The sky above bi's new house...

The swing in bi's new house...


And the 2 blokes i watched Initial D with...

And all that's left is... at least of what i thought, and also partly what they think, is that we all should take our cars and go race around... do some drifting or something...

Ivan, Gary, Lova, Andrew and Zico
Our "reaps"...


This is what we did today. We declared today as Armceg Fruits Picking Day. Had the freshest mangosteen ever. Try eating one that just fall off the tree. It was damn fun la as we took turns to use the long pole and try to whack the fruits down. We plucked hell lot of rambutans also.

Actually i am just testing this uploading of pictures feature...

Something weird...

Me: Why you so dark ar?? You sun tan a lot ar?
2IC: Last time i always walk to school... then need to walk very far...
Me: .... huh... ??
2IC: Walk to school then because very sunny, so become very black...
Me: HUR.

Today is another overworked day. Don't know why now everyday like overwork. Go camp then work non-stop until book out. Then today we machiam do obstacle course with 4 articulators. Bloody hell.

Wah lan... everywhere aching can... old liao...

Read in the papers, that to live until a ripe old age, you got to relax and kan de kai, must be happy always and free from stress and worries. Hmmm... then isn't it like bo chup about your work and responsibilities. Unless you super relak la...

I need to grow up.

Damn... the weekend's ending... back to camp and more work tmr... sian...

Today's soccer was quite fun, if not for my lack of stamina due to lack of sleep. But surprisingly last night reached home my sis still awake. Wah she really learning from me sia...

Quite tired... and hungry...

Waiting for dinner....

The feeling of waking up with her by your side is wonderful.

Anyway, watched a couple of movies this week... trying to leave camp as early as possible each day, thus making the ever-garung ivan pissed with me. But it's all fair cos i was pissed with him too.

Now at bi's place. Waiting for her to finish showering then will be going down to my house. Then it will be my turn to shower... and then probably slack around a bit before going down town to get stuff done.

Zzzz... have a feeling that time's passing too fast...

Grrr... need to brush teeth...

Haven't blogged for a while...

It has been an overworked week. Damn tired. But i am kind of getting used to it now. Everything has been great, except a few things in camp, but those i don't quite care la...

Scratched a bit of my phone's screen. Xin tong manz...

Damn smelly... going to shower then dinner...

I miss playing lan game.

GOT BLOG~!!!!

Went for late breakfast/brunch/early lunch with the council people at cafe cartel. 5 council dudes and 1 council babe. =p It was nice. Then 3 officers and me went to watch Batman Begins. Pretty good. I like the way the story is told. It ain't like those creative ones aka batman forever or batman and robin when it's all about smashing up stuff and lots of action. This one is more about the true background of bruce wayne and why he decided to be batman and stuff. Some philosophical stuff too. But overall it's pretty good plus the action. And the batmobile is one hell of a... tank...

Thanks... guys... for allowing me to watch a movie after so long.

Got to go. See you all in wonderland. =)

He said that i am too nice a guy. I guess i am. I don't retaliate. I don't argue back. I simply keep quiet. In the end, it just affects myself. It... just further makes me more incapable of expressing myself. I am afraid one day i will forget how to speak. I just want the best out of everyone eventually, but it just portrays, unfortunately, a weakness that everyone loves to exploit.

Everyone just wants to dominate. They do not want to be seen as the weaker being, for there is only so much that their ego can take. Take for example, even if no conversation is present, they will be thinking of how to make you look bad in front of others. But... i am digressing...

Maybe my scope of topic is too wide. I do not know how to organise my thoughts properly for now, and the various points that were in my mind were floating around uncontrollably, making it impossible for me to start on a standard discussion. Perhaps what he said was right, it is important to filter out what is unnecessary and only take note of what is essential. If you look too much into details, you won't know where to start. Why am i asking so many questions? Am i considering too many things?

A person's ability to sort out thoughts is only so much. And if he has to consider all the minute little points, every bit of concentration is further spread into these many different points, making processing of each pointers only so much. But if it is possible to filter away the useless/not so important stuff, then maybe the person will be thinking correctly about all the vital points.

So much hurt for a little pride? Is it worth it? Not only does it create confusion and frustration, it also at the same time questions whether is it all worth it? A little bit of selfishness ended up in tears... what a sad ending. No doubt everyone has their own reasons, but couldn't give and take come into play? Or maybe these tangible reasons are too important?

Sometimes, when i am losing too much hope and feel like giving up, i really feel like crawling out of the pit and be the bad guy. Then maybe i won't feel so taken for granted. Such intolerable behaviour not only test my patience to the limit and beyond, it brings out a facade that, sometimes, i am hoping to get rid of.

You don't know me.

"... fen shou liang nian hou wo hai shi xiang zhe ni...
duo jiu mei you jian guo ni...
xian zai ni zhu zai na li..."

Wang Bu Liao - Shi Wen Bin

"... wo xiang zi you...
bu xiang fen shou...
ni xuan zhe zou...
fang wo de shou..."

