dont think 31st is a good date....its hard to come by too....like on alt months only....1st will be nice...whoa...

please....i hope...i beg of u....to let her out....juz this once....to let my year be a complete one.....and i will personally do wad i need to...for it to haf a fairytail ending....

tmr last day of 2002 liao....wah....wad a year manz....so much....so so much....

His mood boiled up a little just now. Not something he wanted. But its unavoidable most of the times for those who know him. Hunger forgotten for awhile, and pain and disbelief come into way. He should have known, afterall he is almost 18, that there isn't a point. Just plain simplicity is what he is ever striving out to achieve. However, sometimes he just got to get his brain working, criticising a bit for he knows if he stops, he might just lose his emotions. He is going to sleep now. There's school tomorrow.

If you don't like something, you got every single right not to care about it.

If you want to care about it, make sure you care about it until you like it.

All talk no action.

Don't like it right.

Do something to change it then.

No point criticising.

And when i am trying to change you.

Don't ever get mad at me.

Because i won't want you to.

I just hope you will show some action if i ever done anything wrong.

People born in the year of 1985... your age: 17(according to now)

In 2 days time... all the people in my batch will be 18... not counting the months and days.

18 years old...

I hope everyone realises that...

and think... what 18 year olds do... how they should do it... and how they should think of things as...

18... such a nice number...

Can i have something to eat please??

Just a bit...

i hate mosquitoes.

Confession: I have a craving for tom yam cup noodles now...

wahhhhhhhhhhh......hungry.......stomach growling sia....

About a century or two ago, the Pope decided that all the Jews had to leave Rome. Naturally there was a big uproar from the Jewish community. So the Pope made a deal. He would have a religious debate with a member of the Jewish community. If the Jew won, the Jews could stay. If the Pope won, the Jews would leave. The Jews realized that they had no choice. So they picked a middle aged man named Moishe to represent them.

Moishe asked for one addition to the debate. To make it more interesting, neither side would be allowed to talk.

The Pope agreed. The day of the great debate came. Moishe and the Pope sat opposite each other for a full minute before the Pope raised his hand and showed three fingers. Moishe looked back at him and raised one finger. The Pope waved his fingers in a circle around his head. Moishe pointed to the ground where he sat. The Pope pulled out a wafer and a glass of wine. Moishe pulled out an apple. The Pope stood up and said, "I give up. This man is too good. The Jews can stay."

An hour later, the cardinals were all around the Pope asking him what had happened. The Pope said, "First I held up three fingers to represent the Trinity. He responded by holding up one finger to remind me that there was still one God common to both our religions. Then I waved my finger around me to show him that God was all around us. He responded by pointing to the ground and showing that God was also right here with us. I pulled out the wine and wafer to show that God absolves us from our sins. He pulled out an apple to remind me of the original sin. He had an answer for everything. What could I do?"

Meanwhile, the Jewish community had crowded around Moishe. "What happened?" they asked.

"Well," said Moishe, "First he said to me that the Jews had three days to get out of here. I told him that not one of us was leaving. Then he told me that this whole city would be cleared of Jews. I let him know that we were staying right here."

"Yes, yes,.. and then???" asked the crowd.

"I don't know," said Moishe, "He took out his lunch, and I took out mine."

An 80 year old man is having his annual check-up at
his doctor's office.
He says to the doctor, "I've never felt better in my
whole life. In fact, I have a 20 year old bride who's
pregnant and having my child.

What do you think of that !!!"

The doctor thinks for a second and then says,"Let me
tell you a story.

I know this guy who's an avid hunter. He never misses
a hunting season.

But one day he's in a hurry to go hunting and he
accidentally grabs his umbrella instead of his rifle.

So he's in the woods and suddenly a giant grizzly bear
appears out of nowhere. He raises his umbrella, points
at the bear, squeezes the handle and the bear drops
dead in front of him.
What do you think of that?"

The old man says, "That's impossible. Someone else
must have shot that bear!".

"EXACTLY" says the doctor.


This Red Indian boy goes to his mother one day with a
puzzled look on his face.

"Say,Mom," he asked, "why is my bigger brother named
'Mighty Storm'?"

"Because he was conceived during a mighty storm.",she
replied.
"Why is my sister named 'Corn Flower'?"
"Well," his mother answered, "Your father and I were
in a cornfield

when we made her."
"And why is my other sister called 'Moon Child'?"
"We were watching the moon landing while she was
conceived," the mother replied.
The mother then asked the boy, "Tell me, Broken
Rubber, why are you so curious?!"

