Christmas has been great. It's Boxing Day today.

Went Kbox yest's afternoon to meet my cousins. Then went over SY's house for her family's Xmas gathering. Slacked around until 9 plus before we went Eunice's house for MJ then partyworld for some K-ing.





And just before leaving, we pay a visit to the toilet which left us in fits of laughter...


Later going to watch Narnia. =)

Time's flying too fast. Been driving too much. Went throught the ERP gantry without the cashcard. Spending lots of time at Sennett. Special night yesterday meeting people i met in melbourne. Made me think about all the complicated stuff concerning people, place and time. Merry Xmas everyone. Hair's too long. Need for speed. Need sleep too.

Hooters that night. Some pictures...



Some door gifts...

Ivan getting really high after LOTS of mugs of beer...

Some games that were played...





Then it was down to MOS after that... very new concept... huge place and i think there's a fight with Zouk... but i don't like the R&B DJ... he drags songs for too long and there's a lack of crowd favourites...

My mum just got me a fantastic gift from Taipei. It's damn power la...

Everyone's back~!! And i need a long long sleep..

I didn't know Z Chen got this song...

"Because I Love You"

If I Got Down On My Knees
And I Pleaded With You
If I Cross A Million Oceans
Just To Be With You
Would You Ever
Let Me Down
If I Climbed The Highest Mountain
Just To Hold You Tight
If I Said That I Would Loved You
Every Single Night
Would You Ever
Let Me Down
Well I'm Sorry If It Sounds Kind Of Sad
It's Just That Worried
I'm So Worried
That You'll Let Me Down
Because I Love You
Love You Love You
So Don't You Let Me Down
If I Swam The Longest River
Just To Call Your Name
If I Said The Way I Fell For You
Would Never Change
Would You Ever Fool Around
Yes I'm So Worried
Yes I Love You
Don't You Let Me Down
I Love You Love You

It becomes bad when you don't know what to feel. Like you kind of become an empty shell. Yet inside you, you feel that there's so much there, everything is jumbled up and twisting and bending, until you thought you head might explode.

It just brings back memories everytime i look at this piece of land. My childhood was practically spent there... and i mean childhood from really really young till around pri school. I learnt how to bike there... and there were the lantern and mooncake festivals organised by the CC... and the block catching with kids i hardly knew. Studying at the PAP Kindergarden. Grew up climbing slopes and catching spiders in the trees. And the market and barber where us kids will all troop with my aunt to cut hair. And the Macdonalds where i spent many hours with di studying for A's... and coincidentallly like my phone and wallet which also vanished as if urging me not to keep any of those memories...

Today was a fiak of a day. I shouldn't be working so hard.

Today i Huan Dao Zui Zui Zui... Petrol consumption has never been so high in a day... Went Gedong last night for duty. That's in the west, then went airport this morning to send my family off. Went town after that for breakfast at Nan Pei with Ivan, Lova, Zico, Alvin and Andrew. Then back home. Went for class in my Dad's car but really not familiar with auto gear sia... so drove damn slowly. Later going Yf's house... so it's back to the west again. Shiok huh.

Anyway, guess what?!?!?! MARTIN'S UNDERSTUDY IS HERE~!!!! I am officially the grandpa of Candace~!!! ORD LO~!!!

Yu just called... so good to hear from her...

I need to get it into my thick skull that we will never go back to anything like before, not even near to it. All that the other party wishes is to cease all contact and i shall do just that from now on. If i break this promise, i am the worst chicken wuss in the world.

And i need to do a self-reflection again. I need to change my thinking, my mindset, my attitude and my emotions. I cannot think too extreme things because they are not reasonable. But i cannot understand this no contact thing. Like there's not even a phone call? Maybe there really is other factors so i ought to be understanding, but wouldn't it better if some kind of pre-warning is said first, or was it expected of me to understand on my own?

Anyway, pardon me. It's late at night.

Just got home. Don't think going to sleep if not later confirm cannot wake up. Somemore 15 mins more only.

It's a well done 1 year. What with OFE, then Stocktake, LRI, Claymore then Stocktake again. Whew... ORD LO~!! =p

Anyway, this few days have been very lonely... so later going to send Sis to NTUC then going down Yf's house for mj. Thinking of watching the Man U match at 330 too. Like Stefanie Sun's song, Wan mei de yi tian... "Wo men wan shang bu shui jiao... bai tian qu office shui jiao..."

Tmr meeting best friend at gardens... then fri sian got duty... sat morn joining the BSS guys for breakfast at Nan Pei... then HOME ALONE~!! oh shit... it's going to be boring without the family around... anyone wants to crash around? Probably jump on my bed or something?? Nvm shall go karjiao ting... she said she just painted her room purple... i can't imagine sia... how to sleep like that???

Then it's fictional turned reality just now. Saw this girl who looks vaguely familiar while turning into Begonia rd and i was like hmmm i've seen this girl before... then 10 metres behind is jun... haha... then i recalled seeing their photo in his blog...

Pertaining to the case of why the cat is orange, several explanations/reasonings have surfaced.
We have found 3 suitable answers:
1) Because the cat has been eating a lot of oranges.
2) Because the cat isn't red.
3) Because the cat is Garfield.

The KL performance is such an experience. Even the trip is worth making. This was my first trip to Malaysia on a bus(not counting those when i was really young and can't remember shit). Took 950 from Woodlands and surprisingly, the trip is damn fast la... luckily never drive... If not don't know reach at what time...

Performance overall was quite okie except for a part when i went into another world... =p And the audience encore until we no songs already, then lao shi bo bian come out play a solo song...

Some pictures...















And after the performance while going home, i was thinking laoshi is really a damn capable man. The trip he has to make to Singapore every other day can make me damn freaking sian lor... and after everything ended, i saw him running all over the place making sure everything is alright... Respect 'cher...

I might be too softhearted sometimes. Like when people climb all over me, i tell myself it's alright. And maybe if they push it past the limits once or twice, it's forgivable too. But constantly? That's a pain in the ass and i don't like that.

I don't like people to be angry at me or to ignore me. So i try not to get angry at people when they do stuff that affect me. But i can't always do that you see? Because i do not possess patience that stretches past beyond the universe nor any tolerance that can withstand everything.

But i do realise that i cool off and let it go a lot faster if i think about it. But if i don't go think about it, and just try to let it go, it will backfire and instead of cooling off, it will remain deep within me, ready to explode on the next similar occasion.

I think maybe i am starting to get used to not asking... or maybe not being told of details...

... that i am starting to be fine with anything or whatever that is said...

Sometimes, we can get really really really bored...

Gan tired. This few days been using the word gan in place of very.

Powerpacked day. I never know problems can appear so much, and even out of solution too. Like i thought of the solution to solve it, but other factors caused more problems to occur. But NO MORE STOCKTAKE~!!!! YAHOOOO~!! ORD LO~!!! =p

I was thinking something weird today. Why must a guy and a girl get together? Why is it only natural like this? Why must it be like this? Why must it end up like this? Then it all came down to one simple answer. Hah... funny stuff to think about...