Thank you all friends for your birthday smses... =)


Sometimes i don't know why, but somethings need to be solved, so i go and do something about it and yay... something's being done about it now. I swear Ivan's going to go mad if no spec is coming from this BPCC batch to assist him. And Zico can't carry OBMs alone. Something is very wrong with the manpower branch i think.

And the comic that i borrowed from sean proved to be quite nice actually. Something like Dragonball.

Appleeeee.... quickly call me leh....

I wish i can read minds. Being psychic or something.

Yesterday's duty was bullshit. No one came. We just spent all our time reading comics and watching tv. Luckily there were 2 good shows last night... final fantast and feng yun. But i proved to myself that i know how to drive a forklift. They shouldn't leave those vehicles lying around with keys in them.

The food was attacked my ants. And i saw a rat ran past. I saw cockroaches as well, and a damn hungry dog which ate up all of our leftovers.

Liverpool won and they are selling the players. Carrie Underwood won and when i switched on the tv, Simon was saying that she has done enough to win the competition. Now that's the talking point in the papers.

I saw Chris the other day in the cookhouse and we were talking about our good old days back in tekong. I miss those friendships.

Going Bishan soon.

Gotta wait for a few days for my new lappie... oh well but it will be worth the wait la...

Was crapping with my cousin anting just now... haha er shi da shou she said... =p

Nothing much to blog except don't know why friendster refused to let me read a message someone sent me... grrr....

1 more year to ORD~~!!!

I WILL get angry sooner and later. IF you do not give me the necessary respect that i deserve, i will not respect you at all. If you think it's funny to make fun of others, or even worse, to degrade them so that it will make you look better, i will make sure you won't feel too happy.

I try to close one eye because i know you are uneducated. I am not looking down on you, and won't because i know i've got stuff to learn from every different person... but... you continue pushing me to the limit and i will bring out my knives.

I ABHOR being called something i am not. I bet i will learn things faster than you, and i work harder than you. If you think you are good, let us switch roles shall we?

You are the one kpkb the most. People never work you say. People chaokeng never go duty you also say. Then you end up saying next time you kena extra you will go take MC so don't need go for duty. I say you fucked up.

Just feel like letting it out.

Oh gosh... i can't believe i just heard my competition song on tv....

They actually use that for the variety show "Scholars of Scholars"...

Wah the Classic teams are incredible...

It was damn funny to see Glenn Hoddle, Bobby Robson, Kevin Keegan and Bobby Charlton all playing in the same team. Can't imagine them running around now.

And the fantastic 4 of Brazil is... WOW... Pele, Zico, Riverlino and the other striker starting with "T"... their stats is mad manz...

And Maradona is god-like... can't imagine that pudgy body of his to be so damn good...

There is this new teochew porridge place at jalan kayu. Went last night... and again tonight because my parents wanted to try the zi cha. It's ran by very young people, full of zest and stuff, but it's quite funny to see the price increase from yesterday to today.

One of the owners there has fascinating eyes. Very nice. Round ones... hazel colour and when the sun shines, they shone out clearly. Whew... beautiful...

I am going to get a laptop for myself. Had a discussion with my parents just now and probably going down tmr night to take a look.

Last night match between Man U and Arsenal was... INJUSTICE. Okie actually enough said by everyone and on the papers. Clearly Man U deserve to win. Just plain bad luck. But it just prove to me that Man U still plays good football. And Rooney and Ronaldo are good manz...

I was thinking of the different outlook of people. People notice one another because of how they look like. That's only natural. I'm sure A likes B partially because of how B looks like. If not, why doesn't A like C... well because C doesn't look like B. Blahhh just blabberings...

Met Gary, Trina, Michelle and Ariel for coffee just now. Discover a super nice drink from starbucks. RHUMMMBAAAAA~~~~ =p Saw a couple of people i know. Quite surprised because i thought that place is ulu... but quite funny when "this guy we all know" walked into starbucks, and suddenly we were all gossiping. Quite hilarious. And i saw Ivan(that badminton guy) while i was trying to my way around MS. And also Bryan with this familiar CJ girl.

And i hate... hmmm not hate... but i don't like... to drive in the CITYHALL area. It sucks... because it's made up of crossroads and one way roads and messy traffic and reckless drivers. But mostly about the roads. I always have no idea which roads go where in the area... but i am sure after today, i learnt a bit more.