Wo Xiang Zi You - Zhang Feng Qi


Damn sad lor... haha only realise after i typed them out. But my main point is that these 2 songs are very nice... and i just transferred them to my phone... yay~!!

Shitty day in the office. If you want me to help you do something, then you must at least give me the infomation. Then not only you don't give me the information, you ask me to go and ask someone else for the information. Errr... that's not the way to do things.

Tomorrow is... Friday. Finally.
This week sure took sometime to pass.

What a lousy day.

Having bad karma with locks.

Going for a spin later.

Shi Wen Bin's Wang Bu Liao is damn nice...

My understudy reminded me of myself when i first arrived at BSS. All garung and stuff. But i've mellowed down a lot. =p
But he's cool man... damn garung... and i think he has helped ignite my flame again. We were moving the water pumps today, flushing them and yea... he can work.

I was thinking this morning how soon i've got to step into KP's shoes. I wondered how he felt then and how i felt, and how i feel now and how GY feel. I didn't want GY to feel the bad stuff when i was an understudy. Because Shaun and KP was very close, so i couldn't quite fit in perfectly with them. Then i was thinking that in the past 2 days did i pay too much attention to GY, did i neglect Shaun? I guess i didn't, because i am not that kind to treat people differently because of their rank. But i must keep in mind to keep Shaun in for all the plans, because looking at things, GY is the one that will keep things going, and i will be able to keep up with him. But i don't know about Shaun. He was garung... maybe he has been at BSS for too long, so now a bit relaxed. But nevermind, anyway i know he will be there when i need him.

And... the new water pumps, even though powerful are freaking bulky la... and damn noisy.

Had dinner with lao bu alone for 2 nights already. I like the feeling. Like can talk to her about more matured stuff. Was telling her that it isn't good to be an efficient worker, because your boss will keep on calling you to go do saikang. But she said over time, your boss will notice and remember. Well that's true. Maybe i miss the point that i don't think NSF can get promotion for working hard. Then i told her also what i want to work as in the future. And her plans for my studies. Hmmmm... think i will be going to study for a long long time.

I need to rest. Feeling very tired since Monday.

Hmmm... seems like i can play .avi files le... need more testing...

Actually wanted to play the PS.

But i didn't quite around to switching on the console.

Boring.

And thirsty.

Realised i don't defend myself as "Xiaxue". I guess if i am her, i won't probably type so much reasons or try so hard to defend myself. Maybe all i will type is... If it makes you all happy, then so be it. =)

Don't know if my previous entry got through successfully or not, because it didn't seem to. So i must say again, "dickchan" is a sicko. One very sick in the mind ass.
And "Goddess" ought to write a sex book. One of those kind that Alvin brought to the office from Australia.

Woke up this morning feeling so so tired. Need to drag myself out of my bed. I was thinking today jialat liao la... most likely go office sleep, or not do anything much.

In the end today became the day that i work and work... until i didn't notice time pass so fast. This kind of feeling is the first manz... was like running around then suddenly realised it's 4pm. And i managed to get my hair cut in between.

Madness... tiredness pushes me...??

Oh and the new specs came today. Can't believe i actually got an understudy so soon. KP only ORD 2 weeks then i got to teach someone. Going to be tough because these specs aren't trained in either Candace or Almond. But ya... Ivan got 2 understudys now. He must be damn happy la. But i like my guy also. He's cool.

I've done it again. Bang Bang Bang. Dead. Almost.

I am so afraid that one day because of this stupid f-up mindset, i will get hurt real bad, by myself.
I thought i was right... but if only if i am really right... but if i am wrong, i am damn wrong... and that will kill me.

Blabberin'~~

Oh no... this is madness. I actually know that girl. And it's funny when Ariel said it would be intimidating to date her. In fact, i believe she still remembers me, unless after knowing all the Mr. Somethings shorten her memory. I still remember that day clearly manz...

Such a coincidence. I thought when i first saw that 2 pictures that she's quite familiar. The face is blurred, but the outline is there and it was someone i've seen before. Then i remember how this someone we guys back then knew, and all the entries sort of fit. So i went on a hunt for her name, because the name's kind of unique and not many girls have that, and... bingo~

Haha... imagine you looking at the body of some girl you once knew... but... i am sure she loves it and is proud of it. =p

Been browsing through several unknown blogs. Triggered a thought in me that somehow... everyone's thinking... like they are all so capable of writing interesting and intruguing stuff. I could never do that. Go look through today's Straits Times and there's a mention on this Singaporean's blog. It's... interesting, 'cept for bad spellings... The links bring you to another world too.

Perhaps i could do was to write lameshit, perhaps answer some Geography and Econs(used to) questions, and maybe do some appreciation on some literature plays. Nevertheless, i don't inspire to be a writer anyway.

Been using the G4 for a day. Discovered that it gets laggy when there's been too many lines in Messenger.

I remember when i was young, my family had this Apple Computer. The monitor is probably smaller than 12 inch, and everything on the screen is in green. Like the words and every single game there are in green. It was a bit old then, and a bit rusty... but it taught me how to control a joystick(yes i had one before... but if i still have it, it will look real funny), and it also took me on my first steps to the QWERTY keyboard. Hah... those days...

