Voyeuristic Pedophile

As i look at them all
I wonder mine will turn out to be like which
I look at the pretty and handsome ones
And hope mine will be like them
But mostly i hope mine aren't like
Yet i know deep in their parents' hearts
They are nothing but their precious
Even thou some grew horns and devil's tails
Called you names and irritate the hell out of you
Or didn't dare to even speak a single word

I thought a lot
And came to a realisation
I've learnt so much more about myself
I've grown and stretched myself these few days
I didn't have a group so i made every kids mine
I've learnt the art of building rapport
And even running a hospital
Having a crisis at hand only allows me smile
For i know i will smile even more at the end of it

2 big 2 small candles
Surprise surprise
I really didn't expect that
A warm feeling indeed
Many thanks to all of you
For it truly made me smile

Met many new people
Some whom i didn't have confidence in at first
Others whom i would know they could do their jobs
Made many right decisions
And a few wrong ones
Ever since the first day
My friends knew that i've been saying
I would be fired
My unorthodox methods
And non-regrettable attitude
Never fail to amaze me
I've survived all the way
And proven to them my worth

SK 1 June 2007... Trina, Theresa, Joey, Peter, Yuet Mai, Zhi Minh, Kenneth, Lester, Wai Leung, Sarah, Pamela, Yih Huat, Yuli, Keith, GQ, Kelly, Hong Da, Sean, Vanessa, Kimberlyn... Thank you all so much for such a wonderful memory. I believe this camp will remain in my memory as clearly as my first camp 1 year ago. Thank you once again for all the support all of you have shown me.

Gerald, even though i didn't say it, i want to thank you also for having this trust in me and giving me 1 tasks after another to continue to stretch me.

Human resource management has always been something I enjoy doing.

Imagine yesterday's discussion with Trina had me thinking and thinking and thinking about who to do what roles and who to pair up with who. I spent so long because i don't know most of the new coaches. I could judge those i know so much easier but the task became so much harder when i don't know their work capabilities.

Then today there are some changes again as some people pulled out. So i have to rearrange some stuff again. And guess what, this time i went to look at the emails and read the stuff they write to determine who they really are like. Crazy judgement needed but in the end i kind of told myself, i will decide tmr morning only after looking at them.

Gone for the next 5 days!

Happy birthday in advance! =x

I just sent out the mails to the coaches concerning their roles and responsibilities for the upcoming camp. Pretty excited about this new role. Help me pray that everything goes well k. Somemore celebrating my birthday in the camp as well... so better make it a good one k...

Went for dinner with the cathigh guys just now. Surprised that so many people turned up... too bad fred and vince couldn't join us. Then went to fai's house for mj. Awesome night...

Tmr gonna go shopping cos it's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!! =p

Night!

2nd day at Feng Shan Primary today. I love primary school food!

2 bucks and so damn lot... =x

I couldn't match her eyes... but i think it's Dave's...

Just bought Winning Eleven 11. The opening video is damnnnnnn long. But it's clips of classic matches... a lot of Pele and Maradona...

And actually i got more photos of the dive trip from Bryant and Yetfeng... but lazy to post up...

My blue tooth adaptor wasn't working till just, so i managed to upload the photos from the Tioman dive trip.

Super tired, even though i slept a lot today while on the way back. Must be the salt water and the sunburnt skin.

I am now officially 2 tones darker. Terrific experience. What i see in my Dad's fish tank, is what i get down there, PLUS a lot more. Too bad didn't get to see sharks and turtles...

Anyway, let the photos do the talking...

Reached school at 730 to take the Mercs bus, watched LOTR 2 and slept a bit. Msia has lots of jungle.



Reached Msia Mersing in about 3 hours, where we had lunch as well. Flies were aplenty and the food don't know leave there how long so i ordered something that was cooked on the spot.




On the boat to Tioman. 2 1/2 hours ride. A few of us.

Me, Cindy, Claudine and Bryant

And the 2 leisure divers, Ben...

and Wenhui...

Reaching Tioman ...


Our room, and my bed-mate Bryant...


After changing we went for practice dive, but i didn't take any photos cos wasn't sure how the conditions were like...
Then at night went over to Cindy, Wenhui, Ben and Claudine's room...


Btw, first dive i couldn't find a proper wet suit so i had to share with another guy. 2nd day managed to find a "monkey suit", which is pretty much a wet suit without sleeves, so it was pretty airy and cold. Bryant found a pink colour one =p and he had names like pink panther and everyone was making fun of him la. But the 2 of us were quite outstanding in the water. 1 look know is us liao... lol

Oh too bad i didn't take any photo of me in the gear...


Claudine with her gear...

Lionel briefing the advanced divers...

Then we brought bread long to feed the fishes... and they really came in swarms...


This is the place where we had all our meals... except for the BBQ on 2nd night...


The place where we stayed in...

We had 2 dives on the 2nd day morning... then had the rest of the day free. So the 4 of us went to explore the nearby regions...

The jetty...

Bryant and me fooling around on some big rocks...

Walked until damn tired... had some tioman ice kachang which they put milo powder and peanuts on top... then went back to room for more dai dee..

Some night skies... and i swear the clouds are funny. They always form a straight bottom line...

and a sunset...


2nd night BBQ...

and suddenly there were fireworks...



Zzz... on the bus ride back home!


Wonderful trip... would be going for advanced if i have the chance... but the aftereffects are quite bad... i still feel like i am in the boat now... swaying a bit here and there... =p

Just came back from diving practical. Really awesome.

Will be at Tioman away from tmr till thurs. Till then.

Fishes here i come!!

Girlfriend! I miss you!

