Sometimes, a moment of disappointment is etched very deeply into the sides of the brain where the memories are stored, and it's kept there for a long long time. And it just strikes you each time when you think of it as to why that person managed to abuse your trust. Somehow, this abuse changes your perception of that person.

Yet, one factor lingers and you can't help it but wonder whether it is valid. Like maybe he didn't treat you as seriously as he thought. Well... whose fault is it then?

Been getting a little lazy lately. I've came to realise that as long as you are hardworking, any kind of job can be done and fulfilled easily. But if you are lazy, even the simpliest task might take a whole day.

Several days back, the guys in my office decided to start playing FM again. So we drew lots and i got Birmingham. WM got Fulham, Dan got Spurs and Lova got Portsmouth. Perhaps it's the way i play Man U and how i've gotten so used to being rich and having good players, i simply don't know how to play Birmingham. Yes Forssell, Pandiani, Pennant, Melchiot, Jarosik and Clemence all sound good, but they are not C.Ronaldo, Rooney or even Scholes or Giggs. Anyway, we are all battling against relegation... and the support between the guys is what i enjoy most.

Parade next week. Sian. Think it will be quite xiong.

Sent a couple of sms which didn't get a reply,
Was worried of a disappointment more than anything,
Yet there was more to it.
Tried calling but you didn't pick up,
Hope that you will remember i am always here.

Drop me a message or give me a call if you want to. =)

And i am really sorry about cancelling out on clubbing tonight.

Just got back from this live music cafe(Ming Ge Can Ting) near Marina Square. They had this audition thing which Zihao and Chun Boon joined. So several of us were down there to support them. Damn interesting to see so many good singers. There was even one who sang Kiss Goodbye and sounded totally like Wang Lee Hom.


And this has been THE GAME in the office lately...

Just came back from the Ming Ge Chan Ting near Marina Square... This live music cafe place... They were having some auditions so Zihao and Chun Boon went to join. So many powerful singers sia.... whew.... got one sang Kiss Goodbye and his voice machiam Wang Li Hong's...


And lately this has been THE GAME in our office...

There's this show on Channel 5 now... Boiling Point... It is FREAKING HILARIOUS... Kind of like a show that tests the patience of people, and if this person/group of people manage to not be angry within the time limit, they will get monetary reward...

Was damn tired today but bo bian got work to finish. Then don't know why after that still got the energy to play hp games. But then play until cannot tahan then concussed. Haha...

Sunburnt shoulders. Sian.

Fred asked... Does good sex from the guy keeps the girl interested?

Hmmmm... something to ponder about...

Just back from Fried Wanton Mee, Pool and Soccer. Bored. Time to sleep.

I hate it when adults argue. It's enough when they raise their voices at each other over serious issues. But when they are arguing over a trivial matter, then... it really doesn't look good. Especially when it is just a small case of misunderstanding. You know how many times words get misinterpreted, or when you are rushing and short forms are used, or less detailed communication is done because of the lack of time. It is so common yet...

I guess when things get boring, people must pick something to fight over.

Give the growing kid a thought...

Haha... i think no one's using ICQ anymore...

After days of walking around and looking around, i finally decided that the easiest way is to get an isight.
So for the people who are using mac out there and who needs a webcam, save the time, money and trouble by buying an isight instead of doing anything else.

Just came back from Trina's. Even though had a bit of beer, don't feel like sleeping yet. Probably because tmr is Friday and there isn't much to do in camp anyway.

And i tidied my room yesterday. Haha...

Just read Sid's blog. Touched a nerve deep in my heart.

Take care...

I've got this particular habit against drivers in fast, flashy cars who try to tailgate and overtake me. I am just really anal about it. I would be on the right lane travelling at 100 to 110 and and because i often notice the rear mirror when i am doing these speeds, i would see a car sped right up until my ass and i swear the slightest bit of brake will ruin my butt.

And after awhile of tailgating, that car will then try to keep left into the center lane and then try to overtake me.

What i find highly satisfying is that... i will speed up and prevent that car to overtake me, and because the center lane travels slower than the right lane, that bugger will be slowed down by cars there and then have to change to the right lane behind me again.

