Sunday, September 29, 2002

yay~!! holidays~!! nov got 5 days of thailand trip...den 1 day break...b4 flying off to china for 9 days....

promos' tmr...gp and phy geog...

coasts...deep weathering...vulcanism...inselbergs...slopes.....manz....cant wait for promos to end...

gp dunno how liao la...think go read up some stuff ms nathan gave...

Friday, September 27, 2002

Lousy terms related to me: spastic, mad, crazy, childish, lagging, dumb, selfish, idiotic, etc

whew...after thinking of all these...it makes me sleepy...yay time to go sleep liao~!!!
I am fake.

Look no further for it is on the outside.

Look deeper for it is right inside.

Outside only shows this much.

Inside shows merely that much only.

No point looking.

Sleep.
If Mary or David wants to laze about, lazing about is the one thing necessary for their personalities at the moment. Every moment of a healthy child's life is a working moment. A child has no time to sit down and laze. Lazing is abnormal, it is a recovery and therefore is necessary when it exists.

Sunday, September 22, 2002

If everyone is to bear this in mind at all times, most misunderstandings and arguements would not have happened.

"I cannot take anything you say at face value. Every word you speak of is opened to any number of different interpretations."
He looks at her closely, in the eye. Despite the loud music, their focus are only on each other. He bent forward, and put his mouth next to her ears. She can almost hear his smell, and she gasps. Almost knowing something is going to happen, she savoured the soberness she has before the impact. "Do you want to have some fun?" It is almost a demand, nothing like a request. "No strings attached... nothing..." She whispered an answer, not even sure of it herself, but all she knows she is overwhelmed by his presence. "Close your eyes...come on..." Carassing her hair and holding on to her face, he smiled.
The most retarded guy you ever met can also be the most sensible guy. agree?

yes...explanation:if he knows how retarded he can be...he can also be aware how he can be the most sensible... true?
no...explanation:wad the bull crap are you talking about?

He plays at the extremes.
To try it out or not?
GTO juz ended...nice show....its a re-run..last time got broadcast b4 liao...wah and the last part there onizuka said smth damn cool..."Love is not a game for the inmature" cool rite...i think the character is damn cool oso....where got teacher like dat one....hero? or outcast? differences from the normal ppl can bring out either admiration...or branded as an outcast....its the risk la...but being who he is..who he really is...makes him an idol for all his goodness....
nah i dun like her...really...

i can only say i like to look at good looking girls....and.......i love making friends with them...tats a fact...

hmm...am i greedy?

but tat doesnt prove anything...!! to be in the company of them is an enjoyment...true rite...? ya den how come when the liking to interact wif her can be misunderstood as a liking for her? i think its juz tat they like to suan la...everyone likes to do tat...and like linking ppl up...

haiz...was juz thinking back about some stuff tat happened days ago...btwn ray, sy and zq...they juz met in orchard and sy complaning that zq nv stayed longer to chat...of course la..if i wif zharbor i oso wont stay long...think sy need to experience it to understand la...cant bother to argue wif him too...den ray say zq haolian online about the gal...but its freaking true wadz...if u got the confidence...and u will somehow know how far u and the gal haf gone...its without doubt you will haf the balls to say tat she will be urs....zq is someone who will try very hard to get wadeva he wants...and so i see nothing wrong in it...hmmm...some quote juz came into my mind...erm...smth like dat la..."if u havent exp it...dun kpkb about it...if u later exp it...and u want to say smth about it...dun expect us to not kpkb..." but tat doesnt quite apply to ray's case...i am sure he got come to a pt when he oso yaya about jioing a gal....wah surely leh...sexist entry....guess its juz the 'dun like others to be better' and the pride part...blah...hurhur...wad the BEEEEEEEEPPP.......

aiya...wad i saying is....not good to think about bad stuff la...

Ques: Do you think it is good to think about bad stuff?

look at the irony manz...good den bad...wth....

and wad about tis...do you think it is good to think about good stuff?? DOH! of course its blardee good la....
i simply cant imagine myself wif the "hot" word....seriously it has never occur to me that i will be called that...and the irony is that even in my cj sch u...some little tottering sis of becky said tat...well wadeva...juz take it as a compliment loh....

its ronaldo bday today...

damn later got nice shows leh...how to study....
haha think the i2u the show is quite corny...some of the msgs shown are too long and juz end adruptly....den some are type in a lang tat only pandas understand..some code or some sort....

finally touched on cs a bit on fri...went wif rubin and kenneth...i still rock kae...hahah...but they dunwan to play...so in the end play warcraft wif greg, oliver, vivek and guo ann...those j2 guys' prelims juz ended....damn manz...cant think of myself next year....too stress la....

was studying in sch on thurs...actually i dunno how come can la...but zai went to ask bro paul...so i guess can...he said the sch will be opened till 9...dat means the security guards will be there till the time la...so i stayed back and study wif her and di....den its quite scary lar...cos zai said its thurs..i dunno wad happened on thurs la...and i didnt ask and she didnt say...den she said cannot whistle cos its thurs...and muz remind her if she does....but after tat went the security guard came to tell us its 9...he was whistling madly away~!!! piangz...anyway so its juz us 3 and the 2 guards...pretty scary when u are thinking too much....hahahah...esp when u look at the dark corners and tot of smth poping out...lol
been replenishing my energy the whole day...though i think slping a wee bit too much....slp till 9.,,breakie den tv...lunch at 12..came back went to shit...slp at 2...till 5...whoaaaa hooo...hello world~!!!!feeling great manz...tonite is the time to finish up on econs...

damn the psycho advertisement keeps on coming up...looks cool leh...hahah psychotic guy...
yea...nite study starts tmr...and realise i cant type nuts manz...too long havent been on the comp liao...
anyway back to the pt...think sometimes things juz happen way too fast...and sometimes its good...sometimes its bad...but sometimes it juz comes rite in front of u b4 you even realise why...