"Boys after serving NS are wimps?" And we whine too much? Haha... lady... go serve and you will know. I was thinking about something the other day, that i realise even in normal life, i don't expect so much from people now, mainly because of the daily dose of fuckedup-ness. It just kind of gets imbued into you that things will never go your way. Your mind is kind of programmed that someone will bound to screw things up for you.

Because... simply.... we are constantly exposed to these fuckedup-ness.

And... that's why guys have so much to say(i wouldn't say whine)about NS.

There is something like this... surpressed frustration in us... that whenever there is injustice, there is NOTHING we can do about it. My fellow colleague is one living example.

Today is the slackest day in the whole week, not counting tues la. But i still got plenty done today. Went mad because it's friday.

But was a bit pissed at someone. Hardworking yes, but low EQ.

Oh... and i met Shuz yest... so shocked to see her but it was great...

Going to play my PS. Yay long weekend.

I was so tempted to just drive the 5 ton around yesterday. But i got hum ji... I thought it would be easy, but i couldn't risk bumping into any of the cars around there.

I've voiced my interest in going for the forklift course. But don't think they will send me. I wanna learn how to drive everything~!!

We could have become very good friends. We were. We stuck it out together. All the times playing whatever. I don't remember so many things now, but some stuff's still clear.

But i don't know why or what happened. It just happened. Too fast.

People come and go. If you are fated to be friends, then you will be. He came and went, but i treasure what we did and what we had.

Felt that i've got something to get off my chest... but it's unwise.

Safety Exhibition today. Went Albert's house with Alvin, Da Qing and Weiming after that play mj. Sometimes you can't help but be superstitious... especially like when you are on a roll, and you just went to relieve yourself... after that your luck turns rotten...

But it was a good game la. Damn funny also because we were sitting directly under the air con and we were all shivering throughout the game...

Ok that's about it... i'm going to shit...

It rained very heavily again this morning. Dad fetched me to camp. And i conveniently asked him for a ride back home just now.

I realise when you put your bicycle seat too high up when you cycle, you get pins and needles in your groin after you get off.

Indochine was nice. Probably because of the crowd and the music. Haven't been to a proper party for sometime so it was great.

But...

We were packed like sardines.

And i learnt a new theory. It's the theory of floatation. The theory states that when there are too many people in a small space, people literally float around, like corks in the sea.

I don't put in effort because i don't see a need to prove myself being a store IC. What's so great about it? I don't get the motivation of doing well, when we don't get rewarded for our work and get punished for being garung. Somemore, i don't feel passionate about doing all this.

But...

I am going to force myself to put in effort. I have built up the momentum and i am going to keep it going. I am going to go through all the hassles even they are tedious and so damn gay zhua. I am going to prove it to them.

Maybe it's too late. But maybe they judge too fast.

Today is the day when i wake up. And it spur me on so much that i've got the momentum going.

It's always like this. Things never get done properly until i am motivated enough or feel the need to prove myself.

When a person gets married and have kids, he kind of becomes stricter and less... kid-like... I don't think i can ever be like that... i will be like tickling my kids, playing hide and seek with them, and probably laugh at them when they wear their shirt the wrong side.

The kids, and i mean the children on my dad's side, we all sort of have 2 different groups. The group that comprises of the older kids... we all kind of grow up playing among ourselves with all kind of silly games, considering the technology then... Then there was always Da Bo Mu around us... bathing us... disciplining us... We see more of nai nai and we grew up quite kampong-ish.

But the younger group... they see more of Gu Gu, and their toys are replaced by high tech gadgets like PS and computer. Can feel the gap between us... like we try to care for them, but they kind of bo hiu us.

But i still love them. =p

Decided today that i am good in planning and managing, and will be good in executing if i have the motivation.

Settled everything today... good feeling... but also because there's a lot more coming tmr...

Your Birthdate: May 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well with people.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

*Checks bag at RP gate*
RP: You corporal or sergeant?
Boy: Sergeant...
*RP looks in amazement*
RP: Nights out ar??
Boy: Erm... no stay out...
RP: OoOoohhhh...
*Boy starts to feel uncomfortable, grabs bag and starts moving away*
RP: Diploma??
Boy: Err... A'Levels...
RP: OoOooohhh....
*Boy starts wondering whether too much guard duty drives people nuts*

You know sometimes you've got good days and bad days... Today is an extremely fucking bad day. Plus the weather... not saying i don't welcome the cool... but staying in the rain the whole day isn't exactly nice.

It was funny just now.

