Some recent photos...

The ever-lasting stars ceilling...

The PRIDE bulletin Ivan and me was doing the whole week... nice hor??

Gosh... i found this lying on the road and now it's lying in my room... =p

I cut my hair today... and i've got no freaking idea why i only decided to cut the sides and back...
And i swear i look like a character in Dragonball... maybe only the direction of the hair is different...



Well... go on and laugh... i know it's funny...

Fill me up, let me down.
You did.
I was helpless, i was out.
I was.
You joined wings to my back,
And taught me how to fly.
I flew higher than you wanted,
But you wouldn't pull me down.
Then you cut off my wings,
And i pummelled.

Somehow i've been telling everyone not to show your angry side at people who aren't the cause of your anger. Realised i can't do that. Even if i keep that at the back of my mind, but i guess somehow there's this bit of frustration and irritated tone in my voice, which further leads to more unhappiness when the people i talk to gets angry, which makes me even more angry. What the hell.

He sat there by the corner, no one really bothering.
He wasn't really a part, nor any parcel is he like now.
We just took his presence for granted,
For i guess we all don't really care.
Maybe if he is to get caught on flames,
Or maybe if he's drowning,
Then we might go and save him.
But for now, it's just another shadow in the room.

So bored! I need some excitement in my life. Maybe the occurance of one made me realise how stagnant everyday my life is. Day in day out i do the same thing. I need to do something like maybe, jump from rooftops to rooftops, or maybe witness a dog giving birth, or maybe i just need to be subjected to more moods. It's so boring to feel happy, sad, angry, funny, weird and bored everyday.

"Ni bu zai... dang wo zui xu yao ai...ni que bu zai..."

Forking around the whole of today. Feel so slave-ly. But time passes real fast while you are working.

Eye bags getting real bad... haiz...

A little disappointment, a little suspicious
Acted blur didn't i, oh yea i did.
Feeling it somewhat important,
Afterall it marks something.
But who am i to say what i want,
And i have done what i did by myself,
No one told me to.
So if i am going to whine,
That will only be childish.

Some photos from yesterday...

The pro... can even take a shot while sitting on the chair... =p

Peek-a-boo~

The dudes i was with last night...

The gals i was with last night...

"If you fail this test, you are subjected to prosecution for drink driving..."

Then it dawned on me... drink driving... i had read it so many times... sheeesh and the consequences of that. Since yf said i should write about it, i should write a full-blown recount about it. But to tell you the truth, and as what i've told those who were with me yesterday, my balls almost dropped and my heart was in my throat.

And to think that in today's Sunday Times is an article on Mediacorp actor Terrence Cao in a hospital with cops for drink driving. That dude was in that area last night too. Oh well... it was damn freaking scary la... Like suddenly everything flashes by and something at the back of your mind tells you that your life is going down the drain.

Saw from a distance that was a road block... then i was like shit... came to my turn, wounded down my window then that cop asked us where were we going... then before i knew it, he asked me to drive and stop at the side of the road. I was like... die liao la... Got off then went over to the other side, in my mind thoughts were furiously running through, like how the hell am i going to minimise the output of alcohol in my breath that kind of thing... but damn it i was damn sober la. I just didn't know how much alcohol is beyond that limit...

Anyway, this cop used the breath analyser thing on me. I swear i was acting dumb la... but then can't blame me also, first time what... took a few tries... then after that the cop showed me the screen of the analyser... it was like "Analysing..." and i swear the few seconds was as bad as waiting for my A's results...

Then the screen flashes "Passed"... i was like thank you man... and trust that i still have the guts to go chit chat with that cop about the different status of the past "testees"... But i swear... never ever do that again man... you wouldn't like to think so much about handcuffs or going to court...

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Anyway, yesterday went to 2 clubs. Coco and Liquid. Worth it even though i spent quite a lot because i hadn't did this for months man... Was starting to fill up in Coco then had to leave to put sh's bag in the car, went back to find them outside liquid. So decided to go liquid since the queue disappear le(it was hell freaking long when we first reached). Liquid was packed... Stayed around until it closes then they decided to go for supper, or rather an earlier breakfast. So me, fred, yf, sh and eunice left for bukit timah for prata. Eunice suddenly said she felt like going home so dropped her halfway. Then zelia, amanda and 2 others joined us. Stayed around until 5? Can't remember the time... Was so damn shagged...