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

heez...cant wait for dec to come...chalets....fun...
> > > >One Singh was enjoying the sun at the beach in
> > >
> > > >America. A lady came and
> > > >asked him, " Are you relaxing?" Singh answered, " No,
> > > >I am Banta
> > > >Singh."
> > > >Another guy came and asked the him the same question.
> > > >Singh answered,
> > > >"No!
> > > >No! Me Banta Singh!" A third one came and asked him
> > > >the same question
> > > >again. Singh was totally annoyed and decided to shift
> > > >his place. While
> > > >walking he saw another Singh soaking in the sun. He
> > > >went up to him and
> > > >asked, "Are you Relaxing?" The other Singh was a lot
> > > >more educated and
> > > >answered, "Yes, I am relaxing." The Singh slapped him
> > > >on his face and
> > > >said,
> > > >"Stupid, idiot. Everyone is looking for you and your
> > > >are sitting over
> > > >here!"
Talkong Cick... Sick my duck...=)
argh damn...everyone having probs...juz when i tot i can haf some peaceful moments...

really hope everyone will learn to IGNORE...and to learn thru life...learn so tat u can be happier in the future...make sure u dun get to end up on a situation tat will make u depressed...

juz like one of the entries below...

I don't like to be depressed... that's why i will try my best in making myself not feel that way.

since its not nice...why bother to feel so much about it...who likes to feel it? no one...

how bout this....

I like to be happy... that's why i do things which will make me happy.

but wad if smth saddening and depressing happens?

den i guess i can only try my best not to think of it... think positively... think of it as tat u haf learnt smth... and make blardee sure tat this feeling doesnt come to u for a long long time... but that is another story... i gotta feel that way first...
Jasmeet Kaur caught her husband Santa Singh searching
> > >
> > > >high and low all
> > > >around his living room. Jasmeet: "What are you
> > > >searching for?" Santa:
> > > >"Hidden cameras!" Jasmeet: "And what makes you think
> > > >that there are
> > > >hidden
> > > >cameras here?" Santa: "That guy on TV knows exactly
> > > >what I am doing.
> > > >Why
> > > >every few minutes he keeps saying, 'You are watching
> > > >the Star World
> > > >channel'. How does he know that?"

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

time to sleep...had rather a nice day...except for the compres...sleepy...seriously lack of slp...time to pon sch~!!!

=p
It's Over

And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself in
My mind
All I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
But you can't find the answer where you are
And you know I need you now
And this ain't easy to admit
But no one needs to know
What goes on behind
The door in my room
I'm kicking through the
Walls in my mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
You can't find the answer where you are
I won't tear you down
I won't tear you down
To get into the world you wanted
I'm kicking through the walls
But no one can believe
In things that never change
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answers where you are
And it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answer where you are
Artist/Band: Matchbox 20
Song title: If you're gone

I Think I've Already Lost You
I Think You're Already Gone
I Think I'm Finally Scared Now
You Think I'm Weak But I Think You're Wrong
I Think You're Already Leaving
Feels Like Your Hand Is On The Door
I Thought This Place Was An Empire
But Now I'm Relaxed I Can't Be Sure

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared I Think Too Much
I Know This Is Wrong It's A Problem I'm Dealing

Chorus: If You're Gone Maybe It's Time To Go Home
There's An Awful Lot Of Breathing Room
But I Can Hardly Move
If You're Gone Baby You Need To Come Home
Cuz There's A Little Bit Of Something Me
In Everything In You

I Bet You're Hard To Get Over
I Bet The Room Just Won't Shine
I Bet My Hands I Can Stay Here
I Bet You Need More Than You Mind

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared That I Know Too Much
I Can't Relate And That's A Problem
I'm Feeling

Chorus

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared Do I Talk Too Much
I Know It's Wrong It's A Problem I'm Dealing
i am mentally drained...dying manz....3 compres in 2 days....read and read...think and think...surely loh....summary and everything....
_uck you debbie~!!!!

Monday, September 16, 2002

oh yar...my blardee phone got WAP~!!!!!!!! cool sia...juz now surf ard...dled the tone stand by me...damn cool...but cost 1.50 la...farking exp...den i dunno the rate of WAP oso...later bill come i kana shocked sia...better control...or else tis month gotta pay my own bill liao...
today got mock chi exam...quite okie la...aiming for a B...perhaps can get A...was very very tired when i do paper 2...almost falling aslp....tonite gotta stay up late...finish up hmwk...wait for jesse to send me the proj work stuff to print...sianz..
whatever simple is beautiful. whatever beautiful is love. whatever love is hopeful. whatever hopeful is life. live life and love life. for someday, life stops. -ling-

from dear eunice...cheem...but simple...

Sunday, September 15, 2002

I don't like to feel sad... that's why i will try to make it not happen...
I don't like to feel angry... that's why i will try to make it not happen...
I don't like to feel guilty... that's why i will try to make it not happen...
I don't like to feel depressed... that's why i will try to make it not happen...
I don't like to feel stressed up... that's why i will try to make it not happen...

He will not let whatever he dislikes to happen.

Friday, September 13, 2002

70% of wad i say = crap or purposely one...

no wonder no one ever believes me...
okie...i got a new crush liao...

fickle...
Okie....right now....at this very min...in this very room....

all my heart desires is summarised in jay chou's kai bu liao kou...

cool rite~~

i think i can go write song liao....

hahaha....oh ya...why issit tat when i sound serious...ppl think i am crappy and lame?!?! and when i sound crappy...they believe me like shit...and they wont know i am joking....wad the BEEEEEEEPPPPPPP~!!!!! something is wrong manz...

and tat zijie say i tok like gary chen...do i?? his talking style and way got cool method one kae....perhaps so la...interact wif him for abit...so maybe influenced loh....but so many ppl say no....hahahha YOU SUCK~!!! =p jk
wah blardee sleepy liao....gonna go slp soon liao....

hehe....my heart is cleared...but damn...i think the news spread liao...cant do anything oso...juz ignore loh...

erm...shit la...forgot wad i want to say...

oh yar~!! gals are lame~!!!!! VERY~!!!!!
when they dunno tat guy...even if he is okie looking...they will say he look NOT BAD or CUTE....den after they know him...they will "degrade" him...as far as i can guess...i think its the thrill la...the challenge...den after knowing the guy well....i dunno why la...but the weaknesses are more noticed den the strong points...they are more affected by bad pts den good pts...its like if he is good looking...but lame, speaks rudely, is ungentlemanly...blah blah blah...etc la.....dat will come down to nothing much...but if they dunno the guy...mostly it will juz be based on looks...
or a diff case...if tis average looking guy go and jio this gal..the gal will like him...but if gal sees this other guy who looks smth like the 1st guy...the average looking guy la...she will say he is ugly...COS HE HAVENT PROVIDE ANY GOOD STUFF to the gal....