Mr. Johnson got himself a new secretary. She was
young, sweet, and very polite. One day while taking
dictation, she noticed his fly was open. When leaving
the room, she said, "Mr.Johnson, your barracks door is
open."

He did not understand her remark, but later on he
happened to look down and saw that his zipper was
open. He decided to have some fun with his secretary.

Calling her in, he asked, "By the way Miss Jones, when
you saw my barracks door was open this morning, did
you also notice a soldier standing at attention?"

The secretary, who was quite witty replied, "Why no
sir,all I saw was a little disabled veteran sitting on
two duffel bags."


"Mum, can I ask you something?"
"Sure! What about?"
"You see, I'm already fourteen and... I think it's
just proper that I should own one."
"And what is this 'one' you're referring to?"
"Could you buy me a neat set of brassieres?"
"No."
"But my nipples are already prominent and it catches
attention."

"Nope."
"It will be just proper at my age..."
"I said no way...!"
"But all of my friends wears.......!"
"David! How many times must I tell you that bras are
for girls!?"

> > -*-*-*ToTaL SiGnS oF fLiRtInG*-*-*- <<
*~*Guys*~*
1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you. =)

2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny. (hmmmmz...i remembered this)

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. (yea....sometimes...)

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. (argghhh molest~!!!)

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face (wahahhahah!!)

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested. (uh huh...)

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.( i hope i haf the chance manz....)

8. She criticizes you on a girl you like. (not quite true la...)

9. You catch her staring at you. (O_O)

10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you. (LOL....argggggghhhhh ms nathan!!!!!)

11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.

12. She knows your phone number and address.

13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

*~*Girls*~*

1. He stares at you a lot. (wahahahhahahahahah)

2. He hits you a lot. (just play hitting ) (wah...we dun abuse k....=ppp)

3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation with you (erm...sometimes??)

4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mom that day she picked you up from school. (wahahha....auntie!! haf u eaten???!!?!)

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cuz you (yeah...)
couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.

6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process (yeah too...)

7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk. (well.....)

8. You hung up on him. He called you back. (hahaha....try me manz...i might juz call back and when u pick up...i hung up on u....=p)

9. You were invited by him to a group outing. (how i wish i got the courage to....haiz....muz eat more shit....hahah)

10. He called you to talk about nothing at all. (well....not so true k...when got nothing to tok...how to call...u dun juz call and say HELLO....den silence....silence....silence rite...)

11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you
laugh even harder. (LOL......wahhahahahahah)

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation. (yes....very very true)

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes. (*blush*)

14. He tries every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, ass, thighs, etc.)
(erm...who want to touch u manz....)

help me help you...
love me love you...

"i like to help those who try to help themselves"...=)

well...this year has been excellent..i hope it stays this way thruout my whole jc term.....

crazy ppl...spas....haiz...i am one of them....

Kenneth f**k you...
pls dun f**k me...f**k paul...
oh but paul is unf**kable...

and it goes on and on...till...kenneth f**k you...

and the thing is repeated again...piangz...i dunno how i can be stuffed wif so much shit...

heres the 2nd one...

kenneth you are full of shit...
whos more full of shit...the big guy wif the bigger intestine or the small guy wif the smaller intestine?
but your shit is in my pants...
but how can my shit be in ur pants??
cos ur ass is in my pants...
but if my ass is in ur pants...den where is ur ass??
erm...my ass is in ur ass la....
den if ur ass is in my ass....where is my shit?
okok...ur shit is in my ass then...

well..i suppose thats where i get my shit from....

polly's sitting on top of my monitor...kinda seng aek....but it looks real cute this way...

oh ya...tmr's jas and bmt's bday...sat is nic's bday...happy bday to all of them....lol....little babies....

decided to stay home today....after quite sometime...finally i get to smell my house for some hrs....but the dreaded geog assignment keeps on poppin up in my head....damn it manz....its really a lot...haiz....time to motivate myself to get some work done....discipline where are u.....haha

went down to the charity fun fair 2 days ago...carolling...and basically trying to throw coins into the bucket wif kenneth...and yay i got the 12 hrs i wanted...it rained heavily...like how it is now...and luckily at nite nv rain...and so the whole of orchard road was crowded...both on the pavement and on the road...imagine at 0130 hrs...there was a traffic jam along orchard road...

quite a few things happened this 2 days...well...yay!!

and...i know wad i want already...

suppose to do 24hrs CIP today till tmr...but decided not to go...too seh...actually not too tired la....cos 9pm till 9pm can slp la...juz tat i want time for myself...really been kinda neglecting a bit...abusing myself sia...already asked julz if can den help me and ken cheat...but shud be going there tmr morn...stay awhile..den hope can go shopping for gifts...