But it was fun... what a night...

A bit lack of sleep... shall go sleep for awhile later i guess...

Suddenly didn't feel like sleeping. So i went to read back the pasts in one of the blogs. It was quite nice, to remember things and see how things have changed. How we were like in the past... and i was reading and reading and suddenly i felt a pang of jealousy. Lol... it still does come to me yea...

No one likes solo people. No one would say they prefer a lone ranger to a team player. That's just human nature. Humans like others to depend on them. It sort of gives them a sense of power/dominance. Such as you asking them for help during some tasks, sure they will nag and whine but in the end when they go and help you, it kind of gives them this belief that others need them around. And this feeling makes them feel good.

Well... he is too self centered. True he is like me, a bit ji xing and always wants to get things done. But the problem is not everyone is like that, and the worse thing is majority of the people tends to be a bit more relaxed. He finishes his tasks promptly and accurately, but when it comes to EQ, there is a problem there. His eagerness to impress eventually gets the better of him, and it is irritating. Eager to please and eager to impress is different. The former contains more humility whereas the latter embodies a little of arrogance.

No one likes arrogant people. Sure you are good, but people don't like to constantly hear how good you are. And if you don't reveal your weaknesses, in a way you are showing you don't need any help, and as written above, no one exactly wants to care about people who they can't help. He has a bike like me too. But he cycles off before everyone else leaves. Even when he doesn't cycle, he "disappears" way before everyone else. His reason: He simply doesn't like to wait.

Take for example that evening. It was 515 and everyone was going to book out soon. There was a call and there was some work needed to be done and manpower was needed. So we all left our stuff in the office and went straight to help. After 30 mins when the task was done, we were walking back to the office when we found that he wasn't around anymore. Then M said he already informed him to say that he's going back straight to bunk to change. Well, true he didn't leave anything in the office for him to go back and take, but... it's all about walking back together, sitting JC's van back to bunk together and booking out together. I guess you got the drift.

At BSS, it is a very cohesive place. When there are problems, we try to help one another out. When the "botak" is out to get us, we all stand on the same side. It isn't a place just for working efficiently and getting things done. It is a place where we help cover each others' asses as well as show what brothers are for. True there are ugly moments too, like KW's "legendary" kick on Anthony's head, and my argument with Albs, but those were in the past.

That time i was invited by WK to his birthday dinner at Geylang. Everyone turned up. I was surprised and i thought would i do it if it was my dinner. Am i that close to them all? Now i understand... when you spend every weekday with this bunch of people, you are bound to be close. A few of them are even going to KL tmr.

When people are all selfless and very giving, it creates an aura of trust and communication among them. But he is too high up for others... haiz... too bad then...

Zzzz... so tired... and anyone who said air rifle is easy... it ain't...

After trying the rifle, everyone was saying how heavy the it is and it isn't easy because there isn't much support, and unless you've got plenty of strength, which Zico has aplenty, but who still complain of how heavy the rifle is, trust me it isn't exactly very easy to hit the target. And if marksman like Zico and Shaun(and me=p) say it's difficult... there is bound to be some sort of challenge.

Well... tried aiming at the target(which is very small), plus the fact that it isn't only about hitting the target... it's about having a small grouping size. If you can hit the black area 4 out of 5 times you are very good already. Took my last try to get 4, but that seriously suck because i thought good would be like hitting 2 near the bull's eye and the rest close by. And i swear the holding method is very awkward. You actually see people bending in a funny manner all over the range.

But it was fun. Then there wasn't much time so i quickly tried 1 shot with the pistol, which is surprisingly so much easier. Because it is so much lighter, there is much more control. Nvm shall try more of it tmr.

Saw a guy from Delta there whom i forgot the name. Haha... just talked to him but i was too paiseh to ask for his name... And he said he doesn't like the "bald one" too!! Looks like everyone thinks the same...

Such a great day, because time passes so fast. Haha...

And too bad i couldn't play FM yesterday. Because either i need the crack for mac, or i need the original disc... which the former i think is non-existent... and it's not worth buying the original disc now considering FM2006's going to come out in Nov. Wait until then i guess. For now i will stick to WE8.

Zico said something really funny yesterday. Because Martin is always singing in the office, his voice is somewhat alright la... then Zico said if his voice transfer to me, then at least can make it... because (i swear this is hilarious) of all the guys, only i look more like a human... ahhhhh hmmmmmmm definitely an ego booster, but... yeah.... damn freaking hilarious...

