Thursday, October 31, 2002

me, fred, yh, yf, ber, wf, sy, rayner, marc, vince, tau, show, liang, zq

muz confirm wif ber, zq and liangwei...

dunno bout dunrui, hengsoon and howey...
imagine this...you are seated in a cinema according to ur height....hahahha
and...u get fined for returing early the tapes that u borrowed...
tmr not going sch for the chi thing...going in the aftnoon for training...den muz remember to bring back racket...
jialat...someone called and its a priv num...think its jesse...called twice leh...called him back but he didnt pick up...issit impt????? hope its not....
actually thinking about everything...i aint really busy afterall....not really la...i tend to exaggerate sometimes..=p
went sch right from the morn...shudnt haf gone manz....no point oso...cos i dun need go for the chi lect...den in the end go sc room stone till 12...in the end the t1 ppl came in and do their PW...den eileen and cherm saying songs...copied the lyrics of an hao...nice manz...the PW presentation quite okie la...a bit crappy...but the reply part is okie...everyone gave a damn good answer to the questions...watching candid camera now....damn funny....later got amazing race....muz watch...
juz now went town....wah saw sooooo many ppl....a lot leh...nearly 10 sia....for less than 3 hrs...practically the whole world is in town manz...

He thanks the guy up there.

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

should i go in the morn or at 12??? shit...bleeding again...and kailing juz now say my hair sux...yea...i think its time for a haircut...cos i think sooner or later...adrian ho will ask me to cut oso...got training thru out the hols leh...think i wait awhile more...
went for everything juz now~!!! i am so shagged now...need a masseur manz....but was pissed tat the teachers expected so much...cmon lo...i had to answer to jiang...to mr foo...to mr saw...to adrian ho...u think i superman ar...
wah jialat sia....now i am really in a bit of a prob....bleah..dummmdeeeeedooooooo~~
yay!!! got back progress report yest....its now CDD~!! hahaha..dunno how they change the grades oso...

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

guess tmr i am going for everything in the end...zZzzzzzZzz...12 liao....
booo hooo hoooo~~~ dear dear nv reply to my msg....=(
i think i need someone around...someone....please....can someone please be around....be around.....=)
christmas play tis year is going to be major~!~!!! hahaha...cos i am in it!!! bleah...anyway...2/3 of t2 is in it...and cmon manz...if we are there...it will be -beepz-....
tmr not going sch...sian of lessons now...i shall go and enjoy myself~!!!! screw everything manz...there's dm tmr...meeting for fieldtrip...badminton friendly...soccer training............................
fark...there's a bug in my room....those tat clicks....blardee big....luckily i got my baygon wif me....wahahahha....DIEEEEEEE~!!!
'im so amazed ure still in my thoughts. its hard holdg u lovin u losin u. its sad to be true and be fooled by you.'

Monday, October 28, 2002

Actually was quite free...WAS la...den i was thinking maybe i can haf more time for stuff now....but now everything starts coming back again....whoooahhhoooo....time to get busy again....
arggghh....juz thinking of SAT can be damn sian loh...and plus chi AO paper...

but i did think of not caring about other things...do wad i really want and feel like...den when the other things require attention....den i go do them la...
bleah....after the thailand trip den i decide la...
I am scared to hurt you. Really. I would rather both of us have the friendship instead. No point satisfying oneself yet making both of us pissed. Afterall you are such a pal to me. See you in school you are not very happy, can sense a lot of hidden sadness in you, but i really cant do anything. And yet now i am comtemplating of making things worse... wtf manz...
soccer training juz now was tiring...muz be the sun la...freaking hot sun....but its fun la...found a new position for myself~!!! hahaha...last man~!!! not very difficult to play also...but i think adrian ho got tis thing stuck in his head tat i play in defence....
really tired...tmr not going sch for the mock paper...going later wif vince to collect progress report...juz now the bachelor very nice....but i think a bit fake la...fake fake juz to get the guy's attention...who knows wad will happen after the tat...maybe even got marriage...but after tat leh?? who knows....commitment is difficult...unless u really set ur mind to it...
scrubs is on tv now~!!!!!