Have been playing dota on bnet for several days already. And .. been encountering several types of people also. Like for me.. i don't talk much while playing... some others will type and type and talk non stop. Kpkb and blame others when they die ar... or when they cannot get the kill...

I don't think they are very nice people.

I think they've got low self esteem.

I mean everyone has their own style of playing and if you blame me for not being there while you go for the kill but suddenly got ganked, then me being close to you isn't my fault k. Later i go help you and accidentally kill him then you say i ks. I see you kena ganked by3 others and i go also confirm lose, why risk another life?

And they blame.

And blame.

Anyway i just finished a match which i use SK. My end game items were BKB, MKB, HoT, SnY, Radiance and Treads.

We still lost. Haiz.

Went to amk last weekend for some Bak Ku Teh. The store always has a queue and we had to wait 25 mins for it to come. But it's nice la...

And the Pig's legs arh... wooot~



My keychain is becoming funny. 2 keys. And mostly i can't see them. 9 keychains.

Been playing God of War for the past few days. Pretty much like Prince of Persia. Hack and slack all the way. But this guy ar, Kratos i tell you is as fascinating as Prince of Persia. He is DA man.

Crazy rock climber and swinger. It's like all the high pillars are falling and he can just swing here and there and fell from damn high and land like spiderman. He can take on monsters 10 times his size and all the stunts he does make Spiderman looks noobie.

And i love his knives cum whips. And he's freaking brutal. All the tearing heads apart and dismembering.

I went to watch Spidey today!!

Pretty good! And it was touching at the end cos i don't remember the real comics having Harry being Hob Goblin going to save and tag team with Spidey.

Didn't feel that it was too long cos i felt that everything was needed to explain the characters and storyline.

Shiwy~!! Thanks for going with me!! =) Thanks for the great dinner too and bringing me to hillside! Cheer up k ... and i am glad that i made your day better!

Often, i am aware of people and their 'effects' on me. And being the person i am, i will do my best to be in control.

Anyway, i just came back from dinner with the BSS guys. Went to some Turkish place at Arab Street. Except for the extreme waiting time and the lack of air con, the food's not bad.

It never surprises me that everytime we meet (even we only met twice), we will talk about the old times and the funny stuff we all did while in office. And we will all end up laughing at all the hilarious shit we did. How Zico's hair got burnt and how Alvin got called a prostitute. And the many many other things.

It's quite fascinating to hear them talk, because it seems that we all keep this memories deep inside us, and when we meet up, it all comes back out again. Great night seeing them again. =)

Wf's bday at Manhattan Fish Market. Pool at Pool Junction. Stupid summon.

And my Mac can play Dota! Whoooaaa hoooooo!!

I think i've got an alarm clock in my body. Not once but twice. Just before i slept, i told myself it would be good if i can wake up at around 4 so i can go take a look at the match. I did wake up at 405am.

And i don't know what happened to my alarm clock(the real one), either i forgot to on it or i switched it off accidentally, it wasn't on at all. So i was sleeping with the risk of missing my exams.

I've been waking up at earliest 10 on average for the past sem. And i swear i am very tired. If there isn't an alarm clock, i would most probably have slept till 11 plus 12.

So the alarm clock didn't ring and i awoke with a shock suddenly at 750.

It's damn bloody scary that i was on the verge of missing the first exam in my life.

Breakfast in car and surprisingly reached school with 15 mins spare for revision.

So yest was my lucky day. Cos the paper was relatively easy too, if i had studied really hard. But it was alright la.

Anyway back to my "lucky" day.

I think the government should ban all traffic summons. Why can't a guy who just finished his exams enjoy a peaceful and happy night out with a few friends? Why do the traffic police want to send a few tired people to put stupid pieces of paper on people's car? In this society where no one has time to relax and play, why can't we just not be bothered by this kind of small stuff?

I really really hate it when i get a summon. I know i should have parked in an official carpark and pay the 2 bucks or so. But somehow the kick of anyhow parking and getting away with it always gets to me. I know it had been long since the last time i gotten one... was during World Cup finals i suppose... or maybe once in dec can't remember... so it's probably "due" or something...

And the freaking thing is that they should draw more carpark boxes!! How can i park if there is no carpark slots?

Really spoil my day sia...

Screw you la Sgt Sufian!

You won't know unless you take the first step and try.

Tmr's my last paper. Like FINALLY.

Man U against AC Milan tonight. Go Man U~!!!

It's a funny semester. Each semester sure has it's own events and happenings.

I was learning about relationships from the guy's point of view half a decade back and recently, i've been given the opportunity to put myself in the female's shoes.

What happens when you are a plain Jane and you feel that you need a male companion but none is coming your way?

I think it's a very interesting social problem? Or maybe not a problem in the sense of overpopulation or illiteracy or unwanted pregnancies, but a sort of what if no one notices you?

Anyway Mugmate was nice today! (That's the compliment of the day! =x) Sorry had you lugging your laptop all the way to school. And great Tom yum soup! =)

Honestly i am not very prepared for thurs paper? I thought i would be... like what i told Kenneth, the first and last paper are my most confident paper... last one because i had a full 5 days to study for it. But... i don't know... last paper that is very far away from the 2nd last paper doesn't work for me.

Really just waiting for it to go away.

I want to wake up late in the mornings. No more alarm clocks. No more can't-fall-asleep-cos-i-am-too-stressed. No more sleepy eyes. No more library and books.

I need a life. I need to go shopping clean my fishtank play dota for 12 hours and watch movies clean the car go diving go cut my hair go mambo and play some snooker play 9 rounds of mj and have sex for 24 hours.

I need some love.