hmm...i think i am going to get hantum...but heck la...me is sr8fwd...not curved or curly....lol...lame-o..
complete up my othello stuff and handed in to mr t after sch ended today...played vball for pe cos i dun haf to do pe...den so was becoming hard to concentrate in the aftnoon...in the end juz finish up why small firms survive den went to play soccer...actually went to play bball 1st...den didnt play vball cos wrists painful la...so kick the ball about...and dear nic killed my cat...3 yr old kae~!!! damn manz...nvm la...restart again loh...aiya tis kinda thing nuthing much to bother so much about...

hey zijie...hope u dun get too affected by wad i say leh...juz now i saw u a bit scary leh...u know who i am rite brother...so juz..er...its like sometimes i do things is for no specific reasons...juz want to voice out my tots...think maybe is good for u to know...no prob one la...need my help anytime juz ask me...need me treat u to 2 more cups of drink oso can...anytime anywhere hor...=)
okko...i am super super super tired...juz got home...was in sch till about 8 plus...for the mass and after that there was this gp talk...quite good..the speaker can see is power packed one...but towards the middle part she started rushing as i think bcos time's running out...the mass is cool~~ like those normal ones that i haf seen...edmond was damn funny cos he very anxious about me going to a catholic mass and keep on asking me if i am feeling uncomfortable...its alrite la...free thinkers are meant to accept everything...
one thing to take note....there is lesson at 8.45 tmr~!!!! arghhh...can die u know anot....piangz manz...really really sianded...

Thursday, September 12, 2002

okok...confession time...the reason why i am giving up is...i cant even count the num of guys after her with one hand...got 6 leh...6 tat i know of sia...
not say i no confident...but i dun even know, or rather, is sure of in the 1st place...but i am sure tat if i will try...i will succeed...=)

speaking about confident...
2 highly confident persons will clash...i know jos is...tats why the remark came out tat day..i dunno about inside...but outside...she is very sure of herself...can see that manz...but i dunno about inside lar...i will like to say its the same for me...i can be very confident on the outside i will say...and hmmm...let me think about this...i think its most probably that if you think you are good...and the other person somehow knows that you think you are good...he/she wont like it bcos he/she thinks himself/herself as very good too...i dunno why...and perhaps thats why strong criticisms will come...no one likes competition...tats for sure...well...one more possibility open up for discussion...one more point to take note...

He now knows where the white strands of hair are coming from.
argh...tis whole week lack of slp manz...juz now hard times slpy sia...my hard times really jialat liao...heng juz now ask van help me photocopy some hardtimes notes...
gotten my promos timetable...last paper on the 9th...but theres some national education and college affairs test on the 11th...
the timetable quite good la...gif time in btwn here and there...gotta do geog the whole of next week liao...else really no time...all the way physical and maybe a bit of human on 2 of the days...
hope jeff is brought up the right way...juz now the scenario wasnt exactly that pleasant...
showed some ppl my "gf" liao...shes damn hot...really....and cool too...

but it was somehow replaced by the eye today...think i shud haf my gf there permanently...

sheesh...horny bastard...
fred said tmr not going out liao...a bit sian la...tot of playing pool too...but nvm la...study loh....haf chats here and there...getting funner to talk to ppl nowadays...haf a real chat...learn more about human behaviour...learn why things are like dat...and ask why and how...its kinda cool actually~
juz gif me 1 more month...or rather if permitted...i will want all the time until a few days before sch reopens...den i will cut my hair

watch them grow...jay chou time~!!
wah everyday got stuff to say...hahah i am juz bored la...need to clear my mind b4 i go slp...=)

eh...these 2 days very interesting and exciting leh...so many things happening..hahha...sean and ariel...den juz now zijie...khairi...and me also...=pp...anyway...juz to say for me its almost over liao...

hey zijie...muz always remember tat 70% of things i said are either crappy or purposely one...or a mix of both...my bro u want u take la...i juz find her getting cuter and cuter...heng she nv listen to me and go cut her hair...but seriously la...got smth to talk to u about...tell u in sch when got time..seems like u are on away mode now..

today ended 1 period early cos teachers got meeting...doesnt make quite a diff but for other classes which end at 5...it is definitely a reward manz...went library den came out to canteen...played piano for awhile den got malu cos aiya...i dun like ppl to see me play...thanks to van for her notes so i can finish most of my assignment...
oh yar~!!!! smth very funny happened today....the 3 musketeers...the 3 wadeva shit la....so damn funny....den make van damn pek...lol...but den seeing the 3 of them together not funny leh...in theory, if looking at 1 person is very funny liao..den seeing all 3 together shud be super super funny...but its not the case la...think jane is the funniest loh...den trina oso...see them can luff liao...van is muz tok to her...den dunno why oso can luff...lol....funny people.

okie i shud call her my ex-crush...wahaha...sound kinda corny sia...she didnt stay back to study cos didnt quite see her ard....anyway its kinda over...passing thing la...

He just lets it to be today.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

Who wants and is interested in acting, please inform me. Audition sometime next week at nanyany poly. No pay. Just for the fun. For a friend's video production.
haiz...got bad news..actually not bad la...its juz info...cp is doing programming for grad nite...and doing m&s for O1...its okie la...after hearing wad the other depts are doing...about the same oso...but for grad nite really gotta do it good manz...else really kana manz..cos last yr one i dun think is good...den why cant we do facil training for O1??? damn manz...it will be fun loh...of all things go plan for m&s...its too simple manz...=pp
a few points to write down...

lil lil: heya girl...i tot about the thing u asked me during geog and got a bit of tots..erm...basically its like if its me...i wont mind la...ok juz use the same example...if its me, i will juz go ahead and let her put it down there...whoever wants to read it can go ahead...but if i know tat guy dun like me...i of course wont purposely go write bad stuff about him rite...but if u say he dun like me...i dun think he will want to write my stuff too...perhaps to find out whether i got say anything bad about him tats all...but if he wants to read, i cant stop him in doing so...but since its her site...i think the final decision goes to her...she shud decide whether or not to put it down...


well today past by too fast...econs was slping...kuan was slping...gp too...whoa manz.... u juz got a sleepy fellow here...=p
the council position table was put up today...my sucky pic is there...haha but heck la....went see the bball finals today...gregory house got 3rd for boys and 1st for gals....hooray~~played a bit of bball too...and i cant play bball...heez...was shooting 3 pters but none of them went in...admire meng heng manz...he is all rounder sia...vball, bball, odac...oh cmon manz...i aint tat bad oso...me can run too...me can play soccer, badminton, vball oso can hor...and i can oso play lousy bball...and i can play handball too...haha everyone can play tat actually...