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Emptiness is only being not full. Make full use of emptiness.
wahaha...didnt wake up to watch the match...too tired liao....and now it spoils my plan...but nvm la...going to haf breakfast now...ardi juz msged me...ask me bout my grades...huh how come she dunno...but i guess she need to tabulate the grades of everyone or smth...room's in a mess....gotta clear it up soon...think today shall be the day...amazing race later at 3...muz watch...perhaps practise organ abit...commandos a bit...

arghhh...the urge...yet i dun wish to substitute the space...which is more impt?

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

me going to slp soon...waking up later for match...nitez to the world...
yea zai...i am happy being single...cos i believe i cannot fulfil wad others expect of me...i dunno how to say it la...but its all down there...right down there....
went bowling juz now again at cine wif zai, giang, denys and 2 others...playing crappy again...think i fancy too much already...shud keep to my old style...but it sorta spoils my game now...sometimes spinning works...sometimes using a heavier ball playing it sr8 works too...hope i dun screw up on fri...but i gotta admit tat giang's class is strong...if he is playing instead of denys...den they should be able to win...giang can easily hit a 150 anytime...nvm la...aim for 3rd can liao....

He asks for his arms to be straightened.
let me ask u smth...do u like being happy?? of course u do rite...do u think u will be happy being sad?? no rite....so stop being sad or blue..cos u dun like it rite...

why muz there be sadness?
to allow humans to go thru life?
den wads life?
everything muz be balanced i guess...
but humans tend to be more affected by things they dun like...

actually, definition of life is juz how u think u shud live ur presence on earth like...

u choose it...u live it...
It is good to make things clear sometimes.
not going sch tmr...too tired...need a rest...went for 3 meetings today...super tired...nothing much done in sch except playing blackjack wif can tabs as chips and playing murderer as well...
Immaturity.Narrow-mindedness.

haiz...

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

wtf is kofi annan????!!?!?!?!
there's GM tmr...and there's cca leaders' meeting...how can i go for both?? shud haf told the doc tat i dunwan to go cos got GM...nvm la...and there's DM after tat...den there's soccer training...
slllllllleeeppppppppppppppppppppppp~~~
Qoo ended up wif T being the best...wahahaha...
LAH = FOS

haha...new equation tat i came up wif...when u see LAH....sub FOS into it....
tired day....slp and slp...econs lect slp...chinese mock paper oso slp...slping is gooooood....
stupid HF...on the day itself den ask us to come up wif a computerised design of the banner for grad nite....wtf issit manz....
haha..illegal usage of com in sch now....ahhh~!! librarian coming~!!!

Monday, October 21, 2002

Quote of the day: Take it as it comes by.
hey shuz...still an ordinary day ar?? cmon manz...spice up ur day~!!
damn...jesse juz msged me not to slp cos he sending me the final draft later...tired leh....
tmr go sch for chi mock paper...1 1/2 hr...sian...but at least no compo....after that got dm at 5...den gotta go hand in my survey form....realised didnt silence my phone today...heng in the toilet it rang...dunno wtf called me...confirm another of those one tat nv lock phone...dunno whose num oso....and sheesh manz...bill come confirm jialat liao...using a lot...dunno why suddenly everyone become some super messager or smth....
sometimes its damn fark when ur frens accuse u of not showing concern to them...and when they need it...u are not there....cant help it la...sometimes u juz dun haf the time and energy to spend on others...and one other pt is that i dun expect others to show equal care for me...
its like...

the best choice is the worst chance...2nd choice is the 3rd or 4th chace...3rd choice happens to be the best...den 4th and 5th somewhere in the middle...

freaking problematic sia...dunno wad has come into me tat make me a bit diff and in tis kinda "dunno wad to do" mood...seldom like dat one leh...tsk...

haiz...wild or guai?? cute or chio?? smart or innocent?? strict or easy??

and wad about frens...