really hope the guys whom i haf msged to go down town tmr do really go down...maybe i shud gif them a call or smth tmr....

wed laopeh, son and brudder coming play mj rite?

haha toking about brudder...tat day i was thinking...if i got a wife...den wad is my brudder's relationship wif her...brother in law or sister in law...kinda confused...but i guess its brother in law rite...cos he is my brudder rite...so bleah....okok...hahah...muz be the work...when u sit for 6 hrs and not do anything much...smth loosen in ur head...den when u draw out the family tree....its kinda impressive u know....

ok...an update on wad lah had been doing...playing renewal...his character is lvl 27 now...surprising still can play even though p2p comes in...dunno when they are going to bar those who didnt pay...been working...glad its over...i aint a stoner and i cant sit down for 6 hrs...but my patience is quite okie...but really glad i dun haf to go thru the process of clicking and clicking...and looking at my watch only to see 10 mins had gone by...went to jiji's house yest...played 2 rounds of mj...haha...paiseh la...no mood when u all nv play money...den play cs...den slp...been dancing about....juz now went sch in the morn for council item...a bit of unnecessary dispute...its always miscommunications...and assumptions...and attitude comes in for here too....but nvm la...been watching quite a few movies lately....actually wanted to watch volcano high juz now but ken say too late liao...so came home..

check out the timeline...and i havent quite got a proper hol....erm bro paul...can i haf another mth off or smth?? oh cmon....pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee....

in a blue bolt...2 mths...zooooooooooom....and its almost gone...a bit glad...somehow...surprised by that...but i supposed i was all excited and worried b4 the hols...about the everything...den now its almost over...not bad way to spend a hol...but definitely not one that i will want in 3 years...too much to take...its like the water droplets on the bottle...too much and they will join together...and too big a droplet will cause it to slide down...marking the end of everything....

saw the ad on the bus..."single and bored?"

hmm...does it mean that if you are bored...you should start looking for a partner?

tired.burnt out.exhausted.almost.sub-consciously.in a swirl.a lot.too many things.spinning.fast.real fast.too fast.too many.everything coming.my way.lost track.too immense.too much.serious.can handle.but what's the point?

I HATE PKERS WHO THINK JUZ BCOS THEY ARE HIGH LEVEL, THEY GOT THE *BEEPZ* RIGHT TO BULLY PPLE...

Should i be sr8forward?? be truthful and be frank?? but i cant imaging the consequences....and actually thats not the point....i cant gather my mojo...and...i see no interest from either of them...maybe i shud bring out my old bag of tricks to see some responses....

and damn...now after xmas play had ended...i miss everything...jiji wad u say is true manz...i really hope we can do this all over again...

damn....why did the twins miss the yellow flag???????? haiz...really hated ken and gerard manz....they can jolly well go fall of the cyclo a few more times....but i've got this gut feeling that they will win....

havent been to irc for some time...been playing rnw...and i cant play rnw on my comp...so gotta use my sis laptop...and her laptop got no irc...but i can go to those channels via the rnw webbie which has a irc channel of its own....haiz...the effects of gaming...

i guess it all comes down to amanda and trista for me...family consultation?? no thank you...for amanda...there isnt quite a spark...for trista...there isnt enuf mojo....

i believe i saw her again...the car sped past...and...i think i caught a glimpse of her...juz the side view...but its so prominent...and den i turned and looked at her back...sure it looks like her...and its yishun...her nephew lives there...there's a high possibility that she lives there too...and even the shirt is so familiar...

haiz...memories from china...

If only life is so simple, they can go talk about being peaceful and no pking and stuff, but in the actual world where no such

things actually quite occur, how do you think it can occur in a gaming world. If you people ask for realism, then i suppose there

should be the hunters since players each have their weaknesses. When it comes down to greed and selfishness, the problem

just simply occurs because when others are stronger than you, they see no wrong in taking over your possessions if they are

capable of doing it. At most they get is a pk counter, which doesnt quite meant anything. Who cares about a counter when you

can get extra items, or even cash. Even so, their names go red, and they can get it clear by going to GOR. But what actually is

there for the big hoohah about the game being lousy? Oh cmon...its only out for like 1 mth? and people are complaining this

and that. If you think you are good enough to go set up a company in Singapore, start a massive online game, go ahead... and

start preparing to get your mailbox flood with "feedback" about bugs and insults. When the bad guys appear, eventually there are the

good ones who will stand up and unite the people. A truly ambitious dream, extremely. Human issues...very

touchy...not good to mess with...yet they try. I admire them for that. Salute. Singaporeans... yesterday after reading the stuff

in the forum, i found out the difference between us people and the people in european countries or the US, where other online games

are based at. Extremely typical. Too pampered. I guess they just got to be hit more by realism before realising they should do

something to change it. Maybe not change it. Just to adapt to it.

