Wow. What a birthday! =) Truly blessed and happy!

Man Utd didnt give me the bday present i wanted ... but oh well ... they really lost to a better side. Carrick and Giggs didn't step up their game. Iniesta and Xavi controlled the game totally and ManU was really repressed. Ronaldo did all he could up front but there was really no support.

To sum it up, Barca played with courage that most teams lack when playing ManU. They brought up their level, whereas i think the red devils analyze too much, ultimately causing them to be too careful in their play. They also lack a penetrator/dribbler from midfield. Anderson is capable of that but didn't any of that ... Too many long balls which the ManU players weren't exactly good at chasing or heading ...

Anyway ... results coming out later. Need all the luck I can get ... because this sem was ambiguous in a way. No expectations for now ... because i can so foresee the disappointment.

I think today will be an exciting day! Hap! =)

Sometimes I don't show it, and no one won't ever know it.

Sometimes I pent it all up, and it never gets released.

Sometimes I begin to see the darker side of life, and I aged a lot more. I start to wonder where did the light all go. I begin to question whether the negativities that people are frequently experiencing are shrouding around me.

Don't make me doubt. Trust takes time to be built. Distrust takes just a few events.

Low on confidence. Given too much time to rot. Feeling sucks.

I need an alternate world to hide.

The end of Prison Break. What a series. =)


But the ending was ... perhaps i was saddened by the end of it, perhaps i was expecting a lot more, it ended too quickly and too easy for my liking.

Nonetheless, they had to end it. And i think it's a fair enough ending.

Thinking back to Season 1, Scofield's first breakout was awesome. After that it was running and running in Season 2. Season 3 was about another prison break ... with Scylla ending it all.

I felt that perhaps the producers did not forecast the impact that season 1 made, then after that they couldn't quite carry on with the intense and clever storyline. It sure fizzled out a bit after the first season ... but oh well, there we have it. =)

Bad times. No job. Bummer this hols.

And to think i thought i might get lucky.

Sad to think the ones i thought i could rely on, didn't really match my expectations.

Time to think about where went wrong and implement some changes next time.

It's school fees time man.

Seriously, i ain't sore about losing money. Cos i learnt hell lot last night.

I got emotional. I got angry and pissed, which wasn't the most useful thing. I didn't do profiling. I didn't get into the flexible mood. And worst, i didn't break it down and think about what was going on around me.

And i let myself think too much about myself.

But what was good was that i stuck to the plan. I did what i wanted to. Experience something new. Be really loose, and i am glad i gone through that process.

Would have probably worked in some ways with the rest of the guys. Not with the calling station around.

But yeah, it was a good night of poker nonetheless.

I hope the Champions League finals referee is one who knows how to give proper penalties when fouls are committed in the penalty box, and one who knows when not to show the red card when it is a good tackle.

I LOVE MY NEW COMPUTER!

THANK YOU DENNIS & GARY!