You see. The problem with actually spending time doing camps makes time fly really fast. It was like the start of June when it all began, and now it's the end. I am just sad i didn't really have much time to do the things i wanted, yet i cant bargain much. I've done whatever else i could to hang around the place as much as i could, helped influenced a few more kids and had plenty of fun.

And come to think of it now, if i had chose to stay at home all this while and when today ends, i would probably regret all these wasted days.

Interview today was delusional. There is really a fine balance between being honest and yet bullshitting and selling yourself. You want that job, you got to act really garung and enthusiastic about it. Else you go home with this effed up feeling that the chance has flew away again. I mean seriously, what work or job ain't hard? You just got to put in the hours and effort and work at it. Even if it's sales or marketing, no one's gonna have it easy.

I mean i can't always be fickle-minded and choosy over this kind of stuff. There's always something to learn out there. Ah well time to reflect and think about all these stuff.

Haven't blogged for far too long. Went to Jakarta and had an amazing camp there. Came back with really bad diarrhoea which i've never experienced before. But the participants i had were terrific. It was great seeing my friends over there too and making new ones.

Came back on sun and was asked to be a mentor in junior camp. Felt that due to the diarrhoea, i was not giving my all for the camp but nevertheless, the growth overall among coaches, pd/apd and the participants were remarkable.

I've got several days to relax before going back for my first ever reservists. Really dreading it but i'm kind of mentally preparing myself for it. Ah well ... 2 weeks will pass by very quickly.

You know how last time you would know if you wanna do any camps, you can choose to ... whereas during last night, i knew it's gonna be tough for me to do anymore from now on. Maybe when i get that feeling once again ...

It was a camp whereby i had other objectives in mind. I wasn't paying so much attention to ensuring that the participants get the best out of it ... rather i was more concerned about the coaching team, and the growth and development of the apd. I wanted to make sure that new coaches enjoy themselves and would come back more in order to ease this period of transition.

Alright, guess this closes another chapter in my life. I will always have an affiliation with that place, and the people there.

So i've received my results. Heng everything passed. Yayyy officially done with school.

Going Sentosa to get some sun ... hopefully still got some left ...