my brother getting cuter and cuter everyday...and candice cant tok today cos she changed braces...everyone was making fun of her...and i acted poseur today...wear white tee inside...hahah aiya cold lar in the morn...den after tat getting warm...but i too lazy to take out...den in the morn go council room put on ber's cap...still havent return him...den van say i want to look like jay chou...haha surely loh...

today hasnt been productive~!!!!!!!! arghhhh....suppose to go library study one....damn damn damn....den tmr gotta pia my othello assignment liao...den shit...think i later go read up the production and costs notes...den caretaker put off for awhile...

today had a 3-way match in class...actually it was a handicap match loh...koh and rubin vs me...haha surely loh...i am like smaller than both of them...juz taller than koh only...and kenneth oso come chup in...wah in the end think i damn dirty cos was on the floor...koh almost did a rikishi on me..and but...like always...*ahem* i survived...wif my titles and all...caress my 2 titles on both shoulders(wah surely loh)...hahaha..

confirm those few not attached...she's always in sch till dunno wad time...and well....yippee~!! wahahah...i think i am mad loh...tis is almost like pinter's caretaker sia...having a dream so as to be able to carry on wif life...and yet tis dream is almost like unattainable...but mine kinda diff la...if attainable den cool loh....but highly impossible la...
however even though i didnt look...i know the glances are there...hmmm....scary....exciting...thrilling...tingling...funny...

kim was telling me, van and june bout wad jos said juz now....smth which i think is very bleah...i think its really bleah loh...its almost like non-sequitar...outta pt...cmon manz...i dun think i want to say it...
I DON'T EVER DID HAVE THAT KIND OF THOUGHT...perhaps got lar...but its juz a passing thing...juz to boost myself and perhaps to kill boredom?? entertain the tot for awhile...blabber about tat for a bit...tats all...i never did think i am VERY...wahaha...
if you say i think i am...dun look at me la...but its sure okie...i treat it as a compliment la....=p hehe...anyway hope you got my reply compliment...IT'S THE TRUTH!~!! seriously manz...i was shocked to hear that...didnt quite expect tat but wth la...and me comparing myself wif my lookalike is juz another of "my"(muz i spell out my name?)daily activities...i never did say i look as good as him...i only said he is my lookalike to make it sound nicer...sound bhb can...haha but seriously la...we juz got a slight resemblance...and u blardee hell oso look like me kae...haha i think perhaps you said tat so as to praise urself oso...cool~~ now it makes me think you are interesting...i think tats why my life is so fun....=)

9.15 liao...time to go slp....vv tired...tmr got energy den do my stuff...no energy no point doing things...

oh yar...was studying in library wif rayner and melvin juz now...den playing abit wif my phone...accidentally pressed the tone shortcut button...den sound came out la...everyone turned and look...heng no teacher...fark manz..den rayner was using wap to try to show me porn...hahah damn funny sia...den keep on saying mine colour screen damn good...can see colour porn...lol...no comments sia...den he borrowed notes from the gal from the next table juz to know her...aiya if tat is the case...cant he do tat to june oso...need me intro meh...=pp..

den vanessa's phone got stolen...damn funny cos the thief sent a msg back to her when the phone was missing...and its "I'm back!!" haha so funny rite...wth does the msg actually mean?? den when the phone was missing..june called and called...until phone off...den when she call again...the phone was on again...den by the next call...the phone was off again...wah surely loh...i think the thief got same mentality wif me...fun sia...on off on off....den after tat dunno how la...dunwan to ask too much and suspect anyone oso...not nice la...darren brought it back cos erm...cheem lar...complicated...

arghhh...caretaker is so long...but i basically got the impt stuff down liao...the hardest one i think is hardtimes...cos i know no shit about it manz...othello got a lot of stuff muz memorise...but it shudnt be too hard la..

well...think i go haf a chat...see whether its necessary anot...

He is prancing around like Godzilla.

Tuesday, September 10, 2002

My mama said nothing would break me or lead me astray
Who would have guessed I'd let my mind drift so far away
You always said I was a dreamer now it's dead
I'm dreaming of things that's making my mind go crazy
Small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bob bob baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bob bob baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

On a love train
20 odd years now
I got off today
But nobody said the stop that I've taken
Was a stop too late
Now I'm alone I'm thinking of stupid
Hurtful small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bob bob baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bob bob baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

Maybe it's time to say goodbye
Maybe it's time to let this lie
This is when we must set things right
Now that we've gone our separate ways
I just can't live these desperate days
This is what I've been trying to say

Ooh da bob bob baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bob bob baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure
my flirter not online leh...sian... oh yar...went yishun juz now... returned the charger... and studied at bk... didnt see anyone i know...

think i am falling sick...can feel it coming...
set out a schedule liao...for this week and next week... basically shud be able to accomplish... juz hope tat nite study comes back soon...
oh yar...today got new geog teacher come in...damn damn damn SWEET~!! haha...really manz...and she is super familiar...i know i haf seen her somewhere...den kenneth after that oso said so... den i guessed correctly her sec sch cos she got scgs face... june said she got resemblance with ky...and jul said she looked like joyce from drama... yar lar...a bit of both...
I know of at least 5 guys who will keep the newsletter bcos of the photo there or at least cut tat out... hahaha...amazing sia...

3 of them cathigh guys... lol... same breed same taste...
today has been a tired day....haha...ask alexius...ask darren...

having probs slping at nite leh.....jialat...
whoa manz...i really really love my class....everyday...without fail...confirm let me luff till pengz...think its juz me lar...some ppl oso not luffing at all...think perhaps its juz me...lame...having a good sense of humour?? or maybe weird?

tiff tat day ask me one ques..."how long can u go without smiling?"

hahah i was like wth....i wasnt even smiling at tat time lor...i think i got a smiley mask on...=)
well...think wont be ard for sometime liao...dun think i shud be coming online lesser...anything sms me...haha at least gif me a chance to use my phone mah...=p
wah...hei se you mo listen and listen and listen until very nice...

Monday, September 09, 2002

Poseur date: to be confirmed with fred. Definitely after promos...

