outside my house got frogs....they croak very loudly...

fiona is a very interesing gal...i find joy talking to her...

during fear factor...when the gals each take turn to change into bathing suits...they were all looking and staring....hahah...

gals tend to notice each other more than guys...as in physically.....wads wrong wif them manz.....

i think flora chan is quite chio...haha...

booked the med check up date liao...erm...its in july...best...hahaa....damn scared for my pull ups now...

dunno wads wrong wif my mum....so pek cek...den so busy still care about the bird...wah pek cek sia...juz finished eating the sweets and chocs...

juz been to the #cjc stats site...long time nv tok in the channel liao...dunno where is my ranking liao oso...haha...cant even see my nick...

i really hope can haf the last 2 days of orientation replace back...if not really sian loh....den june hols gone liao la...got LTC...got extra lessons...no more hols....need to study somemore....well done....

today slp and slp...slp till11...den slp from 4 to 6...now cannot slp...tmr going bowling...haha...dunno why...juz feel excited suddenly....the ns thingie still filling in...parents slp liao den i dunno my account num...haha...a bug juz flew in...damn...juz now argued wif my parents about letting me out...haiz....

haha...i dunno wads the world coming to...sch can juz stop like dat....

IF i tell u i would have waited for someone for 3 years, will u believe me?
IF i ask u to wait for me for 3 years, would u?

My mood just now was like this:

True love is eternal...cherish a love when you got the chance...once it left u...it will be difficult to get it back...dun let love be only a memory...

Sometimes love hurts...but if it doesn't, then it isnt love anymore...hold on to the person u love...before they slip away...else u can never get them back...



should i send these?? or should i just swallow them...forever into the pits of my heart....?

juz now...i got a slight tinge that she is treating me for granted...haiz...juz feeling a bit disappointed...i need some encouragement leh...give me some pls....anyone can give oso la....

i dun like my hair...

was shocked to read about benny's stuff...erm big guy...relax k...this kinda thing sometimes happen....smile and get along wif life k....be happy~!!!! =)

den today 1st time ee suan make me laugh so loud....i was walking into sc room den she was walking into it oso...den she said...."damn funny leh...got some j1 ask me wad time the bookshop open..." LOL

song yu....i think u are damn cool....really loh....a damn cool gal....like yo wassssssssssupppppppppppppp~!!???!?!? hahaha....really....when i talk to u...got this really nice special feeling...its those friendly friendly stuff la....like when i talk to trina oso got....damn fun....damn cool.....hahahaha....dun worry so much la k....next time i treat u fish and chips...or u want another big headed doll....hahaha....oh yar....today damn fun...zhao some lessons here and there....but went back get econs results...sucks manz...got an O...was expecting an A pass loh...like at least an E...haiz...damn damn damn damn damn....dunno wad went wrong oso....a lot of ppl dunno wad and where went wrong....my essay is given lousy marks and i dunno why....the substance can pass one loh....if they say the highest is 50+++....den me getting 42 is not bad already k....haiz....i predict an overall score of OFF....well done my boy.....

oh ya...den today keep on shouting HO ZI~!!!!! JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE JIE~~~ ZI JIE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p

orientation today....saw quite a few of my ex OG ppl posted back...but tat lionel wanna appeal to AC...aiya typical AC kid mah...den phebe still here...as a facil somemore...wif desmond oso...bern oso...yuerui appealed successfully back....heard lots of ppl posted to sa appealing back...haha dunno why oso...some phenomenon sia...i think they say they kana scolding or smth la....havent split into OGs yet...tmr will la...den ice breakers and games....haiz...i hope and pray for the best....

havent been here for sometime liao....well....busy la...yar....juz busy.....

wtf....its gender discrimination to haf equal num of cubicles in both male and female toilets...juz tat bcos male toilets haf urinals....

haha sure sure...we can implement urinals into female toilets oso....if u gals can pee standing up la....

i dunno wad i've got on friday...there's this nagging feeling i've got smth...but think and think like got nothing leh...jialat...wed liao....so fast...

it was time well spent this afternoon...=)

woke up to watch man u juz now...watched till 50th min den went back to slp...it was 2-0 then...they fielded makeshift side sia...only butt, giggs, phil neville, blanc and forlan in the team...the others reserve squad sia...ok la john oshea not tat bad...tat lynch guy also not bad....havent really seen the real man u in action....

juz finished geog proj...stupid koh nv send me his stuff...end up i do his stuff...uploaded it up onto ivle liao....haha...only my file is there leh....i really hope mr low sees it...

i got so bored today tat i installed the sims and started playing it again...actually its not a bad game...its juz tat my sims got a totally screwed up life...slping at 6pm and waking up at 2am...

tmr is the big day.....wahahaha...

geog proj due tmr....i am so screwed...going to wake up to watch man u later...havent watched them in ages...

