Trying to resist the urge to know the truth now and to surpress the anger that's boiling within...

Anyway, just returned from Yf's chalet. Played lots of mj and slept little.

Well, time to sleep now.

3 years and 1 day ago, i made a decision, plucked up my courage and gotten what i wanted. Well... it's all history but i guess it's good to remember some dates.

Oh my... aren't these creatures beautiful?? Definitely will blend into my room...

Despite the attempts to "busified" myself, i still find lots of free time for myself and my stupid brain to wonder about lots of things.

Just came back from duty awhile ago. Had a good sleep though. =p Later going to get new lenses before going class. Then going to my uncle's house for his baby's first month. After that will be going Yf's chalet. Don't know whether need mj set there or not.

My room's fan is spoilt. Now it's freaking hot.

Oh gosh... i went to Friendster and was browsing around then i started seeing strange people whom i can hardly recognise on my friends' list... Everyone's growing up sia...

There's this guy called Sng in my office. He is the funniest guy ever. EVER. I call him the National Treasure. He should be framed up or put in a cage or preserve or something. Today he was doing impersonations of various WWF stars, and his Shawn Michael is freaking hilarious.

In fact, i am happy that he's in BSS. He works hard, but he's a bit old school and rigid. 27 years old this year and he's saying his friends are getting married. I asked him to wear his pants lower but he said will get abrasion. Then today when he took off his shirt i purposely ask how come Sng don't have belly button. =p I know it's a bit mean but he's damn funny la. And yesterday i was tying the cable tie around his arms and asking him to break open them. Sheeesh, now i feel a bit mean but i can't help it! It's freaking funny to play with funny people. And he can be so honest with you that it becomes shockingly funny. He can tell you stories of his past, like his ex gf, his run-ins with the officers and warrants, and that he has never seen a vagina before.

After hearing that, Alvin immediately went to draw one for him.

The other day, he was showing us the martial arts of the drunken master and his last move ended with him lying on the grass. He came back into the office with rashes on his body.

And the way he slaps and slides his hand as a rude gesture is becoming a trademark now.

I tell you... this guy here is rare...

Surprisingly, i took it better than i expected. Maybe it's really i've gotten used to it already, but except the few quiet moments when i looked dazed and heart aching a little, i've been feeling pretty alright the whole of today.

Perhaps it takes a few days to take effect.

Or maybe i've gotten used to my "normal" life of just waiting during last year and now it's like back to those times again and i just slipped casually back into that lifestyle again.

Anyway, I got plenty of stuff to do. 3 novels to finish. Beat Razor and become #1 on the Blacklist. Start playing Onimusha. Finish watching Condor Heroes. Win the Champions League in FM.

After watchiing Shan Hu Hai's MTV twice, i still don't understand what they are trying to show.

All this talk about uni. Apparently, my cousin did well enough in her poly to enter uni. It's a good thing to have a familiar face around, and hopefully best friend and Malisa gets into NUS also.
Last night, Man U lost to Liverpool... and it was such a lousy performance by them. But somehow like all Man U fans, i was hoping that some kind of luck will allow them to get the equaliser... which never came.
Ivan got admitted to hospital for a injured elbow after soccer on fri. Told him that i wasn't there then he shouldn't anyhow attempt those stepovers mah. He really thinks he is Zidane sia... anyway, 8 of us trooped down to CGH visit him after the event at East Coast. Shaun did the wackiest thing by calling him and he was on speaker and the 1st thing he said was "OEI YOU CHAO KENG AR??!!!"
My sis just bought a powerbook... what sia...

Don't know whether it's a good or bad thing, but my time-orientated attitude comes from my Dad.

Anyway, after watching The Pink Panther, nothing is funny anymore. The show left me with my jaw on the floor.

And i believe in treating people nicely, especially those who help you, prepare your meals for you, clean your room everyday, and not shout at them or scold them.

Sheesh... so random stuff... i shall go play my game... shouldn't have taken leave today... haiz....

Happy Valentine's Day~!!

Actually being 21 this year means most of your friends are turning 21 too and being 21 means getting bigger presents which isn't exactly a bad thing because there would be lots of fun and stuff and people. Well... for me ORD-ing on that day is something that i like to celebrate more. Anyway, going to Vincent's house later for his birthday. Happy birthday dude~

My sis has gotten her results and whew... thank goodness her higher chinese is good... I think everyone's very happy for her...

Had been playing MJ at weird days this week, but the rule of gaming with at least 2 or 3 tais kind of suit me... hmm...

My laptop went cranky a few days back, but now it's back alive... it was almost as though it had life on it's own...

1 more week till Sy goes back. =(

Went Chingay Preview that day because i had 2 tickets since mei was performing. Quite interesting cos it's the first time i am watching is so close. Some photos later.

CNY has been great, because i brought Sy to meet my extended family. And i collected lots of angbaos also. But there wasn't enough MJ.

Throat's hurting now because i just had freshly-baked pizzas at trina's house. But the pizzas were fantastic. Damn fun to play with the dough.

A few friends' 21st birthdays coming up... then Sy's going back soon... =( And it's back to work for a bit more, slack a bit more then school. Can't wait for school to start. Hopefully i know what i really want to do by then.

Read a letter i wrote sometime back, but somehow i felt that i can't write those words now... like all the lame and witty stuff... they get kind of stuck somewhere in my brain now whenever i need them.

Waiting for PS 3 to come out. Going to complete NFS soon.

Went Wala Wala a few nights ago. Pretty nice place to grab a drink and chill.

That's all folks. Sorry for all these random stuff. =)