Shopping date: soon after promos...

things to get for me... hat, accessories and a pair of shades/coloured glasses.

places to go...far east...flash and splash ard town...and those u know u know shops...

objective: to walk up and down orchard road...perhaps...posing as tourists and asking for directions...

FUN.
yea....now as long as i keep my bill below 50 bucks...i dun haf to pay...if it is above it..i gotta pay all...shit manz...gotta control...but its good lar...at least now not so tight financially liao...
imagine...juz imagine...10 yrs from now...a gathering...the gang...attached...married...wif kids perhaps...

all i know is it will be fun...

or rather...how bout 2 yrs from now...i predict...prediction in 2 yrs...everyone will be happy...and then...i promise...i will come up with smth...
dling the movie from ariel..lucky he cable oso...think tonite can finish part 1..den part 2 i was almost done until he got dc last nite...go jiang go~!!
today has been okie...didnt slp much last nite...cant slp...think i was too excited for sch..haha...anyway went sch for the aust quiz...whoa manz...i can do tat for the whole day manz...its so fun and interesting...haha and i think i practising on pc sia...write so much for the eng based ques...but seriously its really fun...esp the juggling balls tat one...

after tat skipped econs lect cos too late liao...den during geog lect...was teaching koh chinese...haha at 1st i teach him correctly...den afterwards become cheeky lar...aiya me wadz...den tell him "wo shi da bian de king"...means that i am the king of men...and oso "wo yao chi da bian" is i am the best....hahaha...den damn funny...cos he was repeating it to june...den i luff till pengz sia...after tat he juz pummel me for teaching him to be shitty...hahaa...anyway its fun...and the front part is really entertainment sia...koh really got talent for speaking chi sia...den those crude ones came out....

heng my phone didnt gif me any sound problem today...scare it might make some sound...in the end didnt...got feli to call me in the morn too...and it only vibrates...cool~~

played hand ball during pe...vv fun except i wasnt quite in the mood to play lar...no energy....if i am on form rite...my team confirm win one la...but the final score draw lar...so its okie..

stayed back a bit after tat to wait till 5 plus to go town find yf to pass him the cd...den as i was leaving...saw smth tat gif me a good feeling again...heez...but it oso left me wondering...how come and where??

going to slp liao....tired manz...tmr gonna go yishun to gif the charger...den perhaps i find a place settle down study abit...den tell laopeh come fetch me...
arghhh...i got no flair for rapping manz...but if i can get the part i can do it...and i haf been desperately trying again and again...and only until now i only got the part of the FCC till the _uck u debbie~!! and oso the part about disgusting and obscene...and oso about the interesting...wrestling...nesting one...tats all...and of course the chorus lar...everyone knows that...i think greg is damn pro manz...

Sunday, September 08, 2002

when u say frens no longer care as much....or are drifting away....or taking u for granted...
i mean its like...if true frens are really there...no matter how little time they spend wif u...or how little they contact u...probably bcos at this time when everyone is busy...i dun see the need to doubt their friendship wif urs...perhaps they are juz busy wif their own stuff....but deep down...they will still haf u inside their hearts...and will be willing to help u wif any problems...
so in the meantime...i guess u juz got urself to urself...help urself overcome anything on ur own...not everyone can be there for you....

sometimes its not taking u for granted...i think the words abit too heavy...
it is at times when people got their own stuff and problems to deal wif...and tend to juz leave u stranded there....u get me??
actually wad i am trying to say is sometimes there isnt a need to care so much about others...as long as u know u can handle urself...tats enuf...u know there isnt a need to depend on others is the most impt...
Being vocal is good. Definitely good if it is online. It is really alright if you are vocal online, saying things about you. As in there is really nothing wrong. Others might want to know more about you and they will read, and if they don't want to, they don't have to. No one asks them to be bothered by what you have to say. They can simply ignore them. However one point to note is not to say anything bad about others. Vocal about yourself is okie, but i don't quite encourage about being vocal about others.

So go on... say.
yay~!!! i can blog liao....
erm..can i blog??
yea okie...done my sim card names liao...the most impt names are in...the others i slowly add later...now going to do the dling part...damn cool manz...i love it...

He has found himself a wife.

Saturday, September 07, 2002

me will bbl...go settle the names in my phone....heeZ...got the t100 liao~~ =))))
If you come back, maybe there is a chance.
But i cannot promise anything.
I can only say perhaps...
argh...i want to play cs~!!!

Friday, September 06, 2002

wah tat time see ah gua....surely leh...leave me mouth wide open only....cos everything can see...dunno how he wear the blouse one...
wahahah...my mind is processing a lot of thoughts...a lot of daring thoughts...imagining things that i dun really know whether i will dare to do anot...but if i got the chance to...maybe i will....but the chance is hard to come...so a bit bleah lar...my mind is a wrecking havoc~!!! =)
i am like so blardee bored that i am going to slp...and i think the clock is moving too fast....yodie's online..greg's online too...but nothing to tok to them about...

tmr no need go sch in the morn...can slp late late...
irc is getting boring....
didnt know eunice and ailin so close one...juz had a look at her site...saw her neos...cute..
and the chicken goes pok pok pok pok cluck cluck cluck.....

such a sian day...and its soon dinner time...muz eat more...to achieve my aim~!!!!

sian sian sian....look~!! i got my own logo~!! ----> ")o||;<'

wah...artistic sia...
damn manz...craving for cs... and craving for chicken rice... sudden urge to undergo another huge project... haix...its always like this during the hols when no one's home...
More gentlemanly...more sensitive...more caring...basically has changed...hahaha..that's manfred for you...from wise...