total went sch for the games stuff...think is quite okie la...but dun think the j1s will respond well...look at wad i was doing last yr...i dun even remember going for O2....juz remember the part about getting pulled onto stage to do the my name is joe thingie...tats all....den had a karoke session in council room....hahaha...can open concert liao...

wah my whole blog is a total comedy now...i think kenneth can get pengz juz by looking at it....

haiz...stressed again...haha...geog proj...i've a gut feeling koh's not going to send me his stuff...rubin's sending it tmr...alex's stuff still not in yet....

falling in love wif mj's songs....

haiz....seriously short of affection can....like so deprived...haha...=x

never go chiong in the end....went play soccer den very tired...very broke oso...still owe ken 30 bucks....we won 2-1 btw for the soccer match...yay....erm...tmr need go sch....i cant wait for tmr to come....

whoa manz...i think i so screwed my blog up....hahaa..but anyway i got my tag board liao~!!!

songyu...happy????

ya anyway....cool colour rite??? PINK~!!!! wahahahha....it juz so bring out my feminine side....hahah...

juz now was watching the romancing spore program on tv on channel 5....they say...u will never know...who's on the other side of the door until u open it....yeah....so true...den its like so sweet....both stories both sides dunno each other...really is depended on fate....but when the opportunity comes...grab it....at least try....and when the rewards come in...den u will juz feel the bliss...

okie...tmr fri....NE test....den blah blah blah...till nite...so i am free during nite time...sat...dunno if got facil training anot....den organ class...den nite free again....sun...mahjong...all the way?? den party at milieu...derek ask me go...i was planning to go all this while until juz now...i was thinking i havent got the tix yet...den maybe i wont go la....next week...erm...finish geog proj 1st...think got econs stuff oso....ya....and haf fun....

dun care liao la...haiz...too much to think about now....everytime i come home late....really late at nite....i will unlock my bike from the fence....and cycle home....at the point where the bike reaches the junction...and speeds downwards...its the best moment....i feel like a racer....the strength running thru....whoa...damn song...den after turning into saraca road....wif the stars above...i can totally feel the calmness even though i am travelling at such a fast speed....

ok...really got a lot of things to say.....about council....about my schedule for the weekend...really losing track manz....haiz...but really tired now...went to watch daredevil juz now....pretty cool...tmr got NE exam...den DM at 1130....jiang if u are reading this...i juz want to comment on smth...u can hate me or look down on me or wadeva la...but i think its pretty selfish to set the time at 1130...i dun haf maths....if i wasnt waiting for di...i wud haf gone off...u think its fair? wad if it so happen tat i am head and i want a DM on thurs aftnoon....srt8 after my geog paper...well u ppl got maths but i dun care a shit...cos i am head...so is tat wad u are trying to tell me....?? =) well...its juz a comment from my point of view...

i think perhaps i shud juz disappear after NE paper since i dun haf to stay in sch anymore...can go home...bathe and change den go out....daredevil has juz taught me to be unreasonable....haha

i juz think there shud be equality loh...i think it is evil to see discrimination among ourselves....screw the system la...equality manz....u want the respect....u give me the respect 1st....

finally got into here...ok first things first....COMMON TESTS ARE OVER~!!!!!!! HOOOORAAYYYYYY~!!!!!

help. that one whole big chunk of meat is coming. but di will be there. i love it whenever she's ard.

suddenly i miss dancing a lot.

gary's having live grenade throwing today. sounds fun. cant wait to get into NS. cant wait to finish it. den i am free. free = love. love = sex. sex = baby. baby = joy. joy is free.

it isnt even my fault that the gobstoppers are running out...the box is only that big to contain that number of gobstoppers...i eat them whenever i feel like eating them...they are not meant for biting or chewing...but 1 min after i pop one into my mouth...i will be trying my best to crack that tough nut...nothing shud get so stubborn...and when i crack it...the soft inside...i chew it...and swallow it....and its gone...and i will pop another gobstopper inside my mouth...but the thing is...the thing is that the constuction work at the back of my house never seems to stop. i shouted at those guys yest nite while they were having dinner...they were using a pretty strong torch...den the holes and stuff they dug can be clearly seen...they didnt hear...but after when i call my sister over....they turn their heads and look up into my window....well....i wasnt peeping at them...really i swear....but i was juz looking at how nice everything was...they are 5 grown ups..having dinner sitting in a circle...quite simple and neat...i was very tempted to go down and join them....but i was scared that they dun understand english...i was studying geog anyway...so after awhile...they got back to work....it was quite dark already...and i fear that someone might fall and hit his head on smth...but my phone was beside me all the time...i was ready to call the ambulance anytime..

totem in sylvia plath talks about death...

everyone got to die...u cant be an immortal unless u eat the divinity pill....which might possibly make u constipated...take panadol instead....or viagra...more effective....