Marmalade Boy at 6pm on Channel U is quite nice. Actually i don't know why am i watching it everyday. But probably i guess it is to find out how Stella and that F4 guy will turn out. And Stella's cuteness is addictive too. =p OMG they just kissed~!!! WAhahaha~!!

There's this talk show on channel U now... Crossfire...

And one of the talkers is this Zhao laoshi... the chinese teacher from cathigh... haha and the topic is sex education among teenagers...

Last night went over to Foon Yew High School in JB for laoshi's wedding. It was really sweet and i am really happy that he has found someone to accompany him for the rest of his life. A very simple and modest wedding dinner were prepared and helped by the school students.

Some photos...
From the photo album...





"Jing sheng wu hui"

The venue...

Me and bridegroom...



And Malisa refused to take a photo...

And again...

The 3 companions with me...


Well... as you grow older and things begin to look clearer to you... you will start to understand happiness and blissfulness... Another wedding this coming weekend and my cousin's one at the end of the year... Somehow, it gets me in the mood to get married... =p

Last night was Marcus Goh's 21st birthday at Safra Resort. Lots of people whom i don't really know went, but it was an experience. It was held together with another birthday girl, Shu Han... and she reminded me a bit of my ex. Anyway, they hired this DJ with speakers and lights and there was a bartender with so much booze.

Didn't know had to wear a striped shirt cos it was the theme, but managed to get one in the end. Pretty fun seeing everyone so stripe-y. But some people better still... wear this t-shirt with a SINGLE line right across the center and claming it's a striped shirt... and Baoli is the best sia... no stripes except the 3 stripes on her adidas shoes. -_-"

Bartender who's this guy called Aaron, was pouring damn concentrated alcohol for everyone such that a lot of people were quite gone by 1am. My head got super heavy and i got damn sleepy la... haha...

Some photos... though not in the best quality...
Fred TRYING to be the Dj...

Photos photos...

The big-ass DJ machine...

Our "evil" stash... i believe there's more elsewhere...

People crowding at the "bar counter"

The Real DJ...

Outside the chalet...

Inside the chalet...

I somehow got this shot of fred's back view and someone in the midst of the smoke...

Birthday girl and boy...

Andrew has just been attached to another camp, then he going Taiwan for overseas attachment. Haiz... short of one more soccer player liao. Then i think he won't be back before i ORD... anyway all the best for him...

Criss Angel Mindfreak is crazy..... pure madness...

The most adsurd thing happened today.

I saw Jinhan but i was like... "Hey... that's..... erm.... shit... what the hell is his name...??" I was STARING right into his face and no name appeared. That's pretty scary considering he's one of the closer guys i known in BPCC and i've known him for nearly 2 years.

It was only when i got back to bunk then i saw his name when i scroll down my phone list.

Haiz... i am a lousy friend sia...

Yesterday, Chun Boon was asking me whether i want to go to this place called Hark's Music Cafe/school opposite Paradiz. Then i found out that Zihao, Ouyang, Chee Keong, Qi Jian, Zhong Hao and Ivan going so i tagged along. It was quite an experience.

Well... you order a drink there and then on different days, there are different programs, but it's all like having someone singing live on stage with guitar and piano accompaniment. And for yesterday, from 8 till 9, a student from the music school will perform. Then after that members of the audience can choose to sing a song of their choice and a teacher who is from the music school will give them tips and comments on their performance.

Our Engineer Idol Zihao naturally was there to sing, so he sang Ji mo de ji jie. Pretty good but it was funny when the teacher said his singing very lan san(Lazy), which is so like him. Like he doesn't bother to open his mouth but overall it was quite good. And i was surprised to see so many people being so enthusiatic about going up the stage to sing and they all perform quite good. And there are people who actually go there regularly just to practise their singing. Chun Boon, after persuasion by me and Ivan finally decided to give it a shot. But then too many people were in the queue and it was quite late already so he cancelled his name in the end.

Nice place to chill out and to sing if you have the guts and want to have a feel of how it is like to be on stage singing.

Craziest stuff happened.