hmmmz....true true...
argh...it didnt work...i was conned...i am a fool again~~~
del's actually quite chio leh...
going to finish market structure today...den perhaps reading up on lit stuff as well... it will be all the way geog for nite study...lit oso...
If someone you do not know come and talk to you, what will your reply be?
If that someone tells you that he knows you are the one for him, what will your reply be?
If that someone tells you that he is sure that he wants you to be his, what will your reply be?
If that someone tells you that he has a dream, and that is to spend the rest of his life with you, what will your reply be?
If that someone sounds very sure of himself, will you give him a chance afterall?
But... in actual fact, you got to remember that you do not know him at all...
eh...me woke up liao...sun high high up liao...going to grandma house for lunch...jeff calling me and mei to go play wif him...shit manz...why so hot ar...
everything is different now...going out wif fred and yifai is diff now... hahaha...thinking back 3 mths and now...so diff...yes yes...time sure flies...things sure change...gotta change and adapt as well...
today for lunch went dan ryans....whoa manz...i totally love my class....a bunch of like-minded pple...hahah...esp when u take the same sub...there are so many common things to talk about...and we laugh and laugh.... i think i am a naturally born clown manz... ppl juz love laughing at me... but they must haf a good sense of humour lar...cos mostly the stuff are lame... but when a good one comes up...its really good... den blardee van-niao-sa dunwan lend me her othello book...damn...how am i going to do the assignment manz...think i heck it for now lar...the only bad thing is when koh took a puff...managed to twist 1/3 of the stick off... everyone was like asking him to stop smoking... that explained for the smell tat day during the lecture...den took a few shots too... haha and now i am a pro at taking photos manz... very very very fun cos cmon manz...we say u can only smile in pictures...u see me doing all kinda things....oh yar..den today darren brought the photos taken sometime back to sch...den there was this pic koh humping me...damn funny...den got one is only got my foot in it...den tat day dunno who brought back the other photo album...inside got me oso...damn funny~!!! i am like the passerby manz...a lot of pic got me inside...but i am not suppose to be there...as in not the main focus...but somehow my face is there...hahah cool sia~~
Sometimes as steads... when you know each other too much... observe too much... the flaws sometimes just come out...
The weaknesses and the bad points will be noted very strongly... cos he/she doesnt like it...
so... i think its rather not good to know each other too much...
cos after that the liking may sour...
but perhaps all these are just redundant if both of them take their time knowing each other...
hmmm... point taken.

Thursday, September 05, 2002

=) whoa manz...i was juz wishing...den sometimes i know when i pray and wish too hard...the wish doesnt quite come true...so tis morn i console myself by thinking its alrite if the wish doesnt come true...as in i juz sorta say its okie and stuff...and put it at the back of my mind and dun think so much....went to sch...heard abit from guo zheng which made my heart jump a bit...den went for econs...

His dream came true.
tired...out since 8...juz came home...going to be 12 liao...bedtime real soon...went sch...den lunch at dan ryans...den studying at town wif sooch...after tat meet fred and wise...amy came and go and came and go...marc, yf and anne came...dinner at swensens....full...
bunch of hypocrites...

He longs for enlightenment...after so long.

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

lost 6 bucks today...no luck lar...win can win...juz small small...den when i play big..cannot win...den the others keep on playing for each other to win...but nvm lar...juz a game...went for prata session again juz now...den came back ate up one more bowl of fried rice...oh yar...now i got a plan liao...my objective...which is to gain mass as much as i can....watch me grow manz....haha but i doubt it will be simple...quite hard leh...now got fear factor...featuring the wwe stars...going to watch liao...

ali g indahouse is taking a long time to dl....still got a long way to go...
tmr got econs from 9-11...den most probably lunch...den meeting sooch to study... hope i get smth done manz...
blardee spoilt brat...blardee whiner...everything oso muz complain....haix....neighbourly lar....

Tuesday, September 03, 2002

parents juz came home...gotta go bathe liao....juz now i went on a slping marathon...came home at 1 plus...ate...den slp...until recently...which is like 5 plus...cool manz...now i feel ready for sex...=pp

den so many ppl disturb me during my slp....sheesh...its juz so funny when i am fully awake...not a single msg came in...and when i am slping...msges juz haf to beep in...

there is no classes tmr...so i shud be going to play soccer...

discover i've got triple eyelid on my right eye....seriously i think i shudnt do anything today...it has been a totally bleah day...

and check this out manz...idle time:22hrs 38mins 8secs and increasing...

damn manz...wasting electricity...

RESPECT...for Ali G =p bleah...
wah firstly i am VERY PEK CEK!~!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!

how can sooch's father be like dat...damn manz...juz about tat part i heard den i am pek cek liao....shit manz...

den plus today is a lousy day...which makes it even more PEK CEKKK~!!!!

contacts giving me prob in the morn during lecture..so i slp thruout....heez...

den now the degrees diff liao....shit shit shit shit manz....tmr muz go change specs liao...as in buy new one lar...den muz change contacts....arghhhhh..muz spend money~!!!

i am juz pek cek bcos its very mafan~!!! troublesome leh....and when u are feeling sluggish...u dunwan to move at all~!! arggghhhhh....

damn my eye manz...hope tmr when i wake up...everything back to normal again....

"Crash and burn all the stars explode tonight"

Monday, September 02, 2002

Yo This is the remix

[Shyne]
I'll pop Pussy
Pop Nine's and I'll pop Pain
I'm not sane
Cop aim leave U not stayin'
In da dark range, Chock pain
No shoes for ya, leave da drop plain
Got game, last name should be octane
Open my mouth spit nuttin but hot flames
I want you now, dats why I'm too hot
No way around this surrounded by riches and bitches
Flamin, when I'll spit wit slugz, A nigga like me turn cripz to bloods
You go from he is to he was
In memory of, ecetera, gun Cox like Deborah
Push up on broads, like bras
My mode is to get up in they jaws and drawers
Shyne, by any means necesarry
Kidnap yo momz and yo popz if it's necesarry

[112]
Here we are, all alone
You and me, privacy
And we can do anything
Your fantasy
I wanna make your dreamz come tr-u-u-u-e
Can you hear?
She's callin me between her legs loud and clear
I wanna talk back to her
Make love to her
I wanna hear you scream my name

[Chorus]
We can make love
In the bedroom floatin on top of my waterbed
I'm kissin you, runnin my fingers through your hair
In the hallway makin our way beside the stairs
We can do it anywhere
I can love you in the shower
Both of our bodies drippin wet
On the patio, we can make a night you won't forget
On the kitchen floor as I softly pull your hair
We can do it anywhere
Anywhere

I love the way
Your body feels, right next to mine
So take your time we got all night
Girl you know, I love you so
And I know you love me too
Baby
Please don't stop, I feel it now
You feel it too, you're shivering
Oooh you're puttin me close to you
Just let it flow
There's no other place to go
[Chorus]
We can make love
In the bedroom floatin on top of my waterbed
I'm kissin you, runnin my fingers through your hair
In the hallway makin our way beside the stairs
We can do it anywhere
[Dru-Hill]
We can do it baby
Baby, tell me, tell me
Do you wanna be a freak
Wanna be a Freak wit me
Said, baby, baby, tell me, won't you tell me
Do you wanna be a freak wit me