There were lots of talk on people going into the flush tank. Well a flush tank is a big tank filled with water(but mixed with mud, oil and shit from obms)... and it's kind of like a tradition for bday boys to go into the flush tank. But everyone's been nice and friendly to one another for sometime. Ever since i went to BSS, i only saw Alvin being dunked into it once... and now there's talk he's going in again because of his false info about Junyang winning the Jue Dui Superstar. Actually he doesn't need to go in but because he claims that if his info is wrong, he will "tok"(meaning cut off his you know what)... but we don't do such cruel stuff =p ya so the flush tank is the next resort. And Ivan recently have been shooting his mouth off, but can't blame him because he is always so straight-in-your-face. But seriously... it's all for fun. The only person that i am waiting to be thrown in is Zico. Hehe... when the day comes, we will recruit everyone available and it will be a hellish affair.

Tmr only need to report at 10. SHIOK! Lucky Ivan... he lives right behind Safra...

My lame-o laobu just commented on the new carplates...

The new car is SFX... F = father and so SCX... C = child... yea right... hah.

Tmr and fri go Safra shoot pellets... Can't wait for this week to end... Dudes... see you all this Sat yea??? No flying kite arh... Too bad YH not around... miss seeing him puke at every tree... =p

And WM said FM can play on mac... probably later if got chance i will make a trip down to Alvin's house to get the cd...

Me = Shagged boy

Needs sleep. Room in a mess. Needs to be packed. And my ibook is turning dirty.

Today's practice was pretty fun. But i was too tired to truly enjoy it.

Zzzz...

I like honest talks. Talks that expose the ugly sides of people. Talks that take courage to perform. Talks... which show that we are afterall, really human.

Boring day. Trashed every single team. 3 Stars is really too easy. But 4 stars is too tiring. Haiz sian.

Begin to realise the extra responsibilities it will come at the end of this month. And it's becoming kind of like a challenge...

Wootz~!!! New MSN can display photos~!!!! HOORAYY~!!! hahhaa... and... I CAN FINALLY SEND FILES~!!!! This calls for a celebration~!!!!


Hah. =p

Recently had 2 flashbacks from dreams. Pretty scary because those dreams were quite sometime back but the thing is when i was doing the "thing", the memory suddenly zaps past my mind.

Just watched Bruce Almighty. The show taught us some stuff, like it isn't easy to be God and... that to be truly happy is to see others happy.

Today in class saw a lovebite mark on her neck... tsk tsk... hahaa... =p

And yay~!! Man U won a hard-fought match against Aston Villa. Another 3 points in the bag...

In life, it is important to be happy. Pointless to hurt the ones you love and treasure, for you will feel their hurt too. Thus, let us all try to receive happiness, by first being the giver.

Got to leave house earlier later. Need to go get some mahjong paper and vanguard sheet for some decorations. Stupid PRIDE stuff la. Tonight got Man U's match. I want to watch leh...

Boreddddddd....

Got to leave house earlier later. Need to go get some mahjong paper and vanguard sheet for some decorations. Stupid PRIDE stuff la. Tonight got Man U's match. I want to watch leh...

Boreddddddd....

Freaking tired. Can barely keep my eyes open. Starting to get painful too. What a day, and what a funny show. Still haven't go club after numerous thoughts about it. Hair still up, but i really can't be bothered to do anything to it now... shall go sleep. Night.

Jolly-wolly such a polly,
Just like Willy Wonker The Wacky Wanker,
Who is on screens now everywhere.
So jovial and excited, at everything snacky,
Like an ant on a sweet, bite bite bite.
Little bit by bit, the sweet satisfaction,
Engulfed in warm air, entices me.

Some thoughts and happenings...

It was damn fun in office today. Everyone was funny. Or maybe i think they are, or maybe i am just in a damn good mood. But then i realised when i am in a slack mood, it gets awhile to start my engine again.
So i was a little irritated at some people. Like ZY called and said i got trailers to book in. I was like I thought i already booked in whatever trailers that i need to book in for this month. You know i hate it when people question me when i was especially sure of what i was doing. In the end when i asked him which trailers, he told me the numbers and they were the ones that are freaking in Thailand right now. Sheeeshh... But can't blame him also because he's just doing his work.