ANYWAY...tis fri got bowling comp...yay...will be fun...it will be at cine...and my team got rubin, darren and nic...hoping for something la...of course...but very hard to predict cos i only know 2 other teams...if we dun screw up...can beat t4 la...only chok is a threat...den t3 the gals quite okie...den somemore each gal got 20 pinfall advantage...so anyway...we went bowling today...joined t4 they all...haha...rubin got ulterior motive sia...=pppppp juz jk....bowled 3 games and i suck totally...shit manz...when tis kinda thing happen...blame it on the distraction....hahaaaaa...and blardee nic the pai ka one played the best...so for now...gotta find a standardise move for me...if not very inconsistent la....
in a dilemia now again....damn
whoa...i promoted~!!! everyone in the class got promoted la...almost...except for adrianne, june and suguna who need to take sup paper...my grades according to today is C D E...heez...geog think bcos moderation so pull up to D...den lit expected juz pass...but damn shit la...crappy lor i think..cos its like i wrote a huge lot for the caretaker and i failed tat...got like 23/50..and hard times i wrote only 2 1/4 page and i pass tat...think miss nathan is really damn good manz....den juz now damn funny...on the way back to sch...we all stared at jude yew cos he was the one who marked our caretaker papers...best in my class is alexius and kim...both got same ranking sia...166...mine is like twice of theirs manz...354...but okie la...koh blardee tok cock la...go ns is all bull shit loh...but adrianne going poly...been trying to persuade her to stay in jc if not really waste one whole year...no one got an A at all leh...jialat manz...best is like BCD or CCC...

Sunday, October 20, 2002

lao bu and mei went to ps to finish up my kfc survey thingie liao...cool...next tues can go claim back the nearly 30 bucks and oso 20 bucks in return...den shud be using the money to get coloured contacts...lottsa things i want to get leh....jialat manz...no money oso...den i think fred forgot bout the poseur day liao...but i got my shades liao...juz need a cap and maybe an oversized long-sleeved sweater...
damn...got mosquito flying ard...
and the stupid rubber piece of my phone hor...cos i pull pull pull...den the thing tear...so now everything want to charge phone gotta use the needle of my name tag to pluck the rubber thingie out....and the malaria medicine cost 36 bucks...dunno wad the hell is the medicine manz...so exp...gotta clear up my room soon...and cut my nails now....arghh...1st time sia...after a major exam i am still stressed like shit....i need some anti-stress formula manz....
yest at vegas there was okie la...juz tat was pissed at 2 things...it ended abruptly and ven's bf juz dragged me off her when i was juz blardee hell TAKING CARE OF HER...bastard...but i cudnt blame him too...he dunno who i am and he also wasnt sure wads going on...actually its juz tat i went toilet...saw ven and asked her is she okie...tats all...cos she cannot drink well and last time theres a bad experience...and she juz pulled me to go dancing...well...she cudnt support herself properly and so me......juz got a teeny weeny bit closer juz to support her...serious....and well...after tat her bf came la...
glad tat candice went too...yea...but cudnt find her manz~!! damn...and when it was going to end...den i saw her sitting at the sofa...whew...hotttt....
police came after tat cos its like so many ppl outside the place...den tat kenneth koo almost got into a fight...wise, edgar and wen long was there too...lottsa cj ppl la...doris, may and sam too...and rayner went oso...except juz found out that he was outside...
oh yar~!!! i oso saw this very very extremely blardee familiar gal....we were staring at each other for most of the time and i think she recognise me or smth....she is like someone u dunno...yet u seem to know her...and now thinking back...i think she's my old neighbour...tat time at yishun there...the ny one...or either that is the one tat went for the nj badminton trials...den ended up at either aj or sa....lol...freaking piece of memory manz....
jas gone drunk~!!!! =pppppppppppppp
and rach still as -whew- as ever....=p
ziqin got super drunk and cudnt even walk....hahaha...for someone who can do 50 over pullups is indeed funny manz....
in the end damn boring manz...went home at nearly 2 wif ben...cos live nearby den can share cab mah...but tis time is the longest that i haf actually danced....and yar...stupid syl...muz get back at her in sch manz...wads wif the princess attitude huh...cmon manz...be sporting la....dancing only mah...
anyway...not bad la...experience gained again...learnt smth once more....haiz...if only dear can come...den will be fun mah....hehez...
taking a break from PW...blardee super sucky can...also dunno wad i doing...nvm la...tmr go sch let jesse see den say how loh...