[Lil' Z]
Z too hot to stop
I'm celebratin while u niggaz be checkin me
Tell me the deally while brothaz is tryin to kill me
Cuz they sisters wanna feel me
She bad to the bone when daddy's gone
You call from yo job but she don't pick up da phone
You know it's on
Strip naked, tease me, touch me, don't rush me
See me in da video, honeyz wanna rub me
Popz don't want me around dats why we go through all these ups and downz
He know you sneakin around
But if he found out I was your first
Would he be hurt?
And add locks to all your tees and skirts
Or even worse
Keep you in da room, doors locked
At 12 o'clock, I'm at yo window like, Knock Knock
He cock glock
But worldwide playaz get around
His defense was clowned and then I touchdown
Know that
I'm a don guess he doesn't notice
While you lack, I'm all smooth
Come on

[Chorus]
We can make love
In the bedroom floatin on top of my waterbed
I'm kissin you, runnin my fingers through your hair
In the hallway makin our way beside the stairs
We can do it anywhere
I can love you in the shower
Both of our bodies drippin wet
On the patio, we can make a night you won't forget
On the kitchen floor as I softly pull your hair
We can do it anywhere
Anywhere
realise jay chou always go "WOOOOO~~~" at some part of his songs...at least 3 of his songs got tat sound liao....
whoa manz...i am currently rapping a lot...hahah...tongue-tied...
feat. Loon, Usher
[P. Diddy]
Yeah, Yeah
I need a, I want a

[Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life

[P. Diddy]
Yo, I'm internationally known on the microphone
I got it all, but I really need a wife at home
I don't really like the zone, never spend the night alone
I got a few, you would like to bone
But, chicks don't romance me, don't tickle my fancy
Only Tiffany, Nancy; that's not what my plans be
I need a girl that could stand me, raise me a family
Go to trips at the Lancy, trip to the Grammy's cause
Most of these girls be confusin me
I don't know if they really love me or they usin me
Here's the money, or maybe you ain't used to me
Cause you was depressed and now you abusin me
That's why I need a girl that be true to me
Know bout the game, and know how to do to me
Without a girl on my side, shit I ruin me
Forget the word, it's just you and me

[P. Diddy & Usher]
Now let's ride.....

[Chorus.:.Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life

[Loon]
Yo, now I have had a lot of women in my lifetime
But see it's not a lot of women that got the right mind
I done had pretty chicks with all the right features
And hoodrat chicks that only rock sneakers
Cellphones and beepers, and know how to treat ya
You break her heart, she'll walk out and leave ya
I find a girl, I'ma keep her
Cuz now I'm gettin money and the game gettin deeper
I want some real shit, I need somebody I can chill with
I need somebody I can build with
I need somebody I can hold tight
With the time and no full limits, no right
Anytime we together would feel so right
You the girl I been lookin for my whole life
God bless me, I'm glad I got the insight
It's cuz of you girl, now I understand life

[Loon & Usher]
I need a girl...

[Chorus.:.Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life

[P. Diddy]
I had a girl that would've died for me
Didnt 'preciate her so I made her cry for me
Every night she had tears in her eyes for me
Quarter K's, shorty took the whole ride for me
First we were friends then became lovers
You was more than my girl, we was like brothers
All night we would play fight under covers
Now you gone, can't love you like I really wanna
But everytime I think about your pretty smile
And how we used to drive the whole city wild
Damn I wish you would've had my child
A pretty little girl wit Diddy's smile
This shit is wild
All dem days that I reminisce
About the way I use to kiss dem pretty lips
But as long as you happy, I'ma tell you this
I love you girl and you're the one that I will always miss
I love you, yeah

[Chorus.:.Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah..
Yeah yeah Ohhhhh

Everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do

And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

My friends tell me
Somethin has come over me
And I think I know what it is

I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other night baby, I saw you hangin
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind

I don't know what's gotten into me
But, God, I think I know what it is

In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes with you


Somethin strange has come over me
Got me goin out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside

I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you (goin outta my mind)
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
I've been doin silly things when it comes to you
I think I'm in love
Boy I think I'm in love with you
I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you
When a guy manages and succeeds in a relationship.The confidence gained, or rather the mojo that is obtained, which in one way or another, helps in everything. It is not that the guy took some stupid pill and become extremely attractive overnight, but it is the gain in confidence, which makes everything so easy, and it sort of become part of him. He will just say he is being himself, which in some way is true. What exactly happened, no one will quite know. Except perhaps it is just the emotional barrier, which is preventing many things from being done, stopping many acts from being accomplished. Therefore, once the barrier is past, everything will somehow just fall into the places, opening up a clear path for him to walk through.
today meet someone more powerful than me in jediknight... but his moves always the same... he kinda specialise in that lar... push den hack... gotta find a way to counter it...
juz came back...went sch in the morn for othello...3 hrs sr8...can die manz...fell aslp a bit towards the end...wasnt quite paying much attention either... handed up my pc... den went town wif rubin and ken...chiong jedi and wc awhile... quite fun...enjoyed myself quite a bit... no one's home yet...but they shud be back soon...den going grandma's house for dinner...gotta study a bit after i come back....

realise i got a few movies to watch... lilo & stitch, xXx, guns and talks and eight legged freaks... haha...i know in the end i will not watch any...perhaps only one if i feel like it...

she came rather late today...i tot she wasnt coming...but she did... den rubin again displayed his friendships-come-first attitude... made his gf wait for 2 hrs juz to play lan wif me and ken.... haha but i dun think christy will mind... she is such a sweetie...

several ppl were back in sch to study juz now...maybe i shud join them tmr... so its either sc room or home... perhaps if ppl jio me out i might go la...

Sunday, September 01, 2002

wah surely loh...my secret all let out to 2 persons in a nite...
A simple thought...

If you do not want others to judge you, do not ever judge them.
Even if they judge you, it is their own daiji.
If you have the correct attitude and discipline,
You don't have to judge them back at all.
Ali G....RESPECT.
i want to watch lilo and stitch~!!!!
hah...didnt do anything today....kewl~~
"Obie Trice, Real Name No Gimmicks..."

Two trailer park girls go round the outside,
round the outside, round the outside.
Two trailer park girls go round the outside,
round the outside, round the outside.

"Ooooohhhhh!"