Then my uncle bought me a console. Those that you plug game catridges into... some with "148 games in one" on it... I remember the most i had was 650 games in 1 cartridge. That meant the end of me playing on the 'Apple Antique'. I guess probably all those "gaming" days back then helped develop the flair for games now.

Was listening to Shaun and Albert talked about DOD yesterday. Time flew like mad, because i remember i was still going to Bernard's house to play DOD online. It was a great game, probably because of the maps and realism. Then other shoot 'ems games like Battlefield came... bringing a whole new dimension to 1st person shooter games. I remember i was shocked to learn that i could drive a plane and a rover then. Then Shaun asked me whether i was in any clan. It was a funny question because i was thinking about it just before he asked.

Haha... Probably quite funny to imagine Tom Cruise in his Ethan's Mission Impossible role, Brad Pitt probably as Mr Smith, Pierce Brosnan as 007, Nicholas Cage as his role in Gone in 20 seconds... then i thought about Jim Carrey... Cable guy? The Mask? Ace Ventura?? Haha... never can imagine Jim Carrey as some action hero...

But yeah... imagine all of them in their roles acting in one blockbuster. It ain't action man... probably comedy.

Yay i've got my internet connectiiioooonnn~!!! YAHOOOOO~!!!

Politics starting to happen in the office. Guess this kind of thing always happen when too many smart people are around. Too many views and opinions. Then when A doesn't work, B will notice. But when B doesn't work, B doesn't even know and A will notice. All very hypocritical.

Feel like playing MJ...

Downloading an episode of Naruto to see how good the anime is... but surprisingly i finished the 1st series of the story faster than those who watched the anime much earlier than me... haha thanks to sean...

I like the resolution of the screen... aiya i love everything about this manz.... just that the area where i rest my hands when i type tends to get hot after a long time..

Yay bang bang successful so it was easy 200 bucks... but it wasn't that easy also... stressful manz... though it was fun... we had lots of free time to talk, so now know more about other people... and i realise i like doing all the shooting... better than issuing stores...

Today was WWF day at BSS. We were smashing up the old tables with sledgehammers. It was damn funny at a point la when Zico and Jonnie turned mad... machiam like Dudley Boyz...

Using my ibook now... =))) but encountering a bit of problem... so got a bit pek cek just now. But thanks to bi... so ya now alright le... =p but don't know why she rushing me off to sleep also... only 12 what... anyway this week is sleep-less week...

Oh and today was the first time i drove a LR. Hehehe... cos driver came pick me up from Gedong then he went toilet... so i did a Frank Abagnale and drove it around... very easy~!!! but can only run 50km/h... always kena overtaken on the road... so i rather not drive...

Then stupid 2IC today say want to send Albs for forklift course... wah lanz then me leh??? I did the protesting and the arguing but i think no hope one la... he is always so zhi... so inflexible... then today pillai kp me... 1st time leh cos usually he and me quite gum... but i think he stressed la... so nvm...

Don't know why today my this post a bit funny... the flow a bit funny la...
Anyway must go sleep le...

Zzzz...

Me blood type is a B+.... haiz.... fucked up...

Too many movie reviews also... considering the last one i watched was XXX2... where Vin Diesel took it to The Next Level by becoming Ice Cube... Hur.

Expensive movie prices too. Haha... wondering if that is the real reason that is keeping me away from the cinemas. A month back or so when i was reading the article on prices hike, i thought sian... need to pay more... till now i haven't actually paid for a movie ticket of those prices yet.

Madagascar, Episode 3, My BF is a Type B, Mr & Mrs Smith, Batman Begins.... so many... just thinking about how fast this theatre shows ended up on DVDs, i just don't feel like watching them now...

But... how many times have that feeling came... when i simply feel like going to a nearby cinema, buy a ticket and watch that show alone... I like the "irresponsible/with nothing to bother me/or nothing for me to bother/as and when i like to leave" feeling... and... it isn't a "you're a loser" action or what... cos if... you have the courage and mentality to go watch a movie alone, you are pretty much... hmm.. respected? Some people just can't stand the loneliness. Not to say that's a bad thing... aiya everyone's different la...

Yesterday the internet went mad... the connection don't know became how slow... anyway luckily its back to normal now...

Going to pick sister from sch soon... then going for class... somebody help me create some plans for tonight leh...

I really like Naruto... (even though you don't like the hype...) but ya.. it's really good... i like the wit and the morals it teaches in the story...

Not enough strong contenders running for Presidency??

Denise Keller spotted together with Wolfgang even before the airing of the finale??

Multitasking generation??



Hmmm too much news for the mind...

Today got my hands' dirtied and cleaned and dirtied and clean like 4 times. But yay... did lots of stuff. Though hands still smelled of engine oil...

IMT tmr. Sian... somemore need to come back camp first... so by the time book out don't know what time liao.

And my laptop is still not here yet~!!! GRRRR....

Oh got new Gunbound... shiok...

Going to Sean's house to borrow more comics...