Saturday, October 19, 2002

time for bed....long day today...shud be going tmr wif jas...waiting for sooch's reply 1st...
doing PW...wah sianz....

Thursday, October 17, 2002

damn...and now is chermaine.....arggghhhhh...why is everyone thinking of getting out of jc....haiz...i guess if i did badly...i will think of those stuff oso...
jialat manz...will be missing a lot of ppl soon i think....koh is going NS i think...den darren quite cham...june oso...den council's mood a bit the off also...
The best and sure way to tell someone that u really like that person is to show abit more care, abit more concern, abit more love and abit more of attention. It's bound to work. Sometimes a small surprise once in a while can cheer someone up, although it's very small. It's the thought that counts.

-YH

very nice...
watching unforgiven now...the americans juz won....actually basically juz wanna watch the undertaker match...but think muz wait until 12...
damn tired now...jialat manz...gotta make a choice...so many options....how???
tmr got to go sch for grad ceremony...if not can actually stay at home and slp...but nvm la...will be fun also....oh yar...gotten 27/50 for hard times...quite okie liao...cos i was aiming to pass hardtimes and othello....

amazing race juz finished...and damn funny...cos tat dennis and andrew pair used fast fwd and yet got eliminated....wahahha...lousy sia...but really loh...tat son looks like a gay...

C is the same...T is rising fast...E even faster....and K is about the nought sia.D erm...maybe got rise a bit more...

going to do theory now....jialat manz...really no time...tmr gotta go see doc for the malaria medicine...den gotta finish PW presentation by mon...
now i understand why eunice say we guys are cool...cos in fact we are...each of us are very diff in many ways...and its cool to see the characteristic of each of us...cathigh guys rock manz...
YAY~!!! I GOT PROMOTED LIAO~!!! =)

gotten E for geog...51 for GP...54 for chi...

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

yay~!! i got a C for my econs...better than wad i expected...phy geog juz failed...but overall hope can pass...

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

went novena sq juz now for dinner wif parents...den went for the survey briefing..den damn suey tat guy got check...so parents both went home la...rubin got into a bit of trouble i think...so now i got 15 bucks of free mac and kfc each...whew...imagine i eat 10 bucks of mac and spend 5 bucks on the cone ice cream...can buy 10 leh...eat until shit all come out...lol...
den went to the foodcourt again later wif rubin and his gf, song yu la...and shannon(not cathigh one), elvyn and june....talk cock...den call tham...he playing vball at kk hosp...haha damn funny...came home soon...got sudden urge to cut my hair...not the fringe la...but the back and the sides...den maybe thin it...

should i?
2 days of first aid course...most of the stuff i learnt in pri sch red cross liao...like the slings and bandages and stuff...

damn and i think the cert gone case liao lar...cos i lost the papers...think its in the washing machine now...dunno whether i will get into trouble for losing it anot...cos it is proof tat i haf been there for the past 2 days...
Lies and betrayal... u gotta go thru all these to learn... step up ur guard... dun trust so easily... think tats all u can do...