This group of friends will truly remain together for a long long time...

really nice feeling...to hear the audience clapping...to see all our efforts not wasted....all coming to a success...=)
i hope the moment can linger a bit longer...

tired....haiz...really tired....but think i going to play renewal a bit more tonite...lvl up a bit more...but really need to rest now...den jialat...havent practise omens of love yet...tmr need play!!! argghh...
photocopied the geog assignment liao...den the proj paradise stuff oso done liao...GM on mon...tues facil training...den work...i hope i dun get too bored at work....6 hrs leh...can die sia...hmm...maybe it is oso a chance for me to do wad i am suppose to do....

whew...long time no update...the play was a success~!!!! hahaa....YAY~!!!! HOOORAAAYYYY~!!!! =)))))))))

i think the bachelor is damn fake...all kinda shit can be said manz...

nothing much to blog nowadays....about the same la...think i will go get another spare batt and a desktop charger after getting my ang pao money next year...

tmr full dress rehearsal...really really hope everyone will be serious about it...get it done wif...everyone happy...nathan oso happy...den fri set liao....

damn...if i dun on air con...there will be mosquitoes and bugss...and i cant get to slp....sorry dad...sorry mum....i promise i will work hard when i grow up...

damn...cant play renewal...installation problem...bachelor on tv now...left trista and amanda...think it will be amanda...and damn...why is everyone migrating...den it sorta has become fate tat i am left wif the last one...kinda....hmmz....so is that it?

wah...me is a shagged boy...

off to play renewal now...

sometimes...the time juz comes...and u juz decide to talk to ur mum...and suddenly...u realise she isnt the strict...cannot-be-talk-to-mum....she is the 'shi shang zhi you ma ma hao' mum...who cares for u...who gives u all the hope u want...and need....and u juz felt so blessed...and even without knowing it...suddenly...u juz love her....

Khairi...a few words for u...stand ur own ground...dun let the truth be twisted to lies or threat...never ever haf the fear in u tat u will be accused for something u never done...never...dun be intimidated by bro paul...u know wad u did...if it is wrong...den i cant help...but if it is right...he cant do anything...u know it urself...prove it to him....remember tat he as a principal cannot twist facts...

Selamat Hari Raya to all my frens out there~!!!!

jialat...the english word list is too long......think tmr go there juz hoot...

LOL.....jas...nice email....

JERRY: Tonight on the Jerry Springer show we have a particularly interesting episode! LAH is here to finally confess something to a long-time friend of his manfred. So everyone please put your hands together for LAH!
Jerry: Okay, now LAH you're here to talk about someone aren't you?
You: Yes.
Jerry: And what is this other persons name?
You: Jaslyn.
The crowd SQUEALS with delight.
Jerry: Okay, okay, well Jaslyn, is actually here tonight -
The crowd SQUEALS.
Jerry: But first we have a surprise for you LAH, because as it happens there is someone else here to see YOU! So let's bring out... huattie!
You: What the HELL!!!
Out of nowhere you pull out a powerbomb. huattie reaches for the nuclear bomb. Out of the shadows Yifai appears.
Yifai: Wait everybody wait!
Jerry: Yes, everybody let's just calm down for a moment here. First tell us why you're here huattie.
huattie: Because I saw LAH and Yifai making out at fred's ass!
The crowd goes absolutely INSANE.
Yifai: That's a lie! I was home watching The Gay Flick!
Jerry: (raising his hands) Hold on, hold on, I'm missing the problem here...what exactly IS the problem huattie?
huattie: Because I've recently been taking part in a sexual relationship with manfred who has recently become engaged to Yifai.
The crowd hollers, screams and whoops in an orchestra of orgasmic excitement.
Jerry: Okay, okay. Well why don't we bring manfred out here because LAH had something that they needed to tell them anyway about... Jaslyn that's right!
manfred: (enters onto stage and saunters over towards you) What's the deal? I saw you outside getting it on with Jaslyn! You know I'm how I feel about Jaslyn!.
Yifai: (screams) What? Why the hell did you ask me to marry you if you're in love with Jaslyn!
manfred: Because I knew that I could never have Jaslyn. But LAH promised me that they'd never hook up out of respect for my feelings!
Yifai: What about respect for MY feelings!
huattie walks suddenly across the stage, embracing manfred.
huattie: Don't worry baby, you don't need any of them now that you have me.
Again the crowd SQUEALS.
Yifai: Oh my God! Are you SICK!
Yifai runs across the room and wraps their arms around you tightly.
Yifai: LAH take me away from all of this!
You: You see? That's the thing...I'm...well, I'm married...
The crowd does its bit.
Yifai: Married?
You nod.
Yifai: Who the hell are you married to? When...when did this happen? I don't understand!
You: The other day. In Vegas. I'm married to Jaslyn.
manfred: (screaming) WHAT!!!
Jerry: (grinning widely, makes an enquiry) So...did you have a nice wedding night?
Jaslyn: (stepping back out onto center stage) Well we had sex 5 1/2 times if that's what you mean.
The crowd squeals.
Jerry: Okay, okay. So let me get this all straight... LAH is married to Jaslyn who manfred has secretly been in love with for years and years. Now manfred has recently become engaged to Yifai who was recently spotted kissing LAH in the fred's ass. Now on top of this huattie has just admitted to being in a sexual relationship with manfred.
Jaslyn: That's right Jerry.
Jerry: (looking sternly into the camera) It is times like these that one has to wonder, whether or not these people are aware that they are quite clinically insane. Perhaps we should be spending more on psychiatric health funds in this country, perhaps we should just ban Vegas to cut down on impulse marriages. Perhaps I should get a new job. Thanks for watching folks it's been great but for now...it's goodnight.
Queue cheesy background music and fade to black.