when she talks of the train being mechanical....how life is a death journey....i laugh at her...how stupid can she get...born den born la...die den die...everything in life is man made?? erm no...so why shud a book like this be printed...it shudnt haf in the 1st place....it shud haf got burned or destroyed like those books during the Qin dynasty...or perhaps she was juz sitting down on a chair wif a note book in hand and a pen...and started writing...except perhaps there werent a computer or keyboard as like now...i've got 2 keyboards here in fact...i dunno why...double?? i dun need 2 As or 2 Bs...or even 2 sets of numbers...who needs 2 set of keyboards to play fifa....as long as paul scholes shoots the ball in everytime the ball gets to his feet...i win every matches...but i lost 5 times to aston villa already...paul scholes was playing...upfront in fact....wif ruud....but he disappoints me time and again...or perhaps it wasnt his fault...he didnt get the chance to shoot...

u see...i am still sitting here typing...cos i havent got wad i wanted yet.....perhaps...juz perhaps i might get wad i want later....but perhaps by that time....paul scholes might have got sent off...

econs...is broken down into several sections....inflation...labour market...and money and prices....

wage determintation...wage differentiation....money...contractionary monetary policy....MRP Theory...perfect competition....demand for labour...

developing a headache...think i shud go bathe now...

I begin analysing the problem. Looking back at my previous experiences, i see that the main factor that always occur is impatience. Thus the way to change it is to alter my mindset to that of a more open one. Even if i got the urge, or even the thought of it, i will psyche myself into thinking i am a jerk. However much it is, i now see why i couldn't really help it. There's no reason to it at all. Afterall, so many things have made me ignorant, and yet all these thoughts running though my mind now just prove all idiotic i am.

I don't know what i am writing about. I just know that i am very confused.

Aims for common test:

Lit : E
Geog: E
Econs: E

the 3 of us got smth in common....having a love for soups...always on the lookout for good soups....but i am unlike them loh...they steal my soup and i dun steal theirs....

elise and gary both did well...if i can get smth like their grades....

not if...i will....must....

if not i will go be a naval diver...

somebody pls motivate me to study.....haiz....feeling sweaty all over...now's not the time to get sick manz...esp when econs paper is tmr....but perhaps it was the rain juz now....haiz...things done out of love....how wonderful....

went for eunice's bbq in the end....had to choose btwn going for econs tuition...geog tutorial wif ms ng(which was cancelled) and the bbq la...such a headache choosing loh...can ask kenneth they all...but it was nice to see those guys yest again....

haha and koh was such as idiot yest...when u comment on some gal tat u have never seen u dun purposely like go point at her and say loudly "THAT ONE ISSIT?? THAT AC GAL AR????"

wtf...but anyway...poor shannon...

yest was gp common test...quite ok...essay think i could have written more...i was relying on terrorism to come out lo...but it didnt...anyway its over...

whew...long time not here liao....things haf changed again...haha like always la...

ya anyway...a bit sored about my chi results....considering...really considering the standards and amount of work i've gone thru...plus those sing gee's years....i really shud haf gotten an A...tsk...dunno wad to feel...got a B3 la...ex-laopeh oso...vince oso...sy oso...our kind of standard all shud get A...but dun think retaking la...dun want to spend the time studying for chinese again...aiya B3 den B3 la...

if u want to say den say la...if dunwan den juz tell me NO I DUNWAN TO SAY...HOPE U REALLY UNDERSTAND....i will...i swear.....
dun farking hesitate and shit all about...den ask him to tell me...and all the crap...why muz it make me look so desperate to know...as if i do...which i dont...u want tell me u tell me...u dunwan there's nothing i can do oso...at most i ask once or twice...den nvm la....and i hate it when u complain to her(if its true la) tat i am bothering and interferring wif ur life...not as if she is really happy wif me...and i treated u like a bro...no more manz...frens only....
but i muz say i am really glad both of u are together...saw u twiddling wif his shirt yest...haha...anyway...ya...juz =)

cos i am =) too....

As chinese result coming out soon...really really wish i can drop chinese...

hey everyone who's reading this....i miss u all~!!!!!!!!!!

juz added benny's blog onto my fav list...got quite a lot liao...some i like to read...some not cos its not updated or too cheem...ya anyway yo benny...i see u got the same taste as me in the template...hahah

i am really someone who loves fun...
just thought of smth nice and special to do during one of the gatherings or perhaps one of the brothers' bday...
afterall...all of us are getting older....

ya anyway...gp ct is this coming fri....now really dunno whether shud go for shannon's tuition tmr cos tmr is a special day....dun really really think i need it...cos i can study by myself rite...argh...mug mug mug....everyday nite study from tmr onwards...

the road...both of us can just walk and walk...and we will never reach the end of it....

yest...whole day....very nice....cj won the danceworks preliminary...wow...i think we all owed it to the dancers...really excellent...

warm and fuzzy....that's love....