Sunday, October 13, 2002

i HATE buayas
hahah
all guys are naturally buayas
its juz how they treat it as...
some are so called buayas juz bcos they are friendly to gals
but in actual fact they meant nothing much
hmmm..
i duno la
cant stand 2 timers too
some r lyk got gf den still so frenly to gals..so irriating
but perhaps tats his character??
in his heart he could be totally faithful to his gf
well..but it hurts if everone comes up to u n say oh ur bf's flirting agn..
it sux..
if u can haf enuf trust in him...
nothing like dat will happen
even if ur bf gotta flirt...you will always be on his mind when he is talking to the gal
er..
ok..
i tell u...it will be soon...the timing i feel now is right...just waiting for the right moment...the pivotal factor...
clubbing is bad....really bad...esp for girls....immatured beings manz....

u think clubbing is cool?? u think that being able to be loud and fake all over juz bcos u know how to club is good?? i think it sucks manz...u can drink?? okie good...but make sure u dun get drunk...dancing is okie...its a skill...and art...but rubbing urself all over someone u dunno is wad?? flirty?? or issit the coolest thing in town now?? or perhaps its juz how u shud behave when u club?? fun ar??

fun issit??? is it that fun and 'big shot' to go clubbing??

u think being in a group of frens...and all dressed up nicely...u can put away the nice and good image and juz be some pro or wad?? okok i admit i haf been like dat...cos thinking back...the cj party i was like dat when i brought eunice and ber along...so could it be the face factor?? the pride?? to showoff??

oh no manz..tats not purpose....

He asks for maturity.
Sometimes... when you wait too long... the feeling will just fade away...

that is so true...
one side got K...the other side got Z...den the other one got S and J....

friends??anger??happiness??

the motto of cathigh comes back again...
wf, yf and fred came over for mahjong today....won at 1st...quite a bit...den lost a lot at the end...in the end lost 2.70 bucks...wf lost a lot in the beginning and won like shit at the end...in the end won 10 bucks la...fred lost the most...hahaaa...tats tuition fees la....

den went for soccer...stamina like shit now...cant run for nuts...and leg still in pain from thurs bball...but its better now...

realise i haf been spending a lot manz...jialat.....3 days can spent 60 bucks...
went orange yest...fun...modelling stuff mah...so its a whole new experience also...

Friday, October 11, 2002

hope i can get to play billard tmr...shud be able to la...cos no plans after dinner oso...
injure my leg juz now...dunno is wad kinda injury...no bruise leh...no wound oso...but pain...very very pain...
If you ask me to take care of you, i will... but i cannot promise you that i will provide the care you desire.
dear anne...sorry about juz now ar...i always like dat when i playin game la...actually quite good liao...got even worst times...not tat u havent seen the other side of me la...tats juz my gaming side...
suddenly haf the urge to go long dist cycling....shud haf gone wif ariel today...
84 bucks worth of cd...got them for 6 bucks...thanks rubin manz...all the latest games...though i cant play all of them...
WHAT!?!??!?!! chun is leaving????? damn manz...there goes another of us...but i wish her the best of luck in canada manz...i'm sure i will miss u badly....

Wednesday, October 09, 2002

can anyone understand the dilemia and difficulties i am in?????????????? if u can....den i promise i will kiss ur ass....=p
wah too many things liao...muz write down cos might forget...

tmr, thurs - go sch find mrs lim, den after that is free la...either rubin's house or town
fri - 4-5 class outing
sat - sentosa, party
sun - soccer, mahjong?

den muz complete the assignment asap...perhaps next mon?? but quite hard la...got the first aid thingie...argh...take things as they come along la...

tiff's - 27th
rubin's - 5th

thailand - 10th to 15th....damn...need to see doc soon for medical checkup...
china - 17th to 25th

He asks for more time again.
juz now went steamboating wif the class ppl....not bad...quite cheap...its at tis restaurant at dunno where...and koh ordered tiger beer...haha...
*amused* hah...juz got a surprising call from gis...argh...there goes some of my relaxation time liao...
battlefield 1942 is the game now manz...major...really manz...major is the word...mass scale...it will be fun if u got a group of 10 to 15 friends playing...
dl the 2nd ringtone...jian dan ai...1.50 manz...but its nice la...next on the list is an jing...
target??