after seeing R and C...B and C....i haf found new hope......=) if there is a will....there is a way....

and...fuck.....damn damn DAMN DAMN DAMN~!!! was freaking pissed....now thinking back am still pissed....about the sup results...haizzzzzzzzzzzz....

or perhaps it is a sign?? cos it somehow clear all the thinking....and it seems very direct now....so its her??....but hmmm??

and the party at lush was sucky...not the drink or the music...but the bouncer....screw him manz...does he come from a kampong or wad....

played in the friendly at st wilfred...for 20 mins...chose to sub out bcos of my illness...screw those yellow phlegm manz.....tis time i played at right back...and i made my pt clear to adrian ho liao...meaning i really gotta prove myself the next time...

damn...everything's wet now....and there's rehearsal at 12 tmr...wtf am i doing manz.....

better go slp now...if not really will haf a headache...and as i myself now...i dun quite enjoy a headache...so why suffer....i enjoy being healthy....so i muz go and rest now....so tat i can study later..so tat i can do well...which i will like...of course do things i like....wah...now i know why i am FOS....

wahahahhaa........(IGNORE ALL THIS)......i need to let myself gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................AwdrhuiqohruioafxncnuiGEFqehpfW;FNM,SfphQnornk OH fcuk...thot the keyboary jammed juz nwo.....wahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....and come to think of it...everyone's overseas....boring manz...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh explosionnnnnn timeeeeeeeeeeeee.......ravingg crazyyyyy fucked up kid here.....one hell of a shitter......kaaaaaaabooooooooooommmmmmm~!!! haha....oh help~!!! somebody save me.....please oh please.....tats pretty dramatic huh.....i think i juz misses my computer...............................................

going to pengz soon....going to slp for a while i think...den later den study for SAT...zzzz juz now on the bus was dozing off...den got off the bus got thunderstorm...and the bus stop nowadays dunno who design one....so damn freaking lousy....cant even cover or shelter properly....i was drenched like shit....and okok anyway...tat was one of the heaviest rain i seen in months....

the ikea advertisement about 'where is the thing' is damn funny...its really getting into us manz...hahaa...oh ya...the big guy, the small guy and the full of shit guy went to watch die another day...a bit lousy la...meaning the plot...the cast quite cool....but its a bit off the realistic way....realised tat james bond never got hit by a single bullet....

yay~!! man u winning now....forlan rocks manz...juz like in fifa oso...

hope can get to play tmr...

some stuff to add on about whether a guy and a gal can be best fren...yea lil...sometimes its the frens thingie...they sorta do 'extra' things...make everything more troublesome...but most ppl shud understand la...ppl are becoming more open minded nowadays....about the feelings part...erm...well i think they shud be some la....but some frenship is juz pure frenship...tat they enjoy being wif one another and stuff...no lovey feelings or any sort...but sometimes a long lasting relationship juz start out from there...

tired...still not okie yet...throat still abit wrong...got lottsa phlegm juz now during soccer...too long nv exercise...

jialat...too busy...tmr got soccer friendly at st. wilfred...den dunno whether can make it for rehearsal...den grad nite...all the way till 12....surely wont be tired lo...den going show's chalet...how to slp...den next morn going sch for rehearsal...den job interview...den dance...surely i wont pengz lo...haha