Then 352 required the forklift again!!!! Like wth... they told me yesterday don't need me liao... so when they called, i thought ok la maybe they really got really heavy stuff to move. So i got to go back to benson and get back the vehicle. Anyway digress a little. i had to constantly look in the rear mirror to check for any vehicles because i usually drive in the centre of the road but due to the EXTREME slow speed of the forklift, i had to be careful of any overtaking vehicles. Imagine seeing a concrete mixer(yes those big ones) overtake you. Nvm back to the point, i go to the hangar only to find out those sponge mattresses haven't been moved and they need the forklift to move them. I was like... uh ok.... Then after that were pillows. Yes PILLOWS. Just because some ant colony built a nest in the huge pile of pillows then they felt that their hands are not suitable to touch them. I was like... hmmmm ok... Then after that they need to sweep the floor because it was freaking revolting dirty. They tried tying sponge mattresses to the fork and asked me to drag them across the floor. It was only then... that i realised how funny everything looked.

Enough of stupid work.

My backdoor neighbour, who's a girl(i think in sec sch)... she's always closing her binds and stuff and because of the placement of my laptop, it seems that i am always looking into her room. Hope she doesn't think that i am some maniac or psycho or voyeur. Can't help it that my windows are placed there. I see if i can move them over so that they face my sister's room. =p

Jue Dui Superstar females finals on tv. Xinhui very chio leh... then Kelly is my friend's gf... Alvin was saying he got lots of free tickets for the indoor stadium finals but i think on that day got COC parade so don't think can go also.

Oh no... I lost something. Bi's going to kill me. Haiz...
I am sooooo sorry.

Just played Halo. The demo was kind of available so i downloaded it. Got me hooked for awhile, not because of the game but probably due to the long hiatus from 1st person shooter games. At first there were plenty of team mates around, then after awhile i found myself walking alone and had to handle 2 aliens with my empty submachine gun. Haha...

And yay~~ FM 2006 is coming out for Mac also...

Today did my first forking in camp. Man i didn't it could be so tiring... but i was accelerating, braking, reversing and vice versa a lot a lot of times. Was trying to compress some cupboards and old bed frames. Then the place was quite far from my office, so after that i took a slow nice drive back. Love the freedom. But the roads at Seletar Camp kind of fucked, cannot drive too fast if not bounce bounce bounce bounce...

Thanks to JC who drove me out today.

At the end of the day, Zico and Ivan were playing chess. Everyone was watching and laughing because it was so hilarious. Both of them machiam trying to "outdumb" each other.

I realised something earlier. Better to be someone that i am happier with than to force myself to be someone else. Yay kan kai le...

Whoa fred got blog le... wah his english very powerful... =p

Feels like mambo-ing tonight... and momo on fri~!!!!

Friendster surfing now... great to see many people got new pictures... time to update mine then...

And here's a photo of my 2-wheeled buddy, he who went through ups and downs with me, such a long bumpy journey every morning and evening... definitely worth some recognition...

Like pendulums... perhaps not.
A feeling of being stuck, unstuck, stuck,
On fulfilling promises that seem too far,
Or maybe the heart isn't whole.
Such weird, so funny.
Numbness really creeps in,
And there's no control.
There's no pulling out,
And there's no reset button.

Was "window-shoe-shopping"... if got money i want to buy all of these... maybe except the last one... but the last one is cute...







And... the ultimate shoe~!!!!

A little spin was what i needed,
For truths weren't told,
And a listening ear suffered.
Such numbness felt surely,
Never fail to strike fear in hearts.
The spin wasn't fruitful,
Though a little tipsy,
And suicidal like rage,
Dare not, he dare not.
Speeds up to 120,
Weaving in and out.
He hopes there's no hard impact.
Only a crushing blow.
In pain.

Dense. Si bei dense.

Got this from Straits Times... Chua Mui Hoong's article... damn true...

"Okay, hands up all of you out there who cheat on parking coupons.
You know the kind of cheating I mean. You arrive at a carpark lot at 2.05pm. You think you'll be there for about an hour. So you tear off tabs to park from 2.15pm to 2.45pm and figure the chances of getting caught before 2.15 and after 2.45 arent high. Voila! You've saved the pricely sum of 50 cents.
Everyone i've asked confesses to cheating on parking coupons.
I did, too. It's a strange psychology.
It isn't just the 50 cents saved(What is 50 cents nowadays? It can't even get you a drink in a coffee shop.)
There's just something so satistying about thinking you got the upper hand over the "authorities" - authorities in this case being those who collect and benefit from car park charges. Some people even go to the extent of not displaying coupons, as a matter of course."