Zico came back today. So it was Operation Flush Tank once again. And after several past failed attempts. We were all gunning for success this time. But suey suey i had to go off to do some work at that crucial time(if not i swear he WILL be in the flushtank). So when i went back, i saw many Zico running away from the hordes of people(including OS' Wen Jie, Louis, Guoyi and CR's Daqing.

Then Martin showed me the clip he took... ZICO SHOOK AND WRIGGLED LIKE A WORM!!! Even though around ten men were trying to restrain him and his feet was off the ground already, they couldn't bring him into the flushtank. Zico was struggling and plus his weight, WJ lost his balance resulting in Zico getting free.

But... the guys took his cigs and camp pass(Hah!)... and we wouldn't give him up so easily... so he was like hesistating about coming close to us but when he finally did. I locked our office door with him inside... lol... then Ronald(who freaking hell started everything from then on) took out this pail of water mixed with "wasabi"(this green jelly-like detergent). Then he waited until Zico was climbing out of the window from the back before SHOOSH... wahaha...

That was when the war began. Water were sprayed and wasabi was thrown. Zico was the wild animal on the loose while we were the zookeepers/or he was the big bad wolf and we were the little pigs as said by Andrew. Pails of water were hurled and i got a little wet, a little sticky and with this huge patch of wasabi on my stomach. =p Well... as for Zico... he was drenched from head to underwear, and wasabi patches all over him. Initially, only me, Ronald and Daniel were attacking him, then Lova and Andrew joined in. We were flanking around him and at a time i was running to the car to get my pail. =p

Well... while we were playing it was all fun la. But the place got very dirty and Gary came back suddenly!! So we had to do a thorough area cleaning and got a scolding from him which left us all very solemn.

Haha... it will be a day i remember for a long long time. The day when we tried to thrown Zico into the flushtank but failed. The day when we had wargames at our office. =)

Shall go take a shower le.

Tmr there's a run in the early morning, gotta wake up earlier...
Friday going for Marcus Goh's birthday.
Saturday going for Laoshi's wedding at JB.
Sunday hopefully lunch at Zhu Jiang Lou with the BSS guys.

Just came home from Jalan Kayu. Went for dinner with fred, yh and shuhui. Mj just now was quite fierce. Lunch was at Lawry's at Paragon for yh's birthday.


And some photos from yf's birthday...

Just discover that the other 2 blogs have reached the same number of posts.

Anyway, today while Derrick was attempting a dummy, his top part of his head crashed into my cheek. Now my cheekbone is swelling a little and hurting. =( Luckily i was rubbing and rubbing during soccer so should recover quite fast. Pain leh...

Today supposed to go to DB... as an escort. But i didn't know what an escort was supposed to do but then after i found out might need to escort go DB. So when my guy was inside listening to his charges, i was praying and praying that he doesn't need to go DB so i don't need to go along also... AND out of the 4 guys... ONLY HE NEVER GO~!!!! Because his reasons good enough then he only kena fined... LOL!!
But... in the end all the escorts change also so no difference anyway. Then Zijie was the driver of the minibus which will fetch them to the DB.

Happy for my sis' posting... and she bought the ear piece for my ipod liao... wahaha chey i thought got what present for me...

Shall go attempt AGAIN to complete NFS.

Wow. 4 babes in the latest Amazing Race. Monica "Barbie" looks good, Desiree looks like Rachel Weisz. Danielle and Dani is the hot girls group. Whew...

I think i've grew tired on giving people lifts in the car. It's not so much on the petrol or the time, but i am pissed and tired at all the dirt/dust/stones/shit that are brought into the car. Even though i am not exactly the cleanest guy around, and dust is omnipresent, but i do clean the car and i'm anal when the car gets too dirty.
It's bad when the carpet is stuck with small stones unreachable by fingers. Actually i am angry that they are like sitting in the car but they don't bother maintaining it. LIke the carpet cover is always pushed to the front resulting it being bent when they get out of the car. Seriously i have no qualms about giving anyone a lift, but please respect the car, especially if you are taking it everyday.
I swear, the next new car i get, only family members, girlfriend and close friends who appreciate and respect the car and it's cleanliness are allowed on it.

Yay~!! It's March~!!!