a few...

aiming??

possible...

but den its ur last card...

yes i know...but i still haf time...

hmm...its all up to u...

i know...u gotta try it to know it...perhaps i get wad i want tis time...if it doesnt work out...juz treat it as you know...


four...i am sure of...if i try...i will be able to achieve wad i desire...i haf the confidence la...

talking about confidence...its like when u are faced wif a hard prob...the confidence level may juz drop abit...but somehow for me its a drastic drop...all the way kinda stuff...and its like for ky...i got lottsa ideas and stuff like dat...but when it comes to actual realising it...its somehow not within my control...i think its the same wif every chio gal...
u know...lacking in confidence that u are not good enough for them...but yet...when i got it sr8 right that its all friendship and nothing else...i am able to portray myself in a normal manner...but when it comes to someone whom i really admire and respect...its kinda diff...contradicting manz...when i need to impress someone..the confidence will be there...but then i juz dunno me la...smth is wrong...but that juz makes me who i am....

Its like ppl say u are good...but u are not...all u get is trash...and the good ones u simply act all yaya over the shit u know...and after tat...u juz continue wif the lacking-in-substance...juz to haf some pride...a challenge is needed...a good one....gif it to me and i will take it...but its the mental part la...
yes...and its time to be honest....confession time~!!!!
its a lousiest 'after-the-exams-day' today...haha..i am home at like wad...8.15??
PROMOS ARE OVER~!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 06, 2002

kicking some soviet's asses.....and having ice cream to go along...plus david waugh and gto...

Saturday, October 05, 2002

2 more ideas for council after promos:

-New recruiting system for councillors
-interhouse/interclass soccer tournie
yay~!!! cherm is going for the geog trip~!! haha...going to be fun...
arggghhh...not studying again....later i muz put pen to paper for 2 hrs....MUST~!!!
dun think going to study for chinese...juz going to read thru some stuff when i go sch on mon...since only 5 words will come out...preparing for human geog...really need to do well cos i know physical geog didnt do well...and miss nathan yest was saying everything bad...kaoz...sometimes she is real crappy...but the fear is always there...and fark...got a dream tat they suspend me for some activity....wed last day den shud be going out for lunch wif the rest...den chiong lo~!!! hahaha....stress sia....
went lanning yest wif rubin, ken and darren....so funny...its always funny when there is a newbie ard...hahaha..."HEY ITS DARREN~!!! RUUUUNNNN~!!!!" lol..

den get to play cs again...haha and ken lost to me in sniping...me scouting pro lor...hehe...=p

den played ra wif rubin...well....i was winning la...and i was merciful mah...retreated after whacking out his con yard and barracks and power plants...but den didnt whack out his nuclear stuff...and i blardee never play superweapons one loh...but basically its juz tat he dropped 3 nuclears on me....and his tank rush juz kinda overwhelmed me la...haha...but prisms still rules manz...

Thursday, October 03, 2002

aiyo....problematic again....
hahah i won 2.90 bucks...thanks to koh who helped me placed the bet...i didnt even give him the 10 bucks...haha...
people must be amused. they cannot be always a learning, nor yet they cannot be always a working. they aren't make for it.
tmr going sch for consultation with miss lim...hope she gives us the ans for human geog...=p
heez...eve juz msged me...duno...tat brought me a smile...funny msg...
whoa...mysterio is beating the ass out of kurt angle...
tat nite had a weird dream...woke up wif heart pumping away...i tot mr phay looks like my uncle liao...den its very scary...its a murder...and i saw my uncle coming...went to hide...peeped to see mr phay...sheesh...and i woke up...damn scared...cos its a murder tat i had witnessed....

bleah....okie its all crap...its juz a dream....
aye...realised tat none of the cjcians blogs are updated...okie....i haf a prediction to make....after my batch takes the As...cj's ranking confirm will rise....trust me...its blardee so competitive manz...