Yup... i swear it's just for the kick la... or maybe for the feeling that after saving many 1 dollars... you will save a lot of money...

It started out as a normal "see & look" trip to the Honda showhouse. That was the plan. And initially i didn't even plan to get up for lunch, but due to some reasons, which made me a little irritated, i decided to get up and go for lunch with my family. And perhaps my laobu sensing some stuff and thus she suggested the window shopping to Honda showhouse.

It does occur to me sometime back, but it was just a "flashby" thought, I was kind of thinking his current car is so old and it's time he should change,that perhaps my laopeh would buy a new car and give me his current one. I wasn't that hopeful and when people ask, i just say "see my Dad how lor", and anyway i am fine with any car as long as it can move.

Back to the point. So we went down to the showhouse which i think is somewhere in Paya Lebar but didn't notice because i was reading the papers and sucking all the hope down... you know... Reached there, saw the Jazz, City, Civic, Accord, Integra(I swear i love this car... if i've got the cash i would buy it), Stream and CR-V and Odyssey. But the Intergral i saw was a little modified with the spoiler, uniguard and the front and side reams, making it damn slick and nice la...

So laopeh was walking around looking at the Accord and the Civic and i was just walking around looking at the articles and i did get inside the Integra, behind got 2 more seats but a bit cramped, but i just got a fetish for 2-doors cars. Then this saleswoman whom i think sold the previous car to my dad before came and talk to him. I was walking around looking at babes =p Then suddenly my laopeh(i should call him the man... =p) got all interested... Probably it's the reduced COE... it's like less than 15K now, when he paid over 40K for his current car. So the man went for a test drive on the Civic auto, i also scared he not used to auto but luckily just accelerate and brake. But i think i drive that one can sleep... hahah... need the gear changing excitement la...

Lao bu knew what i was thinking also and she was helping... so to cut long story short, the COE bidding is this Wed... hopefully everything turns out fine. =))))))

Then next time people ask how i go camp i don't need say i cycle to camp le. =p But the trusty bike which has been with me for nearly 8 months i think shall still be more mode of transportation in camp.

But speaking of which... i need to learn how to maintain the car. And now got extra financial responsibilities. And need to do washing also.

But... i am happy. =)

Yesterday Mj session was hilarious. We discovered another way of cheating. But it's so damn funny because it was so natural. I took the tile and accidentally flip one of yf's eaten tile, (i thought he would put it flat up again) but he put it back to the row of drawing tiles, wf happily drew that tile and threw it out because he didn't want it, and fred eat it immediately only for yf to realise one of his eaten tiles is missing. Comical man... as good as russell peters... Hah...

Man U's victory at Goodison Park was good. They all played well, Everton also but perhaps for some poor finishing and the superb reflexes of Van Der Sar, the Toffees couldn't win. And Giggs and C.Ronaldo weren't even playing. Park was excellent, he could have been a run distance sprinter...

The trip to North Bridge road proved fruitful. Found our costumes and it was plenty of fun seeing Malisa and CX changing to many costumes. I sort of fix mine to a more simplier white top and black bottom pirates costume. And there is the Skullhead bandana and eye patch. But it costs a bomb man. Then saw CX's bf who... surprisingly i know... Gosh it's such a small world. Even played vball with him in camp before. I knew he was from AJ but didn't know he's CX bf.

Pimple outbreak... sian...

Tired. 5km run in the morning because it's engineers formation lifestyle day. The guys at first said all walk... i also thought i would do so... but when we started running, none of them could stop. Grrrr... In the end i was running with Martin, and i would ask him to walk, but he just kept on telling me to run, so i bo bian just run all the way. Really unfit now. Ivan went to join the 15km and got 31st. Not bad sia... but he came back all shagged. =p

Something happened this morning after roll call. Made me felt like the most evil guy. Haiz. =( Anyway not meant to be shared around so ya.

Late afternoon went play soccer. Don't know where they get their energy from. So i am damn shagged now. Feeling a bit nauseous also. Nvm weekend le.

