time...as in....everything is either 'anything' or 'ok loh'...wad am i doing tmr?? quite standard leh...slp...den organ in the evening...ppl call me i go out...but i am broke...but i know i will still go out...if not i will stay at home play games....tats all....pack my stuff...sun soccer match...den fly off...now nothing much quite excite me leh...wads happening sia...i think i need more thrills...maybe i haf been expecting too much....and i dun get the stuff i want...and being disappointed...it juz sorta prompted me to be more stoned?? hahah...a blur guy toking cock...

shit manz...harry potter out on the 14th...unbeatables 3 on the 15th....and i wont be in spore~!!!! damn...
going for the police camp wif jiang, sean they all from the 9th dec...think it will be fun wif obstacle course and stuff...
went for briefing after chi paper today...and i didnt get into the grp wif the other guys...only me from t2 not there...and im the only guy in my grp...the teacher say wad they try to put at least a guy in each grp...cmon lo...put me into darren's grp leh...den juz get some guy into tat grp la....stupid gal...why muz u come crashing into my class' grp????
last day of sch liao....1 year pass so fast... 1st 3 mths...came into cj wif ber and fred....played like siao....orientation was fun....never expect or imagine myself being part of it next year....t33 was fun...esp the gelling part....but too bad we nv carry out the plan to whack joel...changed to arts...went t2...and time really starts flying from then manz...but made good frens...had lotsa fun...sc campaign...soccer training...whoa...wad a year...and its the year tat i haf the best outta my life...experience a lot of new stuffs...made a lot of new frens...change in myself....well....=)
wah lily...see u write ur stuff i no face to look at mine already....urs is like so wooooww....hahah...really its damn good...no wonder ur gp so power...
chi paper over...okie la...

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

i am 17...i feel the need to settle down... hmmm...muz be the weather manz...
why for the shit muz gals whose relationships failed turn les??
jialat...i miss sch....
oh yar...i know how to play bridge now!!
went for training juz now...was raining b4 tat...and well...the field was wet...and u can imagine the play lo...crappy play la...wif the ball not being able to travel much....the water patches here and there...den at the end of the whole thing...everyone of us was to gif a diving header...everyone ended up wet and dirty...quite smelly oso...but fun la...
hc party tis sun...not going cos mon flying off...gotta inform adrian ho not going for training for 2 weeks...jialat...dunno wad he will think...really regretted not being serious about the trip to chiang rai..but den if i go there...i cant go to rubin's chalet...but i wud haf love to go on the trip...
jiang is correct..i am too busy...yes i am...but if u ask...sometimes...i might juz be free...
sometimes u juz hope u can trust everyone ard u...but its not quite simple when they let u down again and again...how simple it wud haf been if everything is like wad lil say...honesty is everything...
yoz i am back...

Sunday, November 03, 2002

Clubbing is bad...everyone shud stop clubbing manz...its damn bad...bad for health...wif all the smoke and stuff...and the alcoholic drinks....waste of money cos u need to spend a lot there...den plus the discomfort when u are freaking drunk....headaches....nauseous....den fights and stuff...quarrels....haiz...so never ever go pubbing manz....its bad....real bad....oh yar...and u come back smelling like shit....and....u might juz come home wif one slipper missing...=pp
yest quite fun....meet new ppl is always fun....end up going home wif bmt, josh and leen...wudnt expected tat....and so many ppl i know were there...den june so funny....its always damn funny and nice to see classmates there...and u can be toking about stuff tat only both of u know...and ok...from now i must not sound sad in my blog...anyway i dun wadz...hahaha...=))))))))

Saturday, November 02, 2002

yay~!! finally felt the stress gone...
me = tired boy = needs slp

Friday, November 01, 2002

i dunno how to get my exit permit. or must i really get one?mindef says i dun haf to. but mr saw says i need to. so wth.wad if i dun get it and i cant leave spore tat day. i dunwan to be all geared up and finding myself returning home. but from wad i haf juz surfed thru. the site dun require me to haf an exit permit. and now the prob is i aint going to sch for the next few days. how am i going to get things cleared?
its pretty amazing watching commando last nite when zounds and zounds of people were shooting at arnold and he didnt even get hit... oh cmon manz...not even one stray bullet hit him on his hand. anyway. the show is pretty old and i guess the main thing is about this super commando thingie. that he juz simply lives and lives.
It will be much better in life if perhaps everyone didnt expect so much. Judgemental kills a lot of things. really. but how i wish everyone can just not assume others as what they think these people are..cos if they just did smth that you wudnt expect them to do, u will be kinda disappointed in them rite...wads the point...accept whatever thats coming ur way. fate i guess...destiny perhaps...