well...juz now after lit...went town wif rubin, koh, kenneth, darren, elvin, june, lily, vanessa and kim for lunch...had 2 lunches today sia...one was b4 lit paper at mos wif rubin..den took kenneth's car to sch....so after the paper...went scotts food court...the guys minus elvin challenged each other to the "ma la" soup....wah..den is super hot loh....wah...."monsoon season"..."flooding"...."raining"....haha i was sweating the most...guess i got big pores...lol....anyway...koh's DA MAN manz....he is da man da man....wah...finish the soup and everything...i only finish the food and a bit of soup...at least i was the 2nd to finish my stuff.....and it is really super spicy...now my throat is still burning...hope i dun get a sore throat tmr....

really love my class manz....FOS is the word....FULL OF SHIT...hahah...after we finished eating...and was getting ready to leave the place...den walked past the fruit stall...was damn blardee tempted to take the watermelon...cos before coming in...was thinking of taking it liao...den koh was thinking of taking the jackfruit...and use it to play rugby....hahahha...anyway...after tat didnt la..but was contemplating to take the pineapple...cos it will look so funny walking ard wif it....but in the end didnt la...den walked out...well...nvm...i shall leave out the details...but koh went home wif a hard cardboard display of an advertisement on some food stall in the food court....but its damn funny walking along orchard road wif tat damn big thing...we were like saying if someone ask..den juz say we are design students....lol..

whoa manz...chris benoit is a crazy ass....he juz carried rikishi on his shoulders....
well...taking a break...not really well deserved....after today's lit paper...i found out that there is much more that i can study of...but anyway its over...no point talking about it now...left chinese, human geog and prac crit...tats all....okie an update on the previous few days....gp essay was crappy...phy geog was crappy...econs mcq and data response were crappy...othello and hardtimes were crappy...gp compre was okie...econs essay was simple...juz got not enough time to write..spent 1 whole hr on the 1st ques and left on 30 mins to do the 2nd one...which is supposedly the more impt one...caretaker was okie too....

sometimes the fear is there you know...like of failing and retaining...and its very scary...i dunno lar...but i dun wish to think about it...so unlike me....well...shud be able to pass la...considering it that i really study real hard....not aiming for A or B...juz a pass will do....i came up with this quote while studying..."Science is simply hard, Arts is hardly simple."

Been studying with gary chen the past 2 days...not really for the yest la...cos he was at the canteen and i was outside library...but going home with him has been...i dunno how to say...cant describe the feeling....he is a guy that is special...smth which makes him stand out...he got an attitude smth like mine...but he got smth in him which i truly admire...but i can sense that he can be a very good fren of mine...or a very bad enemy...he got this attitude of i-am-better-than-others which he truly is....ahhh but take note i didnt say in terms of wad...in terms of studies he definitely is...triple As for prelims...if i can get triple Bs for next year prelims i will be happy liao...i dunno how to say la...but he is a great guy....one word to describe is focused...like totally....he can live without his social life...i dun see him going out...and yet i know he is happy doing wad he is doing now because he blardee knows that having good grades can earn the respect of others...and his attitude is correct....very...when he sets his mind to do smth...he will....tat is the most probably reason why he was made CA head...bleah....kim said until half way den log off...tonight got temptation island meh....oh yar...amazing race juz now very nice...heng the 2 pretty boys never kana eliminated...hahha...

ehhhh....the past few days in council room is sad....the mood is totally sad....farked up...i dun care la....everytime exams den will happen....stress....full of shit manz...FOS like totally...they need my help den they will approach me...if not i go mind my own studies first....den everyone come back from paper all saying they going to die...hahah okie loh....maths die....physics die....chem oso die....history oso die.....heng i never take maths....but from wad i know..if u really got practise and study...shud be can....3 clear examples are edmond, prakash and yihan...hahah 3 out of 10 over pple who say can pass maths...

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