Tmr going Bugis see costume for performance. Hopefully they are nice.

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Imagine very poor people playing MJ. We kind of did that today la. It was 2 cents 4 cents. Damn funny imagine at the end of tong feng, you hear someone say he won 30 cents. And for poor people like us, sometimes a full tank game can allow us to buy a bottle of root beer. (And bi... my luck's changing... i won 1 buck~!!! =)))

Shall go take a shower and play some game.

Very tired. Just eaten dinner and just came home not too long ago. Today has been one of the more tiring day for quite sometime. Took my laopeh's car with laobu to Bishan. Took train down to Marina Bay. Then got a shock when i saw so many army guys sitting/standing/squatting around the control station. But i was early so i didn't expect anyone i know to be there. Surprisingly, saw the SOCE sergeants, but didn't say anything.
Went upstairs and boarded the 400A. Freaking hell lots of people la. Had my dragonball comics accompany me all the way. Walked quite a distance to the Combat Engineers section. Since got sometime to spare, found myself a nice seat and continued with my comics.
Then 0930 someone announced for us to gather. Saw Pillai, said hi... mingled around a bit more, actually wanted to go play pool with YW, WJ and Louis, but they disappear so i didn't bother to call them.
Then saw ZH and several of the specs from my BPCC course. Joined them for lunch at Suntec at pastamania. Pretty crazy because it was around 12 of us... then helped celebrate CB's birthday. Made some noise then 11 of us bought tickets for Qi Jian(Seven Swords) for 1pm. Pretty good show i think, but the reviews ain't so good.
Went arcade shoot some badass and drift around a little before the movie. It was rather funny watching movie with 11 guys. After that walked back to cityhall, then i followed Ivan, JH and CK to Peninsula. Was soooooooooo tempted to buy 2 things. Really mental struggle sia, luckily my determination held out. First one is a pair of nike sneakers which costs 149 bucks. If not for the price i would have bought it. Because going to places like Hong Kong and China can let you get a very nice pair of shoes for 20% of that price. And pretty lasting too. So i was telling myself that shoes are only a piece of rubble to protect your feet. =p Hah. Second item was the Spain jersey. Red one. 69 bucks. Ain't worth it i guess. Aiya maybe it's because i've been spending too much lately, but... i just received my pay leh... grrrr...

But so much for everything, i found myself leaving the place a more tired, but happier guy because i didn't leave being poorer than i was. I guess my current Nike shoes can still last for several months. And i've got enough clothes to wear anyway.

Didn't stay longer with them because CK was still trying on shoes. Was about 5 something then so i left first. Went AMK, bought a game and collected my photos and some of my sis'.

Reached home just in time for dinner. Zzzzz...

Today's National Day. Yay~!!! Happy Birthday Singapore~!!!

Went to a new place today~!! Haha... me country kid so don't blame me... Sushi Tei at gardens... got 2 levels one leh... then upstairs is damn cool...

The divine powers have answered my prayers for this week's 4D...

There... i am going to get that... THE MIGHTY MOUSE~!!!





... and it comes with not one but TWO buttons-function... hooray~!! No more holding down of ctrl key anymore~!! And it has the ultimate scroll... all scrollbars will be conquered~!!!

Bad thing is i don't think it comes in wireless kind...

Sometimes i do ask too many questions. I look too much into details. When a question is asked, i ask why the question is asked and i ask why is the answer like that. I ask for people's reactions most of the time because it interests me to know how/why/what they feel when face with a certain scenario. What they say when face with something mean a lot to me.

It's all very interesting.

Just completed Kingdom Hearts. A bit slow i know, considering the game was out in 2002, but bo bian, only managed to borrow it from my cousin recently. Pretty good game, brings a whole new dimension to Disney and Final Fantasy characters. Now waiting for KH 2 to come out, which should be around the end of this year.

Sora, Donald & Goofy in Underwater World


Sora, Donald and Goofy battling the evil Jafaar genie...

Some remains of supper and a few lazy people...

There is something very wrong with him. What he has done does sound "logical", but it is... wrong. As in yea there are problems, but there are CORRECT solutions also. There is something in his mind that refuses to untwist itself, and it is still stuck there.

Seriously, he is taking everything TOO seriously, i mean seriously. =p You get my point. Ya and he doesn't know what he must let go, what he must consider at different times. Ya maybe his command of the language is poor and expression of his "well-natured" ideas are often distorted, nevertheless he still can give others more of his patience by explaining.