I was on my way out of camp when they blew the whistle signalling the flag lowering time. So the guy walking a distance in front stopped. Then i stopped. Then there was this motorcycle behind my bike... It went all the way until near the guy then he stopped. Then on my left behind the buildings and the trees were the people from TPT Coy... they didn't know got to stop so they were walking and walking and walking... then they started looking at us wondering why all of us not moving... they then realised it's the flag lowering ceremony so they stopped. But they cheeky so they move and stop and move and stop and move until they come into the open carpark then they stop. Then because not supposed to move so i never turn my head around, but i could hear got 1 motorcycle's engine throbbling behind me. Then after when they blow the whistle again, i just casually looked behind.

Behind me got the motorcycle... then a car... then another one... then a bus... and another car. Hahahhaa... it was quite funny imagining me at the front of all the vehicles... me riding on a bicycle~!!!!

I AM KING~!!! =p

I saw my dream car today. And in the colour that i want too. Whew.

I was thinking... if you have it, share it. People who are better off should share things with others. My cousin's behaviour kind of shocked me a little. It was like... a blatant refusal... even after three requests. Perhaps my senses got jolted, and i replied blatantly "you are selfish." It was kind of harsh on a little boy like him, and i don't know how boys nearing the age of 10 or 11 react to their older cousins because the oldest one on my dad's side is 2 years older. I suppose cousins ought to be close like brothers and sisters, but the refusal struck me quite deeply. And the reasons weren't fully solid, so i was a bit sad at how our relationship turned out.

But the older sister... she is different. I suppose because she is older, and she has met many more kind of different people in school, and we have more in common. And perhaps there is this need to please as well. I purposely said something to see the reaction, and she went all out to help me. I say that's cool manz.

Why are they different? Will he grow up to be more like her? I hope so...

I can't believe it... it's only a game account somemore... and he didn't like me play with it. Reasons i guess:
1) He's afraid i will kill his character or something.
2) He's afraid i do something stupid. (Like what?)

Actually every reasons run along that line... but i am like huh... It's only a game... and... i am not that lousy i believe... and...

Well... it got me thinking of different people's priorities. As you grow older, the things you deem as important slowly changes i guess. Some people view the feelings of others as important, whereas some believe that their own happiness is the most important. Some rather focus on building stronger relationships, whereas some simply just want to level up their character in their game.

http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/

Lousy weather... rain and rain and rain... and somemore i was in the mood for soccer...

Sheesh... my sis and me were laughing like mad to find out that the song is by Wang Li Hom and not David Tao... But it's very very nice...

And my phone does the weirdest things... i swear a light just flash out of the screen just now...

One of the saddest things is to wait for a message from someone... but all you receive is messages from other people, each one you thought is the one you wanted...

On a particular day, we celebrate and give cheer to the women who gave birth to us.

The human mind is a very twisted thing. The things it can think about......

I feel that i am kind of drifting away.

I don't even know you cried...

Can't find the song i want. I think it's by David Tao, but it is not in the cd that i just bought. Bleah.

And my fan is mad. Sometimes it rotates, sometimes it get stuck.

Sometimes, when you are all alone and you have got stuff to share, there's isn't any ear around for the words to go through.
You thought that perhaps after waiting awhile, someone will be interested enough to listen to what you have got to say. Thus you wait for that special someone.
In the end, someone did come along, but he isn't interested to listen. So you didn't tell him what happen.
Or worse still, no one came along.

Eventually, you kind of get this idea that there isn't a need to wait for someone to come along for you to tell your stuff to. Or that you just give up wanting to tell what you wanted even if there's someone.
Or worse, you ended up talking to yourself.

And gee... Split personality is cool...

Imagine you yourself not knowing you have that. So that's how multi-tasking came about. =p

Guess what... i am back into Gunbound again... hahahha... so mad... and i am a chick now...

And yea... we got 3rd... that's not the thing... thing is i played like shit...

Meredith and Gretchen are finally out. After so much walking and slow talking... and i mean they talk really slowly... and so many close scrapes and screw ups from other teams... they are finally eliminated.

But got to admit Rob and Amber are smart people. Good real competitive people who play really think. But hate to see them win though.

Is she waking up?? Or not?

And did i say i am shocked my Constantine's exit from American Idol? He's top 3 material manz...

Had instant noodles for lunch. Was damn hungry.

Lost the semis. Probably if the placing of the players were different, then maybe we might have gone through, but this kind of thing also must depend on luck. Fri 3rd and 4th placing, and perhaps another good performance then maybe i might make it through.

Baby just called. So good to hear her bubbly voice. =p

Too lazy to blog.

Back to FFX2.