Guess who's back, back again
Shady's back, tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back,
guess who's back, guess who's back,
guess who's back, guess who's back,
guess who's back...


I've created a monster, cuz nobody wants to
See Marshall no more they want Shady
I'm chopped liver
Well if you want Shady, then this is what I'll give ya
A little bit of me mixed with some hard liquor
Some vodka that will jumpstart my heart quicker
Then a shock when I get shocked at the hospital
By the Dr. when I'm not cooperating
When I'm rocking the table while he's operating "Hey"
You waited this long to stop debating
Cuz I'm back, I'm on the rag and ovulating
I know you got a job Ms. Cheney
But your husbands heart problem is complicated
So the FCC won't let me be
Or let me be me so let me see
They tried to shut me down on MTV
But it feels so empty without me
So come on dip, bum on your lips
jump back, jiggle her hip and wiggle a bit
And get ready cuz this is about to get heavy
I just settled all my lawsuits, "_uck you Debbie!"


Now this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me

I said this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me


Little hellions, kids feeling rebellious
Embarrassed, their parents still listen to Elvis
They start feeling like prison is helpless,
Til someone comes along on a mission and yells "b*tch"
A visionary, vision is scary, could start a revolution,
Pollutin' the air waves a rebel
So let me just revel and bask,
In the fact that I got everyone kissing my ass
And it's a disaster such a catastrophe
For you to see so damn much of my ass you ask for me?
Well I'm back (*Batman Noise*) fix your bent antenna
Tune it in and then I'm gonna enter
Into the front of your skin like a splinter
The center of attention back for the winter
I'm interesting, the best thing since wrestling
Infesting in your kids ears and nesting
Testing "Attention Please"
Feel the tension soon as someone mentions me
Here's my 10 cents my 2 cents is free
A nuisance, who sent, you sent for me?


Now this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me

I said this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me
A tisk-it a task-it,
I go tit for tat with anybody who's talking this & that sh_t
Chris Kirkpatrick, you can get your ass kicked
Worse than them little Limp Bizkit bastards,
And Moby, you can get stomped by Obie,
You 36 year old bald headed scared ____ me
You don't know me, you're too old
Let go, it's over, nobody listens to techno
Now lets go, just give me the signal
I will be there with a whole list full of new insults
I've been dope, suspenseful with a pencil
Ever since Prince turned himself into a symbol
But sometimes man it just seems,
Everybody only wants to discuss me
So this means I'm disgusting,
But its just me I'm just obscene
Though I'm not the first king of controversy
I am the worst thing since Elvis Presley,
To do Black Music so selfishly
And use it to get myself wealthy (Hey)
There's a concept that works
20 million other white rappers emerge
But no matter how many fish in the sea
It'll be so empty without me

Now this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me

I said this looks like a job for me
So everybody just follow me
Cuz we need a little controversy,
Cuz it feels so empty without me
Hum dei la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la
Hum dei la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la

"Kids!"
When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day 'we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day 'we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
"When i can weigh more of friendship in comparison with love or lust, i am usually able to succeed."
suddenly having craving to buy samsung t100....damn..but i told my mum i dunwan to buy phone liao....haiz nvm lar...wait till next yr loh...
lousy morning.... dunno wad to do actually...as in dunno whether i shud study or not...i need a break... but i shud oso study...i dun mind which one.. perhaps i can get in both today...
read the life section today...said smth about.."If you are single today, call and date somebody out". hahah cool~~ cannot lar...me humji....=pp
esther msging me bout some crap... didnt haf her num cos i was using fai's phone tat time...so i kinda dunno who until i asked back...sheessh...
think i can do wif some reading of john grisham's the partner...
nic's sats cd is still lying there...dunno when am i going to take a look at it oso...maybe not in the near future lar...
yea i am happy when i heard my name being called out...but i still cant believe i am playing left back...
yawnnz....such a sian day....will be a sian day i know...
Men show their characters in nothing more clearly than in what they think laughable.

hmmm....cheem...but if it is wad i think it is...it is another true statement.
eve ar... if u are reading this... juz take this as boosting ur ego lar...u look damn damn chio in one of the photos u took wif jas, howe and glenn...=p
Why do people care whether others care for them or not?
Why do people care whether their friends are there when they have problems?
Why do people want others to care for them when they first care for the others?
Why do people care so much about being cared?
Why do people care what others think about caring other people?

Simple questions, difficult answers. Ask yourselves these... and ponder over them.
i cant wait for mon to come...cant wait to go sch... cos there are ppl in sch... hmmz...guess u get my drift yea...
anyway....its somewhat decided for the 1st team....sachin in goal...ganesh, omar, benedict and cedric in def... prem, irrfan, calvin and nitin in midfield... mark and kennth attack...think kenneth is too slow...but he is strong and big lar...den mark is slow oso lar..but his control is good...the rest i got no prob wif...juz the strikers lar... abit problematic...so many strikers now...still got vince, marc and alan...
i still got to say...i cant understand why he played me at left back...in def...he knows i am a striker...anyway...the score at the end is 8-1...to the j2s lar...and the half i played in...they scored 7 past us...i wud say only 1 goal is my fault entirely...cmon loh....my team for tat half sucks...leon as center back....whoa manz...aeron cant play right back lar...raj easily outpace him...den ken right wing...wesley center mid...a bit ineffective...cos he doesnt defend much...vince was playing def mid...okie lar...but we were totally outplayed...only benedict is a 1st teamer there...and he didnt play like how he shud...i see him strolling all over the place....obviously he isnt playing his heart out...den marcus and wilvin attack...a bit ineffective too...its a screw up team lar...for tat 2nd half...but to be able to get chosen for the team i am deeply satisfied...and also brian was playing left wing...and i cant blardee hell play wif him lar...i do overlapping runs he dun pass...den i cross for him he dun run...fark lar...
okie...i gotta play today~!!!! YAY~!!!! hahha...cool rite....well....i gotta play at.....left back....-_-

tat is like so bleah manz...i am a blardee STRIKER....and i see no reason in adrian ho playing me in a position which i will last think of...

at 1st...he actually put me as LAST MAN...which is like damn damn damn cool loh....hahahah....me?? as last man??? i think i will do better being the ball boy...

but at least lar...i get to play one whole half...as left back...juz screwed up one part...pass back and caused one goal...my mistake...

surely loh...

He thinks Adrian Ho thinks he is Roberto Carlos.