But well... everyone's different.

Rob Thomas - Lonely No More


Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

Now i do realised he looks like a black Ben Stiller with moustache. Haha... the uncanny resemblance...

Reaching the last world of KH le. Now everyone very powerful, so is hack and slash through everything.

Forklift test passed. Yay no more mandai camp.

Now i understand how KP had felt when i kept on asking him questions on how to do this and that, especially when he had already taught me. Same thing is happening to me and GY. So i guess i got to be more patient and teach him again.

Dear Blog,

Cinemas in Singapore are lousy. They do not have a single good show that's from 8pm to 8:59pm. Only 7 plus and 9 plus. Then what if people are eating at 7 plus and then if they want to watch a 9 plus show, they will only get home at 11 plus.

The cab-trilogy continues with Shaun tmr. We've been taking cab every morning. Waiting for the miracle cab because for no apparent reason, cabs that go past my house in the morning are 99% hired. But today we smarter, Shaun went over to the other side of the road to wait and he got a cab there pretty fast.

Growing fat. Developing a life buoy around my tummy le. Next time not scared drowned.

Today's forklift assessment passed. =)

Later going to watch The Island.

Tired to blog. Funny stuff happened again today.

Nights.

Driving a forklift is like guiding a Candace trailer. Visualise. Today got time trial. Trashed the rest of the trainees upside down man. And according to my instructor, the timing i had on the 1st try is good. Yay. =) But could have been faster if not for the loose gear switch. Aiming to hit 13 minutes before the test.

It was pretty funny watching my "buddy" do today. Ok my buddy is a 2WO. He is an indian and he is quite nice and humourous. But the problem with him is... erm... he... kind of lacks... common sense...

Not that i am making fun of him or laughing or what, but it gets a little weird and curious(on my part) when he doesn't know 4 comes after 3 or 5 comes before 6. The instuctor, whom i am building a good rapport with was secretly cursing him under his breath. I would too if i am him because when it comes to the simplest steps, he couldn't remember all the correct sequence.

Now i must be humble, but it gets a little irritating as well when the 3 of us in the group know what is going on and how to move the pallets from open order to close order, and you get a 2WO who supposedly should be the most lao jiao, and he is tikam-ing his answers.

Duty Instuctor(DI): So after you put the 3rd and 4th crate, which one do you put? (points finger at me)
Me: 5th crate...
DI: Ok so after you put the 5th one then which crate do you put? (points finger at my "buddy")
Buddy: Erm... 3rd one...
Me: -pengz-

Anyway, his timing was twice of mine and i was really really trying to help him......

Me: Put the fork lower a bit~!!! Level it first~!!!
Buddy: -nods head-

(After 5 mins)
Me: Ok after you lift it up then you reverse then lower it...
(no reply)
Me: Lift higher a bit!!
(no reply)
Me: .... -mumbles- aiya you want lift higher or lower up to you la... you warrant wadz...

Oh the funny thing is that the DI always calls him "WARRANT~!!" It just gets on my funny bone la and i am sure it gets on my buddy's nerves...

Luckily got Shaun around, else i will be damn bored. So heng i ask to come for this course.

Was thinking why some people will aim to do things fast fast, why some people scared of machines, why some like not sure not sure... I am sure if GY go to the course with me, i will be competing with him for the fastest timing. He's that kind who will plan out nice nice each step and where to save time. But some people don't have the ability to think and prepare of the next step and to try to think which step can save time or whatsoever. Don't know la. Different people different capabilities.

Okie that's about all... KH time...

Now i know the reason for the popularity of Naruto. Because it is so similar to 1) Dragonball, 2) Harry Potter. Don't you think so?

Main character and his growing up process, his close friends with their unique characteristics, villians after villians with stronger power each time, teachers who are so popular and easy to remember, the many twists to the plot. Maybe Dragonball not so similar but Harry Potter definitely. And there's the death of the head of the school(though can't confirmed that for HP). The different skills and hierarchy(?). And the many duelling parts.

Forklift course 1st day was alright. Surprisingly the food is good manz. Saw Gabriel doing RP when i was entering the gate. Then first time saw a forklift drift. Yes. DRIFT. Damn zai. But it crashed.

Ok dinner.